#swear alert

[skulsbestieval]

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it has been so hot at work for the past week and i have been sweating and working so much i already ripped through one pair of pants on tuesday and the ones i'm wearing now probably will not last through friday. and it's not even fucking hot outside so what the fuck is this even about. why don't they just hit me with hammers <- thing i often say mentally when i think that a situation might as well only exist to cause me suffering

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missed a deadline to apply for a job at viarail :( probably wouldn't have even gotten the job with my limited french but fuuuuck i'm not happy about missing the opportunity to apply -_- and it's my own damn fault for procrastinating

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apparently neil young is returning to spotify. well i'm still not. in fact i will happily delete the music app i do have (deezer) if it ever decides to put joe rogans stupid face on my home screen. i know he is on there and the malignant presence does make it hard to open the app but at least i don't have to see his screaming festering visage or whatever the fuck

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oh fuck that was the devil I just reblogged from

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My best friend is Indonesian so why do I keep finding out about Indonesian music that absolutely fucks through the internet?? She should already have told me that Indonesian oi punk exists. Why didn’t she tell me? Are the Indonesian punk rockers also racist

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hate to make yet another post about my skin but what the fuck was that even about. not even like what my skin did over the weekend cause yeah the hives were new but it isn’t exactly news that my face hates me and wants me to suffer. but a five-day prescription?? for something i’ve had for nearly a decade now?? and the problem isn’t that five days isn’t long enough for the medicine to start working because it very obviously is but what the fuck am i supposed to do now. cause now my face is the smoothest it has been in YEARS. literally no red spots no dry spots i finally look like a fucking person again and by saturday i have to go back to being a deceased ghoul?? are you sick are you mad are you purposely cruel? i get a taste of freedom like some cinderella bullshit but i don’t even get to go to a ball or somewhere cool i literally just get to go to work with a face for a couple days. and you didn’t even tell me WHAT is wrong with me.

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the thing is yeah i may be chronically online right but also like is that not the flag of imperial japan with a goose on it. like i understand that it’s probably not your intention to wear the imperial japanese flag and likely not even the artist’s intention you both just think it looks kinda cool but c’mon man you’re wearing the fucking. rising goose.