Jun 28, 2019
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Go away
I know you’re looking at my stuff (for what reason, I don’t know. I can only assume that the drama in your life has died down so you’re bored and miserable so you need to stir something up) so this is for YOU.
You need to grow up. You need to stop being miserable and spreading hate and being so toxic not only to yourself to but to other people around you.
I haven’t spoken to you in a year and the last time I did, YOU were harassing me and wouldn’t leave me alone. YOU were telling lies and twisting truths to MY friends (because I know how to actually treat them like real friends and not just use them for their fame and followers).
Move on. We all have. We don’t talk about you, we don’t think about you, we don’t care about you. You come at us claiming “leave me alone because I’ve moved on” well, it doesn’t seem like it because you’re all over my social media and now getting copyright claims on my YouTube for content I recorded on MY camera for a channel I created and Christie and I named that YOU stole.
I don’t understand why you feel the need try and continue to plunge a dagger at me when I did absolutely nothing to you. You haven’t heard from me, again, IN A FUCKING YEAR. Why do you need to waste both of our time with a ridiculous feud that is so pointless? Just go away. Leave me alone. Don’t look at my tumblr, don’t look at my YouTube, don’t post shit about Heather… just don’t. Stop.
Maybe in a few years, you’ll look back and see just how stupid this all is. How pointless it all is and just how miserable you’re making yourself even if you refuse to admit it to the public or to yourself in the end. At least I hope you do, for your sake.
If you even remotely make contact with me again or post about me again, I will be going through with legal action.
Seriously, at my age, I can’t believe I have to deal with this petty, high school bullshit.
"Speak only when spoken to"
Stand straighter, walk proper, you are not entitled to an opinion, speak only when spoken to Non-Christian churches have been burned down Stand straighter, walk proper, you are not entitled to an opinion, speak only when spoken to Families are being separated and torn apart Stand straighter, walk proper, you are not entitled to an opinion, speak only when spoken to People are being assaulted and killed just by how they look Stand straighter, walk proper, you are not entitled to an opinion, speak only when spoken to Mothers cant feed their babies without being Stand straighter, walk proper, you are not entitled to an opinion, speak only when spoken to A man voted into leadership, desperate to get into history books, whether it is for good or bad Speak only when spoken to Stand up Speak out Now is the time to change your world Treat others kindly just because Stand together, hand in hand Together we will get through this J.M.C.
Words from this Christmas morning (A look back at 2016)
Wow... time really does go by fast. Another year has past and you know what that means, another long post about me reflecting on another year. 2016. A lot of things happened this year. Lets get the elephant out of the room first. As many of you guys know, I used to be friends with a few people who use to appear on my YouTube videos with me. I considered these people some of my closest friends. I found myself even quitting my job, and moving across the city to be closer to them. Within less then a year I found myself struggling more then I ever have, mentally and physically. I quickly found myself in a dark place where It became heard to think clearly. I regret letting myself get molded by these people I would call my best friends. Do I miss them? Yes, so much but those friends were not good for me. There was so much negativity, Talking horridly about old friends they used to dance/hangout with, their very own viewers/subs, and themselves. I quickly found myself doing the same things. I wont get into details but I was being really mean to people my friends “didn’t like” or “made them feel uncomfortable”. People I didn’t even know. To those people that I have hurt, or have possibly hurt I’m sorry. I got a new job that I am advancing in, and I’ve surrounded myself with positive people who I can be myself around. I’m working on my channel and planing on streaming a lot more as well. I’ve missed the streaming community. I want to get back into writing as well, So expect more short stories! I have a lot of fun and exciting things planned for 2017 and I cant wait to take you guys along the journey with me. I’ve learned a lot of lessons this year, and I’ve learned a lot about myself as well. I’ve lost friends but I’ve met so many new and amazing people. I gained new friends, and gained new experiences. Even though this was probably up there in the “its been a bad year” category; I am thankful for the people who came into my life. I am thankful for the experiences and lessons. I am thankful for being here today. Merry Christmas and have a great new year! cheers
