#swaiya

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is swaiya still alive...

anon don’t make me cry….. /j /lh

i can’t believe swaiya actually has an audience and that means a lot ^^33 but sorry to say that college and my thesis film have been biting my ass hard and admittedly i’ve got hard art block ><;; it’s hard for me to make full pieces

but i’ve been playing league more and have been going back to it a bit..! it all ruminates in my head rn but it’ll force me to have it leak all out soon :3 so have some more doodles from the past year hehehe

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back on my bullshit

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new art soon? missing ur self insert art sm, it made me feel seen & heard (btw absolutely no pressure at all , do whatever u wish, i hope u have been well xx)

HELLO?? WHAT IF I CRIED….. /POS

i’m so glad this extremely extremely self-indulgent thing of mine does actually do good in this world !! self-shippers are the bravest soldiers out there o7 we don’t hide in the guise of ocs it’s literally . just us .

i’ve been doing alright, thank u for asking!! it’s been very up and down and a LOT happened my previous term but right now, i’ve been very occupied with my thesis film and school org stuff so I barely have the time to squeeze out personal work i feel is complete enough to post on their own :[ but i happen to have a few doodles ive accumulated the past months :33

idk if you follow me for my SwAiya or my BenatAiya content so errrr uhhmmm have both!! pls reach out to me i need to know the deets of what self-shipping means to u >:33

SwAiya piece I’ve been working on for SOOO LONG ; heavily referenced (will add link to reference later) | incomplete sketches

very initial skecth of me and ben but . set in the medisina mv . medisina as in medisina by zild . specifically that part where he’s on the land bridge | drawing request from a friend who wanted to see that british man eat fish n chips

part of those many events happening is me embarrassing myself in front of Zild……. and then in front of One Click Straight……… i’m a menace to the paniki i rlly do belong on the internet….

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chu! ʚ(´꒳`)ɞ .｡✧･ﾟ:* ~♡

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yaay ty so much for indulging w some doodles!! honestly i really love how you portray swain, it's rare that someone just gets his creepy weird ass

YESSSS HE’S A BIGGER LOSER THAN SO MANY PEOPLE MAKE HIM OUT TO BE ‼️‼️‼️ he just hides it through his great people skills! It's practically a requirement when you’re from old money and a political figure. There had been multiple periods in his life where he had been severely disgraced and outcasted by society and yet he is in the position he is today. People who know how to play that game hide who they really are, but the trained eye can see right through it.

thank u so much anon!! that means a lot n its making me wanna do more >////< i try to make the different SwAiya AUs still make coherent sense to canon Swain (at least what we can gather with breadcrumbs…….), but i take my liberties bc I know Canon Swain wouldn’t ever consider me in a serious matter and recognizing that means I know him too well 🤭 /lh

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so tired of going thru misfortune after misfortune cant i get a win and have swain league of legends kiss me on the forehead or something

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this is the deepest i fell into fixation for a f/o in a while I love swain so much!!!!!!! like it was already very very insane but it's even worse now

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LITERALLY ME AND SWAIN