#svarth

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Svarth for @0pixer !

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“bloodswap” au rough summary to be updated with more info

Svarth: Avarit: Vidiae: Cunira: Zakade: Ikaros: parents who saved up all the money they had so they could send him to a good private school because they just want his son to succeed. spoiled compared to his friends, even though his parents almost live on minium wages but he is an only child and they wanted him to be happy instead of being in misery like his parents? he loves art, and spends a lot of time in front of his desk just drawing, he wishes to make money of his art one day to support his family. not a stupid kid, as he grows up he realizes the state his family is in but also can look over to his bf and see that he hasnt got that much of a bad life. probably works at a gas station (hes very proud of the money he earns) so he can apply for his dream college. never pays on dates. believe that everyone else is just stupid and self-centred.  Muscan: 

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headcanon

I have pretty much all of the squad’s relationships to one another figured out, but I’m kinda unsure about Muscan and Svarth? Because I think they would fit as something more friends, but I know Svarth would not want to deal with the relationship and I’m pretty sure Ikaros would be super skeptical to Muscan dating someone like Svarth? And I mean, he already dealed with Avarit and yeah?? but also I feel like Svarth could give him the few things he misses from the relationship hes got with Ikaros. Like, Ikaros and Muscan have a pretty decent relationship and both parts are pretty satisfied, but I feel like at 1 AM, Muscan is laying in Svarth’s bed while talking about life and they both are super tired and a little snuggled up he would realize how he wish Ikaros was this way, in Svarth’s way, how he would wish Ikaros could listen to him in the middle of the night with such an open mind and understanding Svarth shows him. And I think Svarth really likes to take care of Muscan and she feels kinda validated when he asks her for help and it makes her happy, but I also think she really appreciates how he can pet her and put in an “yeah” and “aw that sucks” whereever it fits when she’s upset and ranting at him? and i think maybe, they slowly at some point develop feelings as they become each others go-to, like even though Svarth’s got Zakade, but honestly Zakade isn’t responsive 60% of the time and he can be a handful as well. Zakade understands Svarth in a whole other way than Muscan tho, who TRIES but he just cant and Svarth knows but his attempts makes it okay? and like i realize i make Svarth and Muscans relationship sound kinda boring like they do not only rant at each others, they like to go on “adventures” together, like going hiking and such?? (muscan isnt that open about it but he really enjoys it) and they watch movies and chill together like friends but also they know they got each others backs, somehow. and i honestly believe that at some point when its 1 am and they are snuggled up together muscan slowly takes iniative and kisses her because SHES RIGHT THERE AND SHES NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT AND SHES KINDA CUTE SO LIKE LETS DO IT (also like , i think , muscan would tell ikaros about his feelings and such because muscan isnt THAT much of an ass) and honestly it would set off so many sparks inside of svarth and feelings shes not used to and i think thats where the lust would kick in and shed need those kisses (and idek if it would develop i honestly havent thought it out that far) and it would become what she needs to feel validated , and she would definietly begin to seek relationships with some other squad members ( vidiae, cunira  ? ), just to FEEL VALIDATED! 

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Canon?

Svarth obviously struggles with her self worth and doesn't really like consciously do anything about it? I guess she just can't see any way for it to solve? Like she is a weak person who doesn't deserve good stuff because of how the world works and no one truly looks out for her while she feels like she's giving everything to everyone else? I mean she's lust, so it's like I think she might go to sex / intimacy to get that validation that she's worth something ? I'm not sure if she would do it with someone in the squad ? Like she won't really tell me who I guess? But I don't think she'd want to be in a relationship with those people, she just wants to feel appreciated and loved and not have those self destructive thoughts around?

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svarth/muscan oneshot thingy

«Hey. » Svarth turned around with both of her hands grabbed around a warm cup. The scent of a red berries tea was just making its way around the room when she heard hard footsteps that did certainly not belong in her playlist of cosy and calm songs. Muscan’s tall figure was standing in the doorway between her tiny living room and even tinier kitchen. He had not even been bothered to take off his shoes on his way in. It was raining cats and dogs outside and yet he chose to wear his beloved leather jacket over a pink, now wet, shirt which slightly revealed the tattoo on his chest. Of course, she knew he was coming, he had been polite enough to tell her he wanted to come over but come on. Svarth had nearly had enough time to drag on sweatpants and a clean shirt before making sure her bedsit was looking at least somewhat decent.

“What’s up?” That was literally the only thing she could come up with when she saw his face. Beneath those raindrops filled glasses, his eyes were hard and he didn’t break into his usual smirk at her approach. Perhaps it was a dumb question. She knew something was up. Muscan wouldn’t just invite himself over and then be here in such a short time if it wasn’t something important.

“I just need someone to vent at, and Ikaros is acting intolerable.” He grabbed for a napkin from the counter as he removed his glasses to wipe them free from the raindrops. Svarth knew from experience this would probably last longer than she expected, and therefore grabbed a biscuit package before retreating to her couch in the living room.

“What did he do?” Muscan came tumbling after her, seating himself next to her with one arm resting on the sofa’s backrest behind her. His mouth was forced into a thin line as he just watched her, trying to find the words. Svarth sipped her tea, her face reddened as she remembered she had not offered the other anything. The poor lad, his curls were just now drying from the nearly flood outside. It was unusual to see him without any products in his hair. Even though she had forgotten to ask him about tea, he didn't seem to have any desire for it anyway.

“He didn't do anything. It's not him I came to talk about, or mainly I didn't come here to talk about him.”  His gaze dropped as the words left him. Svarth thought maybe he was acting a bit dramatic. She knew Ikaros could act cold towards people, but he always seemed so loving whenever Muscan was around. They were so comfortable with each other, and assuming from Muscan’s previous rants about the perfect Ikaros their relationship was adorable. Svarth knew though, Ikaros acted cold-blooded around Zakade. They were old classmates from middle school, and sometimes Svarth still found herself in receiving Zakade’s moaning through text whenever Ikaros showed up at the ICT. Zakade had told her all about him about the time when she had just met Muscan.

“Ikaros was, and always will be the biggest pompous scumbag cry baby you will ever meet, and this comes from me. You know perfectly well how little I care about pretty much anyone who’s got an attitude against me, but this guy, I swear to god. If you stand in his way of whatever he wants to achieve, you will feel his revenge in one way or another. Say you are someone like me, who does not give two fucks whatever the dick might think about me, and offend him even the slightest, he will throw curses and ugly looks at you. The thing is it bothers me so much, because he knows things about me. He knows, and he understands he can use these things against me. I think we almost got into a fight once. He told me, wait, I do not think I even want to tell you. It involved so much shit about me, and the very few people I surround myself with. I wished in that moment to kill him in the worst way. Back when we were kids, we had at least a somewhat decent relationship. We could discuss our common interests and play some at each other’s houses, but as we grew older I guess I got more and more tired of him bossing me around. He was the kind of kid who would cry the instant moment someone denied him something. And now he walks around, at least not crying anymore, but thinking he can still manipulate his way to things. How the fuck someone can have any sort of romantic feelings for him is beyond my imagination. Tell the dude I pay my condolences.”

Sometimes he made her uncomfortable, giving off loathing looks. Oh, she could feel so worthless after interacting with him. Ikaros was not a person close to her. They did not speak that much, luckily enough according to her best friend. It was usually the looks whenever Zakade or Muscan stumbled upon him while being out with her.

“It’s just everything with Avarit is stressing me out. She keeps getting more and more intense.”

“Oh no. How?”

“She is literally spamming me at all times. There is never a second alone. Like, it’s getting to the point where I get worried if she is not sending me anything.”

“Did you mute her?”

“Of course I did. Sometimes we hang out, okay, because I am a nice guy.” Svarth lifted her eyebrows at this statement. It was mostly in a way to tease him, but Muscan wasn't exactly the nice guy either. When Svarth came to think of it, she didn't really know anyone who would fit the “nice guy” description at all. Maybe Muscan only thought not acting like Ikaros would make him a nice guy? But Muscan is dating Ikaros. Maybe Svarth and Zakade were the only ones thinking of Ikaros as a not-nice guy. Whatever a nice guy was in Muscan’s eyes, Svarth could not imagine a nice guy being cold hearted and whining over simple things. He did not like to admit it, but Muscan could get bothered over even the smallest things. Much like his boyfriend, according to Zakade. Svarth thought Ikaros sounded worse, though. Muscan tried always to somehow solve the problem, but mostly to make it go his way. To see things from another perspective, was not something he was good at.

“What is she like when you hang out then?” she asked.

“It feels a bit like she is expecting too much of me. She tends to get really rude for no reason.”

‘Like your boyfriend much?’ Svarth wanted to say that, but she did not dare. There was no way she could just talk of Ikaros like that when she did not even know him that well. All she had to judge from was Zakade’s accusations against him. Muscan would probably not appreciate it if the one he was trusting all his feelings onto, would judge them. So instead of the smug remark, she said “Maybe she just doesn't know you well enough to know your limits and what you are actually like. I mean, you haven't known her for that long, have you?” Muscan shrug his shoulders.

“At least more than half a year. Ikaros have known her for a way longer time though. She is an old school friend of his, like Zak.” Zakade had never mentioned this, probably because Svarth didn't really know Avarit, she was Vidiae's girlfriend and they had met once but other than that Avarit was just a name occasionally mentioned by her friends, and had therefore never asked him about it, but it also gave Svarth a little more perspective into Avarit’s background. The school Zakade had attended along with Ikaros was a private school, where you had to pay a tuition so high Svarth would not even dare to suggest that school for her parents. If you were to attend the school, you had to be wealthy or have a scholarship, but scholarships were not for middle school, were they? So she was most likely wealthy, and that would maybe explain her interest in Muscan as well. Money had never been a problem for him, and Svarth found it hard to make him relate to her own situation. If Muscan had grown up in their city, he would probably attend the same school. And I mean, the guy was pretty good looking, and sometimes might actually show some of this “nice guy” he claimed he was. He could be funny, and he was conscious about what he wore. With a little daydreaming, he could be the prince every girl who dreamt of boys, dreamt of. Wait.

“Is she still dating Vidiae? The last time I talked to her, they still were.” The curly head- no the other curly head that was not Svarth rolled his eyes. Svarth had a tendency to lose track in conversations, and come up with another topic just to bring herself back in.

“Svarth, I'm not here to talk about Vidiae. Listen, she is nuts.”

“She's just in love with you. Tell her you are not interested.”

“I did that.” His voice began to tremble. The blue-green eyes of his widened as if they were struck with lightning. A sudden realization perhaps? Suddenly, Muscan seemed so much more aware of something. The intensity of his stare made Svarth shift in her seat. She placed her tea cup on the table next to the couch, and grabbed his hand in a way of trying to calm him down. His hand grabbed hers so hard, she thought she could feel the blood circulation stopping. Svarth had never seen him this way, and it made a sickly worried feeling grow in her stomach.

“What happened?” she asked, but she realized soon enough she probably shouldn't have, or? She wasn't sure. The grip around her hand strengthened, and Muscan just looked at her with tears forming in his eyes. His mouth trying to find the right words to explain. To say something was not right, was an understatement. Never had Svarth seen him like this. She didn't know Avarit, but she knew she must have been a terrible fucking person, to cause Muscan this much pain. Whatever the fuck she had done, Svarth hoped she felt pretty fucking bad about it.

“I-, I-, she-, I- “As quickly as he stuttered the words, he just threw himself over her, burying his face in her chest. This forced her to lean against the corner of the couch. The tall, and somewhat chubby guy laid heavily on her, but she couldn't do anything but hug him closer and let her hand stroke his back. What could she do? The guy was sobbing, and she could feel warm tears through her shirt. Sobbing was a terrible sound, Svarth had always thought, unless they were happy, but most of the sobs she heard were sad. They cut like knives through her stomach, and sometimes she couldn't bear to watch the person crying. The sight of some other’s tears, made her own eyes form some. When a person like Muscan cried, it hurt even worse. Despite him being a “nice guy”, he never failed to smile. If he were not, like today, something was terribly wrong. He was always the guy to make life, to wear a proud attitude, the only feelings he would show were the positive ones, and that had made even Svarth think he was somewhat incapable of sad feelings. She realized now she was wrong. Everyone, even Muscan, could cry sometimes.

“Take your time. I have all night.” She told him, before placing a soft kiss on his curly head. It felt as if minutes on minutes went by before Muscan bared to do anything but sob. He muttered something into her chest. The words were hard to make out, so Svarth asked him to repeat himself. He lifted himself from the awkward position, and sat up again, wiping his now red eyes.

“She hit me, and I fell. It didn’t hurt, I swear. I was just really confused, and I still am. I don’t understand.”

“Neither do I. Maybe she became a little frustrated, but that’s still not an excuse.”

“I tried to tell Ikaros, but he tried to twist it into something worse. I couldn’t bother to tell him the whole story, because I knew he would just become furious.” Svarth was a little relieved to know Muscan seemingly had not taken the violence too hard, and that the crying probably came from Ikaros’ attitude to the problem. It was not hard to imagine how Ikaros felt though. His boyfriend had been hurt by one of his friends, of course he would become a bit angry and want payback. It sounded a lot like something he would do, from what she knew about him. But also, she did understand Muscan as well. He seemed a bit embarrassed by it all. Maybe later he would pull himself together and talk to Avarit.

“Will you tell me the whole story?”

“No. I don’t think so. I just need someone who won’t freak out, and stop listening to how I am feeling.”

“That’s fine. You do you.” Suddenly Svarth became aware of the biscuit packet she brought in with her, and handed it to the other one.

“Take one. Maybe you’ll feel a bit better. Sweets always help.” She smiled.

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OKAY BUT IMAGINE SVARTH MEETING THE SNOWMAN FROM UNDERTALE AND SHE CRIES BC SHE RELATES SO HARD

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Get to know: Svarth

okay so i found this oc sheet and thought id give it a go, i might do it with some of the others as well but heres svarth’s answers for some of the questions

What is your full name? Svarth Shorre Gender? female What’s your Blood color? (Land or seadweller?) burgundy, so ïm a landdweller What is your Trolltag and typing quirk? thïs ïs an eXample of how ï type!! How’s your vocabulary? Any particular phrase you like to use? hmm, not really. ï like to make references from movïes, ï talk a lot about the stars and sometïmes ï make very long sentences How old are you? ïm 7 and a half sweeps old Describe what your sign looks like. ïts a half cïrcle where the “open” part swïngs ïnwards, ïn the mïddle of the cïrcle a lïne comes out whïch also swïngs out. ï don’t know ïf that was a good enough eXplanatïon, but here you go Write a full physical description of yourself. my haïr ïs really bïg and curly and sometïmes ït drïves me mad and ï just gïve up and look lïke a bïrd nest for the day. my face ïs round, wïth bïg eyes and a round nose. ï wear glasses whïch ends up slïppïng more and more down my nose through the day. ï wear a black hoodïe wïth a red t shïrt wïth my sïgn under. also ï have grey pants whïch have ended up wïth a few holes haha. Any cool powers?  sometïmes ïll suddenly not feel well, and ïts lïke ï just know someone close to me have been ïnjured or mïght just have a bad day. ï guess you could say ï have a some sort of one way telekïnesïs ï am yet to learn to control??? Right or left handed? left handed!

Strife specibus? lïghtsaberkïnd

What is something you like to keep in an accessible place in your sylladex? a flyswatter! haha ïm just messïng around!! or am ï….. ï lïke to keep my husktop close though! Describe your lusus. bïg feathered beast wïth wïngs where the tïps are on fïre. Do you get along well with your lusus? Are they difficult to feed? ïd say ï get a long wïth them pretty well!! Give a brief description of your hive. ïts not too much, but ïts quïte close to a volcano so ïts never cold, and always smells lïke smoke. What are three random interests you have? - ï have an ïnterest for royal fashïon, and ï love to watch royals when ï get the chance to. they look so majestïc and very very very pretty !!!!

- Ï also love to flarp wïth my frïends where my character ïs based on an alïen How do you handle stress? ï try to get a look over the sïtuatïon and try to cope wïth ït from there What do you know about your ancestor? Do you even believe In that story? all ï know ïs that they would work wïth the stars and would so be able to look ïnto souls and see what was ïn their past and future.. ï really do belïeve ïn ït and would LOVE to know more!!!

-       Relationships:

In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does this change if you know them well? ï try my best to get to know people, but someone mïght be too much for me and then ïll just keep a dïstance from them but ïll talk to them ïf ï have to even ïf the guy ïs just beïng really dïsgustïng towards me What do you look for in a potential matesprit? someone who wants to go eXplore the stars wïth me and well travel faster than lïght, never lookïng back on thïs ugly place. ït wïll be just me and them, and ït wïll be amazïng… as ïf ïts ever goïng to happen though.. Any current relationships? Matesprit? Morial? Zakade Nalaga Kismesis? Muscan Zelbub Auspistice?  If you have a morial, do you usually find yourself calming down your parter or is it the other way around? ï fïnd ït goïng both ways wïth me and zakade really!!! First kiss? ït came as a bïg surprïse on me when ï was just turned sïx sweeps. the guy just leaned ïn whïle we were havïng a heated dïscussïon and thïngs started to get worse and ï guess he felt black for me and ït ended up beïng really cold and fishy and ï dïdnt quïte know what to do but ï remember feelïngs and anger and now hes my kïsmesïs?? Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? cunira, maybe avarït too!!! zakade ïf ï had no one else, but hes not that great with that. 

Let’s be honest. Any crushes? Do you plan to do anything about them? hmmm yeah probably maybe.. You find yourself in a fight. Who do you most want to have your back? cunïra defïnïetly! Who do you talk to when you want to rant about something? zakade!! he always knows what to say, and always agree wïth me when ï tell hïm about how ïncompetent some people are.. If you died or went missing, who do you think would miss you? zakade would, ï know ï would mïss hïm a lot ïf he was the one to dïe or go mïssïng.. Would you rather be in a big group or small one? the bïgger group the more frïends!!! How long does it usually take for you to trust others? not too long but ït depends on the person too Opinions and Interests

How do you feel about where you stand on the Hemospectrum? ï don’t lïke ït too much. when ï was younger ï used to dream about beïng a royal blood and ï would dream about what a wonderful lïfe they must have compared to mïne. but today ïve learned to accept my place, even though ï wïsh ï could be able to do more than ï can, as mentïoned ï really want to go explore the deep space or deep ocean and go places no troll has ever been!! What are your opinions on the Hemospectrum as a class system in general? ïm not really supposed to have any opïnïons based on ït, but ï do wïsh everyone could have the same opportunïtïes no matter what blood colour you have. When you look at someone, how much does their blood color have to do with your opinion of them? ï don’t want people to judge me based on my burgundy blood, so ï try not to judge anyone based on theïrs eïther but my old ïdolïzatïon of royals have made an ïmpact on me and ï mïght treat royals a lïttle dïfferent than others. Ï do have frïends that’s royals, and ï don’t feel lïke ïm treatïng them that dïfferent though ïts more for people that ï don’t know that well.

-      Do you like to read? If so, what genre? of course ï lïke to read!! my favorïte genre would be eïther scï-fï or fantasy!!

-      Would you rather talk to someone over trollian or face to face? ï thïnk ïd rather talk to someone face to face. ïts much easier to understand each other that way

Future...

What do you want to be when you grow up? (If you’re older, What’s your occupation?) ïve already mentïoned ï want to become an eXplorer where ï can travel to the deep space or deep ocean and dïscover creatures beyond anyones ïmagïnatïon

Self-Image

What is your greatest strength? hmmm ïd say my greatest strength ïs my telekïnesïs power thïng?? ï always try my best to take care of my frïends and make sure theyre feelïng alright Greatest weakness? my greatest weakness would probably be ï sympathïze wïth my frïends too much

Random

What would you blog about on Bubblr? ït would be a mïx of aesthetïc pïctures of space and fandoms

Would you rather be a little too hot or a little too cold? because of my hïve’s locatïon am ï already a lïttle too hot at all tïmes, but ïm used to ït and ï hate ït when the temperature goes colder!!