#sw; asks

[insomniumnox]

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     Religious?  Mh... I guess -- in a really skewed way...

I pray.  I, mean... I prayed... Every day.

       Then I found out that angels were real and God was AWOL. It kinda puts a it of a mental block on any kind of 'faith'.  It's not like you need faith when you know -- without a doubt, that they're real.

          No one listens.  Not when you're tagged as 'Satan's prom dress'.  It's kinda like you become a 'non-person'.  Just a 'thing'.

    It's hard, I guess... When you realise that all those prayers, all that time, and all that faith -- was really just a waste of time.  When it turns into 'angel radio' and not the divine comfort you thought it was.

         When you've already been judged and found wanting, it's a little tricky to know what to do with all that, y'know?  I mean -- it would've been nice to be given the benefit of the doubt.  But, I suppose -- Heaven didn't really have any doubts... About me.   I just have to keep trying to prove them wrong.

[insomniumnox]

Age

Are you freaking kidding me!?  

I’m to old for trick or treating!  Not to mention I went to sleep over six foot tall…. Christ!

[insomniumnox]

Would you/have you ever want(ed) kids?

I— Uh…

I guess yeah.  I mean…  Y’know by now, I figured I’d have been in an entirely different place… Finish college, pass the bar.  Join a law firm and maybe work up enough to make partner.  Maybe even start my own — small practice, small town.

Married...  I had the ring, it was just a case of asking, but by then it was… Too late.   — white picket fence.  Maybe a dog.  And kids…

The whole shebang.  But, you don’t always get what you want.  So, this is my life… Sharing my room with my brother and a demon — ex-demon — I guess I got the dog though.

Maybe if option number one panned out, then sure.  But there’s more to it. 

What kind of life would the kid of any hunter have?  I mean, look at Jo — she ended up being dragged into it, even though neither of her parents wanted that — she lost her dad — and then in Carthage… Uh… Mhm.  Even Ben… After Dean went back to Lisa, I guess the kid just got sucked into the whole thing too.  It’s like a poison.  It leeches out, and no matter how much you want to protect people from it, there’s really no getting around it.  If you hunt things, they hunt you right back.  They will prey on anyone or anything close to you — including family — especially family.

That’s as an aside from the fact that I know what kind of curse my blood carries.   Other than the fact that mine’s already tainted.  Ready made angel vessel?  Uhuh…  Not exactly something I’d want to put anyone through, let alone a kid. 

So, have I ever wanted kids?  Yeah.  Would I ever?  Um… No.

[insomniumnox]

Whose butt would you rather smack? Your brother's or your brother's?

I have two brothers.  

So you’re gonna have to be more specific.  But I’m used to fighting with Dean, so if I had to choose — I guess I’d pick him…

…And then run away before he busts my nose… 

[insomniumnox]

Who do you want to have the sex with?

Don’t hold back or anything there, greyface.  Just get right to the crux of the matter.  Uh, right now?  I’m a little too distracted to think about a ‘wishlist’ for people to knock boots with—

Y’know

—Purgatory opening.

—People coming back from the dead

—Meg has wings.

—Purgatory opening.

—Angels apparently sneaking around again.

—Purgatory opening.

Did I mention the Purgatory thing?  Y-eah.  So with apocalypse mark two hovering on the horizon, ‘the sex’ really isn’t at the forefront of my mind.

[yourebossyandshort]

Wait, you're rating blogs?

Apparently I am...

...I know.  I'm a bit stunned too.  

url: don’t get it | not bad | nice | good job | love it omg | who did you kill { Sammy still twitches at the word 'monster' though, it hits a little too close to home for him }

theme: not my type | ehh | decent | I like it | pretty amazing | I’m stealing it { the cursor makes me chuckle as it reminds me of 'My Bloody Valentine' heh }

icon: don’t get it | not bad | nice | pretty | flawless omg | brb killing myself

posts: not my type | not bad | nice job | love | perfection | give me your password { I don't know, I haven't really read many of them, although is it wrong that I read in your 1000 followers post 'porno' instead of 'promo'? -- Yes my mind is forever in the gutter }

following: no sorry | just followed | yes | you mean stalk what { not yet... :3 }

[yourebossyandshort]

Miss me bunk buddy?

url: don’t get it | not bad | nice | good job | love it omg | who did you kill { Yeesh, I really should rephrase that last one, because saying that to you, I'm not sure I really wanna know the answer }

theme: not my type | ehh | decent | I like it | pretty amazing | I’m stealing it  { Love it!  And I'm actually a HUGE fan of Manda' themes... She's pretty amazing, plus, purple always works well for Lu - regal... It's fitting }

icon: don’t get it | not bad | nice | pretty | flawless omg | brb killing myself { yeah, probably another response I should change... I tend to have a lack of personal control around Marksha's face - I did grope him once if that's any consolation.  And he smells like warm leather... truefax }

posts: not my type | not bad | nice job | love | perfection | give me your password

following: no sorry | just followed | yes | you mean stalk what { Just started interacting but I'm loving our thread thus far :3 }

[yourebossyandshort]

Do me baby

That's more a suggestion than a question, Crowles.

url: don’t get it | not bad | nice | good job | love it omg | who did you kill

theme: not my type | ehh | decent | I like it | pretty amazing | I’m stealing it

icon: don’t get it | not bad | nice | pretty | flawless omg | brb killing myself

posts: not my type | not bad | nice job | love | perfection | give me your password

following: no sorry | just followed | yes | you mean stalk what