Not thunderstorms, with their terrifying, crackingrumbles and jagged flashes of lightning—those bring back bad, horriblememories, filling her with a panic that claws at her chest, overwhelming her somuch she can hardly breathe. Those are an altogetherdifferent thing than the soft, gentle patter of raindrops making music againstthe windowpane.
Rainy days remind her of warm spring afternoons in NoviGrad, when they would clamber out the widow, scurrying out to frolic in theovergrown garden with their faces upturned. They would dance and play untiltheir clothing was soaked, plastered to their bodies like a second skin—forgettingall their problems for just a little while.
How easily they lost themselves, worries and fears meltingaway as they enjoyed the simple pleasure of the rain slowly washing the worldclean; when the air filled with that wonderful fresh, bright scent that chasedaway the basement must and mold that filled their lungs. They were… well…somehow renewed by those afternoons—asif the rains cool caress against their skin was magic, reawakening a sort of childlikehope that they hadn’t felt for such a long time.
And though they had both really, truly believed that specialkind of hope was forever gone—lost and buried in the rubble along witheverything else… everyone else… that was their own—the rain proved them wrong.
Eventually, the sun would slowly sink beyond the horizon, leavingthem shivering and chilled; when that happened, they would retreat to their basementhideaway as quickly as they could—shedding their wet clothes along the way. Wrappedaround each other, they would cuddle up together beneath their stolen blankets—sharingsweet kisses and caresses, whispering daydreams back and forth until theydrifted off to sleep, lulled by the comforting sound of raindrops tappingagainst the window.
That’s what rainy days always remind her of—happiness… hope…and the absolutely breathtaking feeling of fallingin love.
I was sitting on the bathroom floor, taking a break and trying to decide what room I should tackle next when Pietro appeared in the doorway, his eyes wide with a hopeful expression on his face. “Is that smell what I think it is?”
“Bleach?”
He rolled his eyes. “The food smell, Wanda. Is it—”
“Your all-time favorite thing? “ I cocked my head to the side, raising my brows. “Come on Pietro—did you really think I’d make something else the first time I cooked? I’ve been listening to you moan for three years about how much you crave it—”
He let out a whoop of joy, reaching down to jerk me to my feet. The next thing I knew he hoisted me up in the air by my waist—I giggled as his excitement, clinging to his shoulders as he spun us around in a circle. “Does this mean you approve of the menu?”
“How long until we eat?” He demanded.
“It’s probably ready now—Pietro! Put me down!”
He ignored me, heading straight for the kitchen with his arms wrapped around my waist. “Can’t stop—not when Saturday stew is waiting!”
“You are being very silly,” I said fondly, resting my chin on the top of his head. “But I am glad you are so happy about it.”
The sound of metal clattering made me turn my head; the professor stood beside the stove. If the guilty look on his face hadn’t been enough to betray him, the spoon on the floor by his feet certainly would have given him away. “I… uh… was going to stir it for you.”
“A likely story,” I huffed—shooing him away from the stove as soon as my feet hit the ground. “You were going to sneak a taste—”
“I wasn’t! Well… maybe just a little one.”
“Go wash your hands—both of you. By the time you are back I will have the table set and ready.” I narrowed my eyes, prepared to stare them both down if they protested, but to my surprise, they didn’t—they hurried off, leaving me alone to finish my last minute preparations.
By the time they’d returned, the small table in the kitchen was set—each place had a bowl of stew waiting and a thick chunk of buttered bread. I hovered—ridiculously nervous; I wanted the old man to like it, of course—but more importantly, I hoped that it tasted enough like Mama’s stew to satisfy my brother’s cravings. Trying not to stare at Pietro, I watched as the old man took a taste, worrying my bottom lip with my teeth; his eyes widened, flicking from the bowl up to my face.
“IT IS JANIJA!”
I frowned. “Does that mean you like it?”
“Your Saturday stew… it’s real name is Janija—my mother used to make it when I was small. Yulina tried to duplicate it., but she never quite got it right. This… it is perfect chavi!”
“Janija,” I repeated, rolling the strange word around on my tongue. “I wonder why Mama didn’t call it that?”
“Perhaps she did not know the proper name—it is a Romani staple, passed down from mother to daughter. She carried on the tradition, teaching you how to make it.” He reached over, taking my hand—giving it a gentle squeeze. “Thank you for making it—you have no idea how happy I am to taste it again after all these years.”
I blushed, ducking my head down—finally allowing myself to take a seat; glancing over at Pietro I saw his dish was already almost half empty. “Pietro? It is okay?”
“It is perfect—just like Mama’s,” he said, cramming another spoonful in his mouth.
“If you continue to prepare food like this, I think I will have to pay you more,” the old man said, dipping his bread into the stew. “My stomach will never forgive me if you decide to quit—you are an excellent cook.”
“Of course she is—Wanda is the best cook around. She even manages to make the scraps we find taste good,” Pietro boasted; the pride in his voice filled my heart to bursting.
“Well there is plenty more—I made enough to last a good while. You might get sick of it by the time it’s all gone.”
“Never—I could eat it every day for a million years and still want more.” Pietro grinned, sopping up the last of the stew with his bread. I started to rise—prepared to get him more, but he shook his head, standing up. “You eat—I can get it, Pietra.”
Transcendence— Chapter 10
[ Someone just pointed out to me via chat that this panel ties nicely into the above quoted chapter of Transcendence—I have to admit that it thrills me to have my story tie in nicely with this amazing solo series canon. ♥♥ ]
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Tony Stark had a longstanding tradition—without fail, once a year, he hosted a massive party for the crème de la crème of society. The invitations to his little soirees were coveted by many—in part because the guest list was comprised of the best of the best; they were the movers and shakers in their industries—those who had the money and power to change the world. Under the guise of polite conversation, deals would be made, and information exchanged; inevitably, in some shadowy corner, fortunes would be lost and won.
Normally, the billionaire held these little gatherings to ring in the new year—an occasion when champagne flowed like water, loosening tongues and inhibitions, but this year… he decided it was time for a change. A costume party—and what better time could there be than Halloween?
[As soon as he clued Pepper in on his little scheme, she tried to talk him out of it—unfortunately for his teammates, her protests fell on deaf ears.]
Specific costumes were made for each of his teammates—beautiful, intricately detailed pieces, each tailored to fit a unique theme; he didn’t hand them out until the day of the event—it was a calculated move on his part so that no one (aka Romanov) could pitch a fit and refuse.
That’s where our little story begins…
SOME PEOPLE THRIVE on excitement and change—they enjoy doing things on the spur of the moment; they are the people who abhor the very idea of making plans in advance or the ‘drudgery’ of doing the same thing every day.
I am not one of those people.
I thrive on the comfort familiar routine offers me, perhaps because having certain chores we performed on a schedule provided Pietro and I with a sense of stability and normalcy when we were children living on the streets. The surest way to throw me off balance is to spring something on me at the last minute—which happens to be exactly what Tony Stark did when he showed up at the compound for an unexpected meeting on the day before Halloween.
As soon as we entered the conference room, I started feeling off kilter; we’d missed his big announcement, but our teammates thoughts slammed into me—some were annoyed, some were amused, while one or two were outright dismayed.
“What did we miss?” Pietro steered me towards a chair, plopping down beside me—automatically taking my hand to assuage my unease.
“Every year Stark has a huge party on New Year’s Eve—”
“It’s a tradition—a little gift to my friends and the people I do business with.” Stark cut Barton off, flashing the room a charming grin; his charm was completely wasted—I didn’t buy into it for a single second. “However this year I thought a Halloween party would be better—I was just about to hand out everyone’s costumes.”
I shifted, uncomfortable with the idea—automatically racking my brain for a way to politely bow out. “So… this party is tomorrow night?”
“No—it’s tonight. Everyone will start arriving in—” he glanced at his watch, “—an hour and a half, give or take. You all need to be dressed and downstairs by then.”
“No.”
He looked amused by my statement. “No what?”
“No—I cannot attend on such short notice.” Every muscle in my body was tense—my teeth clenched together so hard that my jaw ached.
“And why is that? Pressing engagement?” The shiny veneer of his smile thinned a bit—he wasn’t used to hearing the word ‘no’.
“Not at all—but being in a room full of strangers is difficult for me. I have to know in advance… so I have time to focus and prepare.”
“Prepare for what? It’s just a party—”
“For you maybe—for me it is like standing on the stage in a concert hall with a fully packed house, only I am the one who is silent while the audience is screaming. You have no idea what it is like—being beset by so many strange minds at once.” Pietro’s arm slid around my shoulders—I leaned against him, scowling at Stark. “It takes intense concentration to keep out so many thoughts.”
“I don’t think you understand—you should consider this a public relations event. It’s a goodwill gesture—the guests are the people who we have to win over. The team needs their support.”
“My sister’s mental wellbeing is more important than brown nosing politicians and money men,” Pietro snapped, shooting him a venomous glare; if looks could kill, Stark would have dropped dead right on the spot.
“Thirty minutes—you can manage that, can’t you? You don’t even have to talk to anyone—just circle the room, smiling and nodding. They want to see the newest members of the team.” His voice was soft—cajoling, even. “I even had special costumes made based on a twin theme.”
“You did?” I arched a brow—intrigued at the notion, despite my reluctance.
“I did—” He flashed a smile again, pointing to the garment bags on the rolling cart behind him. “Luke and Leia, the twins from the Star Wars movie. So what do you say? Have you got enough control to make it through thirty minutes?”
“I will think about it.” I murmured, feeling torn; Pietro’s excitement was brushing up against me, making it hard to say no.
He shrugged, reaching for two of the garment bags. “Here—go upstairs and center yourself or… whatever.”
Pietro scooped me up, speeding over to snatch the bags out of his hand enthusiastically—racing towards our room.
“You want to go,” I said softly as soon as my feet hit the ground.
“No—”
“You do—I can tell.” I sighed, reaching for the bag with my name on it. “I’ll try it on—”
“Wanda, really—we don’t have to go.” His arms wrapped around my waist, holding me in place.
“I can manage thirty minutes,” I murmured, pulling away. “But if you don’t let me go so I can shower and start preparing myself—”
“Are you sure?”
I huffed in response. “We are going—don’t ask me again. Now let me go so I can get ready—”
“I need a shower too, you know.” His head ducked down, lips exploring my neck. “We could save time—”
“No! We only have an hour and a half, remember?” God above knows how tempted I was by the offer, but if we showered together, the chance of making the deadline we’d been given would definitely be slim to none.
“I can be fast—”
“And leave me all floaty and unable to think, let alone walk.” I chuckled, pushing him away. “You can use your speed to shower and get ready after I am dressed.”
Ignoring his adorable sulk, I hurried toward the bathroom, jumping into the shower before I could change my mind and relent.
In hindsight, I probably should have examined the costume before agreeing to anything; when I unzipped the garment bag and saw what it contained, I was at a loss. For a moment, I wondered if part of the outfit was missing—because surely there was no way on earth Stark would expect me to wear what looked like a bra with a stylized metal caprice adorning it and two flimsy scraps of fabric attached to a thin, decorative metal strap. A smaller bag hung from a small hook inside the interior; my anger spiked when I peeked inside—it held a collar and chain.
“Pietro—I do not think I will be attending this party.” I called through the door; a moment later the doorknob rattled—he cursed when he realized it was locked.
“What’s wrong?”
“I am not wearing this costume.”
“Don’t be silly—you will look beautiful!”
“It is indecent, Pietro!” Dropping my towel, I grabbed the accursed thing, sliding it on—knowing once he saw it he would be just as furious as I was.
“Indecent—how? It’s like a Karate gi—”
“Maybe yours is—” I said, jerking open the door, “—but mine isn’t!”
His eyes locked on my body, traveling from where my breasts spilled out of the barely there bra, down to my bare hips, adorned by only the tiny metal waistband that held up the material that covered my female bits. “Where… is the rest of it?”
“This is all of it—except for the collar and chain for my neck.”
His cheeks turned bright red—his rage scalded my skin; I reached out, grabbing his arm before he could speed away. “He thinks he can dress you like some kind of slave? A whore slave at that! I will kill him.” His voice was low and dangerous—I could feel his control snapping as his fury rolled between us, as thick and toxic as radioactive sludge. “I will rip him to pieces—”
“No—don’t you see? He wants to provoke us—wouldn’t it be better to just disappoint him?” I said softly, moving closer so I could nuzzle along his jaw. “We will simply stay up here—”
“No…” He narrowed his eyes, glancing over to the bed—his costume was laid out, waiting for him to shower. “Put that on.”
“But… what will you wear?” I froze as his mind brushed mine—laughter bubbling up inside me at the images he conveyed. “Pietro… you wouldn’t!”
His lips twitched up in a wicked little smile. “I would. He will be furious, yes? To have such a spectacle at his fancy party? It will humiliate him in front of all his hoity-toity friends.”
I brushed my lips against his, returning his smile with one of my own. “You are a genius, my brother. Go shower—we have a party to attend, yes?”
Meanwhile, several floors below:
OUT OF ALL THE AVENGERS in attendance, Steve was probably the most pleased with his costume; the old time baseball uniform reminded him of his childhood, back in the days before commercialism and technology spoiled the purity of the game. Banner was actually smiling and laughing—fully appreciating the ironic symbolism of Stark’s choice; he was indeed the mild mannered Doctor Jekyll, with a raging Hyde trapped inside. Clint, on the other hand, was still bitching about the tights—refusing to admit that for an archer, Robin Hood was a pretty damned clever choice. Surprisingly, his Maid Marion didn’t seem to mind the medieval dress she’d been given—Romanov was actually grateful Stark had chosen something relatively modest instead of providing some kind of sexist, body baring get up.
[Of course… she was giving him way too much credit—forgetting for a moment that now there was another curvaceous female on the team.]
And Stark? Sherlock Holmes was puffing on a pipe—watching the entrance to the large room with gleeful anticipation; he was off the market, but he wasn’t dead—any man with a pulse couldn’t help but notice Wanda Maximoff’s considerable… assets, which, thanks to his brilliance, would be prominently displayed.
“You look like the cat that ate the canary,” Banner said, offering him a drink.
“That’s because he’s planning something.” Barton crossed his arms over his chest, leaning against the wall.
Stark smiled. “You wound me—I’m just happy to see everyone having a good time.”
“Sure you are… and you’re watching the door has nothing to do with waiting for the kids to appear in their costumes…”
“Of course not,” he feigned innocence, “though I hope they decide to attend.”
“Tell me… which movie did you chose?”
“Excuse me?”
“Which movie is Leia’s costume from?” Barton said slowly, narrowing his eyes; Natasha’s mouth dropped open as she put two and two together, catching her best friend’s gist. Immediately, she groaned, mumbling something under her breath in Russian.
“I’m not sure what you mean—”
“Long white dress… or slave get up?”
“Oh my God.” Banner set his drink down, slowly edging away. “Sorry—I can’t afford to be anywhere near you. I plan on staying Jekyll tonight—I don’t want her anywhere near my mind.”
“Did it ever occur to you that having her put on a slave collar might be in bad taste?” Sam’s disgust was evident, in his voice and on his face.
“It’s from a movie, for Christ’s sake—a classic!”
“You realize if her brother attacks your ass, none of us are going to step in, right?” Sam shot Stark a less than friendly look, shaking his head. “It’s not bad enough that you’re being a chauvinistic letch, but you’ve gotta push it even more—it’s like making a Jewish person dress up in Auschwitz prison gear.”
Tony raised an eyebrow. “Don’t be ridiculous—”
“Wanda is Romani,” Steve shifted, his eyes flicking around the room; adrenaline pumped through his system as his body prepared for the fight that was bound to break out as soon as Pietro entered the room. “They were enslaved for centuries in Europe—and here in America too.”
Stark frowned—he actually hadn’t thought about that particular aspect at all. “It’s a twin costume—you’re all reading too much into it—”
“You better hope so,” Sam shrugged. “I sure as hell wouldn’t want to risk pissing the two of them off—not now, when they finally seem to be letting go of their grudge.”
“Good evening everyone—you look very festive.”
“Oh shit—are you kidding me?” Clint groaned, closing his eyes. “Tony—”
“What? Han Solo goes with the Star Wars theme,” Tony muttered defensively, grabbing another drink as a waiter passed by.
“He is the dashing space pirate who wins the princess in the end,” Vision said, smiling as his eyes swept the crowd. “Is she here yet?”
“I wouldn’t get my hopes up, man,” Wilson said, shooting Stark another unfriendly look.
Before the android could ask him to elaborate, the doors at the end of the hall swung open; abruptly, the muted murmur of conversation in the room died, replaced by the heavy press of shocked silence.
“With all due respect… I do not want that princess,” Vision said bluntly, edging away—disappearing into the crowd.
“I don’t believe this,” Stark muttered, shooting a murderous look at Romanov and Barton as they started to laugh.
“Looks like their training is starting to pay off.” Steve smiled, feeling a surge of pride as his eyes locked on the figures standing in the doorway. “They’re learning to control their anger.”
Sam’s grim expression faded, a slow, lazy smile turning up the corners of his mouth. “Too bad… seeing the kid rip Tony a new one might have made up for me having to wear this get up.”
“I think you should wear leather more often—it suits you,” Nat flashed him a teasing smile, reaching over to run her fingers over the intricately detailed chest plate of his centurion costume.
As the crowd shifted, making way for the newcomers, the shocked silence gave way to appreciative murmurs as they stepped into the room.
The Maximoffs had arrived.
I’D KNOWN OUR ENTRANCE would cause a commotion—how could it not when almost every inch of my brother’s beautiful body was completely on display to so many eyes? Ignoring the stares of the costumed guests around us, my eyes locked on Stark as I led Pietro across the room, tugging gently on his chain.
The crowd parted before us, people murmuring under their breath as they moved out of our way. Despite the fact the white gi covered everything, I still felt self-conscious as I moved; the garment had been tailored for my brothers, leanly muscled form—it clung to my curves, accentuating far more of my body than I liked.
“Thank you for the lovely costumes, Tony.” My voice was sweet, not betraying the bubbling anger that rolled inside me.
“What in the hell do you think you’re doing?” Stark’s face turned bright red as his eyes flicked between Pietro and me.
“Attending your party as you requested… isn’t that what you wanted?” Pietro asked, arching a brow.
“That’s not what I mean and you know it,” Stark growled. “Those bags were clearly labeled with your names—”
“We assumed that was a mistake,” I interrupted—I could not stop my lips from curving up in a smug little smile. “It was apparent that the seamstress misunderstood your intentions.”
“You are being too polite, Wanda—let me say it more clearly.” Pietro stepped closer, invading the billionaire’s personal space. “You should be grateful we are giving you the benefit of the doubt in this matter, Stark. You see… if I thought that you were trying to put my sister’s body on display for your guests… treating her like a common whore… I would kill you.”
Stark paled—obviously wise enough to know that Pietro’s words were not just an idle threat, but a promise he would very much enact without hesitation. “That certainly wasn’t my intention, I assure you—”
“As I said… a simple misunderstanding—one that won’t happen again, yes?” My smile widened as I gathered up the slack in the length of the chain, glancing around the room. “If you will excuse us, I believe you said you wanted us to circulate—unless you’ve changed your mind and want us to waste all thirty minutes standing here talking to you?”
I turned away without waiting for a response—struggling to contain the laughter that was bubbling up inside me at the expression on his face; it was a rare occurrence to see the normally unflappable Tony Stark in such a tizzy, rarer still to see such a verbose man completely at a loss for words. The rich man was fit to be tied—completely unaccustomed to having his silly little schemes blow up in his face.
Pietro’s amusement brushed along my skin, mirroring my own; it cooled the heat of his anger, easing back his murderous thoughts. Affixing a polite—yet decidedly aloof—smile on my face, I slowly wove through the guests, making a slow rotation of the room; the immense hall was overflowing with bodies, so the occasional accidental brush of a hand or elbow was inevitable, but for once, I had no problem shutting out the dissonance of so many restless—and in some cases, tipsy—minds.
Despite the fact I’d had almost no time to prepare for attending the gathering, my own mind was far too occupied to bother with such trivial, inconsequential things as the cacophony of thoughts that surrounded me; Tony Stark had unwittingly provided me with the best form of distraction imaginable—one that trailed in my wake, radiating like a lone beacon, guiding a lost ship home in the ink black darkness of night. My brother’s delicious bare skin was like a siren song, commanding my attention—filling my thoughts with the promise of the bountiful reward I would reap upon returning to our suite; illicit images danced through my head, triggering sensory memories that made my body practically ache with need.
Behind me, Pietro chuckled; the sound danced up and down my spine as if it had a tangible, physical presence, like the caress of his strong, teasing fingers kneading my skin.
“Penny for your thoughts. Pietra.”
Things low in my body tightened in response to the husky purr of his thoughts; my face heated—immediately, I tried to throw up a wall around my mind. “Behave.”
He shattered my temporary barrier in an instant—his amusement a warm wave rolling through every part of my being. “Are you thinking naughty things, sweet sister?”
“Perhaps I am simply thinking that I cannot wait for thirty minutes to be over so I can remove that wretched slave collar and this horrid chain.” I tossed him a haughty look over my shoulder, tugging at the links of metal between us.
“Even without the collar I am your slave, Pietra—you should know this by now.”
I stopped walking abruptly—so shocked by his statement that I spoke aloud without thinking. “Pietro! You take that back—it is a horrible thing to say!”
“Careful, sweet sister… people are listening—”
“I do not care! You are not my slave! Take it back right now!”
“I will not—it is the truth. I am a slave to your love, Wanda—I have been all our lives. But I do not mind being enslaved—the chains that bind me are woven into my soul. They are comprised of the passion we share… of hungry kisses and soft, gentle caresses… the warmth of your body molded against mine.”
My cheeks heated again at his pretty words—even as they soothed away my indignation, they stoked the flames of my arousal, making me yearn for his touch. “I am ensnared just as surely as you are, my brother—with chains so strong they will never, ever break.”
His beautifully shaped lips curved up in a smile—the one that was special, reserved just for me. “I know this, Pietra—now, do you think you can keep your mind on the party and off of naughty things for a little while longer? Your thoughts are very graphic… they are starting to affect me in a way that is impossible to hide in this costume.”
My gaze automatically dropped to his groin—eyes widening as I processed exactly what he meant; his predicament was extremely obvious—and to make matters worse, the sight of his arousal spiked my own even higher, making it hard for me to think. I could feel his body calling out to me, demanding I reach out and run my fingertips along the firm muscles of his thigh… slowly drifting higher up to caress—
I tensed—that particular thought had not been mine.
My reaction was instantaneous—motivated by pure instinct; white hot anger rolled through me, awakening the power that resided inside me—I jerked the chain far harder than I intended, catching Pietro completely off guard. Head blind from my sudden surge of emotion, he lurched towards me, his body slamming into mine so hard that we might have ended up in a heap on the floor were it not for his agile reflexes.
“Wanda, what—”
The sudden movement had not deterred the interloper; unfazed, she moved closer, her hand outstretched—completely unaware of the danger she was in. Even before I touched her, my hand began to glow—she let out a hiss of pain as it closed around her wrist, as if the mere press of my palm was a searing brand, burning her skin.
I hoped it was.
“Mine.” The word was an angry growl—escaping me before I could stop it.
“Let go of me! How dare you—”
“You think you have the right to touch him just because of a costume?” I spat out, releasing my grip on the chain—raising my hand towards her temple. “I think perhaps you need a lesson in manners, madam—so you will not make such a mistake again!”
“Wanda—stand down! That’s an order!”
The command left no room for refusal—the look on Steve’s face was grim as his eyes locked with mine. Gritting my teeth, I released the woman—immediately Pietro tugged me backwards, wrapping me in his arms. “She was reaching for his—”
“We’ll discuss it outside.” His eyes flicked to the woman—his handsome face clearly conveying his disapproval as he attempted to steer us towards the door.
“She attacked me!” The woman shrieked, sounding incensed. “For no reason!”
“Mrs. Thermopolis… I think it’s time for you to leave.” At the sound of Stark’s voice, I glanced back over my shoulder— his face was devoid of emotion, but his words were tinged with anger. “Your invitation has been revoked.”
“Did he actually just take up for us?” I asked, glancing at Steve.
“He did—we’re his guests too, Wanda. He wants everyone to have a good time.” Rogers guided us through the door, heading further into the facility—an area where no guest were allowed to roam. “I don’t think he stopped to consider that the costumes he provided might lead to a… confrontation.”
“I’m sorry I lost my temper,” I said softly, averting my eyes. I did not particularly care about my actions offending Stark, but disappointing Steve was an entirely different thing; since we’d joined the team he’d gone out of his way to make us feel welcome, spending countless hours trying to help us master our abilities, becoming the best that we could be. “Her thoughts… they caught me off guard. When she moved—”
“You don’t have to explain—I understand, kid.” His lips curved up in a faint grin. “What you just did is mild—last year, Nat broke a guy’s nose when he ‘accidentally’ groped her.”
Since what I thought about doing to the woman’s mind was considerably worse, I wisely held my tongue; Pietro’s hand slipped into mine, giving it a gentle squeeze. “Thank you for defending my honor, sister.”
I huffed at the amusement in his voice. “You think it is funny?”
“Not funny at all, Pietra—seeing you so possessive is a very arousing thing.”
I ducked my head to hide the blush that raced across my cheeks, hoping to keep Rogers from spotting it; his snort clearly indicated that my embarrassment had not escaped detection. “The two of you are excused for the rest of the night—I think Stark will understand, given what just happened in there.”
Pietro let out a happy yip, scooping me up off my feet, but Rogers reached out, grasping his shoulder before he could speed away. “I know it’s hard work, learning to control your emotions… but it’s starting to pay off. I’m proud of the way you two handled the situation with the costumes.”
“It is because you are a good influence on my hotheaded brother,” I offered, my lips curving up in a teasing smile.
“This is true… whenever I start to lose my temper, I ask myself, ‘what would the Captain do?’.” Pietro nodded, practically beaming in response to Steve’s statement.
My eyes filled with tears at the happiness that filled him; it had been such a long time since he had anyone to look up to. “Thank you for that… for giving him a role model again.”
Rogers cheeks flushed with color.“I don’t know how good a role model I am—”
“The best kind! You are Captain America!” Pietro’s eyes widened—for a moment, buzzing static filled my thoughts as he became a vibrating blur, quivering with excitement. “You stand for everything good about this country!”
“Don’t put anyone up on a pedestal, son—especially not me. I make mistakes, the same as anyone else.” The smile he flashed us seemed to belong to someone half his age, filled with the sort of boyish charm that he rarely exposed to anyone other than Bucky. “Now go on… I’ve got to get back to the party. Enjoy the rest of your evening—”
Pietro was in motion before he finished speaking—sprinting towards our suite at top speed; chuckling softly, I closed my eyes, allowing my lips to explore the soft skin beneath his ear. The buzzing static of his mind faded abruptly as he slowed, hesitating outside our room; I opened my eyes, unable to resist teasing him—just a little.
“Is there a problem, Pietro? Perhaps you’ve forgotten how to work the doorknob?”
“Hardly—I want you to do something for me… close your eyes and keep them closed until I tell you to open them.”
“What are you up to, my brother?” Anticipation was practically oozing from his pores; I sucked on his earlobe, earning a throaty moan in response.
“That is for me to know and you to find out—you will humor me, yes?” he murmured, turning his head to nuzzle my cheek for a moment before speeding into the suite. My acquiescence was a given—even had he not been able to sense it, he knew I found it impossible to refuse any request he made.
When my feet hit the floor, I kept my eyes tightly closed—an attempt to overcome the overwhelming urge to peek; a heartbeat later, I giggled as Pietro let out a hiss of displeasure, impatiently tugging off my costume.
“Too many layers!”
“I can help—”
“No! Eyes closed!” The fabric fell away—I shivered, my bare skin chilled by the coolness of the air conditioned room.
His warm hand captured mine, tugging me forward—I moved without thought, trusting that he would not let me fall. I heard the squeak of bedsprings as he settled himself, then he tugged me into his lap—an appreciative noise escaped me at the press of his body against mine.
“Can I open my eyes ye—” I let out a shriek as something cold and hard brushed against my skin. “Pietro! What is that?”
“Patience, sweet sister… I am almost done… okay—open your eyes.”
I blinked—his face was inches from mine, a pleased smile curving up his lips. “Given our discussion… I thought it would be appropriate.”
My eyes dropped—he’d removed all of his costume except the collar and chain, wrapping the metal links around both of us, binding our bodies together. “It is… very symbolic.”
His smile faded, a look of remorse flicking across his face. “You do not like it… you want me to remove it.”
I stilled his hands as he reached for the chain. “No… I do not want that at all, Beloved.”
“Then… what?”
“Well… I was just thinking… if you are my love slave, then surely this means you must do whatever I want, yes? You know all those naughty things I was remembering earlier?” I closed the distance between our lips, brushing mine against his. “I want to relieve every single one of them… even if it takes all night.”
“If we do all that you really might have trouble walking tomorrow, Pietra” he mumbled; it was an empty protest—even as it left his lips. he thrust up, filling me completely.
I moaned softly against his lips, rocking myself against him. “Then you will carry me, yes?”
“Touché,” he murmured—then he let loose, moving so fast that instantly, waves of pleasure rolled through me; colored spots stole my vision as I clung to him, my sounds of pleasure echoing through the room.
It was the first climax of many—my Pietro… his stamina… it is a very amazing thing. It goes without saying that I am a very lucky girl—his gifts are good for so much more than just running… if you know what I mean.
Oh, and for the record?
By the time we were finished, I could barely move—he had to carry me around for almost a week.
One Shot: A Place For Us
Requested by: Anon who wanted ‘Fluffy Maximoff Twins/Barton family feels’
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Summary: No matter how hard they try, the twins just don't feel at home living at the Avenger's compound; deep down, what they both want is a little place that is all their own, like the one they lost in Novi Grad.
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Pietro and I are very appreciative of being accepted by the team, but at the same time… it can be very… tiring; it is a very different thing, living in a place where there are so many people co-existing and sharing the same space. For the others, I think perhaps it is easier—they have homes or places of their own they can escape to when the hustle and bustle of the compound get to be too much, but Pietro and I… we don’t have that luxury. The compound is the only place we have since Novi Grad was destroyed—the little home we’d made for ourselves there is long gone, along with everything we owned except for the few meager possessions we had on our persons when we joined the Avengers fight. All that remains of our past life are the clothes we had on our backs and the pieces of jewelry Pietro had given me, along with the one tiny picture of our family that we’d managed to find in the rubble our old apartment so many years ago.
Everything we need is provided for us—but that’s not the same thing as having personal belongings. I missed the tiny keepsakes we’d scavenged over a lifetime, each holding a special memory. I’d decorated our cottage with them, surrounding us with the many tiny tokens of love my brother had given me. Those things could never be replaced, though I knew Pietro would try his best to replicate each and every one of them; what truly bothered me was the fact that when he did… we still wouldn’t have a place of our own to put them. I didn’t want a fancy suite in the compound, no matter how nice it might be—I wanted a place that was just ours… a haven for two, where we could retreat and escape from the world. Pietro… he wanted it too—I could feel his longing as deeply as my own.
Slowly but surely, we began spending more and more time outside, away from the others; when we weren’t needed or in training, we wandered, roaming the vast countryside around the compound the way we used to roam the streets of our city—searching for any kind of empty, abandoned house that we could make our own. I think, perhaps it was a purely subconscious gesture on both our parts—we never discussed the purpose of our outings, we simply instinctively sought out the thing we needed most. Unfortunately, it continued to elude us—there was nothing to be found except for miles and miles of stupid trees.
By complete chance, we happened to remain within the boundaries of the compound one evening—we’d never fully searched the grounds, assuming every building there would already be in use. Mentally and physically exhausted after an extremely long training session with Sam, we’d decided to unwind by taking a stroll through the trees—our spotting a small wooden structure nestled deep within the woodlands on the farthest edge of the property was a complete surprise to both of us.
The sun was almost gone when we stumbled across it—a run-down cabin, its porch almost obscured by a tangle of overgrown vines. Immediately, we both froze, staring in wide eyed disbelief.
“Do you see this?” Pietro asked—his voice was a hushed whisper, but in the still quiet of the wooded glade, it seemed far too loud.
“I do… do you think anyone is inside?”
“Only one way to find out—wait here.”
“No Pietro—” My protest came too late—he sped off, leaving me alone in the growing darkness. I leaned against the nearest tree, huffing in irritation, but before I could muster a full on sulk, he circled back, swooping me up and I was suddenly in flight. Closing my eyes, I nestled me head against his neck until I felt him slow down.
“Look Wanda! Open your eyes!”
As my feet hit the ground, I complied with his demand—expecting to find myself deposited by a window, but I was wrong. We were inside the cabin. “Pietro! We don’t know—”
“Whoever lived here has been gone a long time—look how dirty and dusty everything is.”
My eyes darted around the room, trying to take everything in; it was large and open, bisected on one end by a long counter that sectioned off the small kitchen. “I wonder who lived here?”
“A groundskeeper or something, probably. Come on—look at the bedroom!” He tugged my hand impatiently, leading me through an open archway into a short hallway that had four closed doors—throwing open the first one and gently nudging me inside.
“Oh! It is lovely, isn’t it?” The back wall had a bowed window with a bench that ran its length; it overlooked a small clearing behind the cabin—so large that it made it seem like we were still outside.
“There is a bathroom too—with an old timey tub. The kind with monster feet, Wanda!” His voice was full of excitement as he tugged me back out into the hall, opening the door directly across from the bedroom. “And look! It works!”
I bit my lips, trying to hide my amusement at how enthusiastic he was as he turned on the taps. “That is definitely a good thing… but we do not know—”
“Wait! I saved the best for last!” He grabbed my hand, tugging me towards the farthest door down—throwing it open and ushering me inside with a flourished gesture.
It was another bedroom—about half the size of the first—with a smaller version of the bowed window and enchanting window seat I’d admired in the larger room. Before I could stop myself I pictured the bench filled with stuffed animals and the walls a soft, calming color that would be soothing for a child; I did not need to read Pietro’s mind to know he was thinking the exact same thing—the gentle squeeze of his hand around mine expressed his thoughts.
“It is perfect… for the future, yes? When we have a family again.”
I ducked my head down, hiding my face as my cheeks warmed with heat; it was something I longed for, but I’d almost written it off as a hopeless, unreachable dream. I’d thought we’d never have the money to get the kind of test we’d need done, but now? We could easily gain access to the best geneticists in the field. We’d be able to provide a safe, comfortable home for a child—something we couldn’t do when we were living hand to mouth in Novi Grad.
He chuckled, his long, strong fingers brushing back my hair before sliding under my chin—tipping my face up so his lips could claim mine as his thoughts echoed through my head. “It will be our hideout—we will fix it up yes? You will make us a lovely home, like you did with the cottage.”
I nibbled at his lips, wondering if we dared be so presumptuous. “Don’t you think we should ask permission first? They might have plans for this place, my brother. I would hate to get attached to it, only to find out they—”
He groaned, resting his forehead against mine. “Don’t you remember what we saw on the television? Possession is nine tenths of the law—if we claim it and invest time in it… it is ours.”
“I don’t think that is actually a real thing, Pietro… is it?”
“If not, it should be,” he grumbled.
“But—”
“If you want to ask, we will ask—but if they say no it is entirely your fault,” he huffed, scooping me up and kicking into hyperdrive before I could respond.
When he skid to a stop in the lounge, I almost groaned out loud; had it been up to me, we would have gone directly to Stark—his guilty conscious means he’s prone to saying yes whenever we make a request. Unfortunately, he was nowhere in sight—our primary ‘handlers’ were the only ones in the room. I suppose my twin was trying to honor the chain of command while still managing to immediately satisfying my need to ask for permission—so he did not stop to consider the fact that Rogers and Romanov were likely to balk at the idea of us living on our own. We were still ‘training’—which meant they would want us under their thumb and close at hand.
“Thereisacabininthewoodscanwehaveit?” Pietro spewed out—so excited that he forgot that he needed to slow down.
Steve blinked, his forehead furrowing up as he tried to puzzle out the mishmash sound. “Try it again son—slower this time.”
Pietro rolled his eyes, heaving a dramatic sigh. “There is an old cabin in the woods. We want to move into it.”
“Cabin? What cab—”
“The old caretaker’s quarters,” Natasha cut him off, sliding her feet off the coffee table to the floor—eyeing us the whole time.
“So? We can have it, yes?” Pietro’s impatience brushed against me—I slid my fingers into the soft hair at the nape of his neck, trying to calm him down.
“I don’t see why not—” Steve began, only to be cut off by the woman beside him.
“No.”
Steve frowned. “Why no—”
“Demolition has already been scheduled,” she replied, fiddling with her phone. “Tony is putting in a garage.”
“There is already a huge garage! Why can’t he use that?” Pietro scowled ferociously. “We need that cabi—”
“This discussion is over.” She glanced up at him, her face completely void of expression.
I bristled—angry at her for having the audacity to treat my brother like an unruly child. For a moment, I contemplated snapping at her, but a split second later a much better retaliation sprang to life in my brain. It is never a good idea to anger someone who has seen your fears and knows exactly how to trigger them—titling my head, I began to softly whistle the opening overture to Glazunov’s ‘The Seasons’.
Her reaction was instantaneous—all the color drained from her face. Rogers reached over, gently touching her shoulder—her jaw tensed as she struggled to overcome the memories flickering through her head.
“Wanda—”
“Hmmm?” I stopped whistling, giving him an innocent look.
“Don’t even try—”
“What? I was only whistling—is that not allowed all of a sudden?”
“I suppose it’s just a coincidence it happens to be Russian ballet music?” He shot me a warning look as he massaged her shoulder.
“Steve—I’m fine. “ She shook his hand off, her eyes locking with mine—her calm, even tone completely at odds with the spark of anger in her gaze. “Don’t you get tired of being carried around like a toddler?”
“Not at all,” I shot back, nestling my head in the curve of Pietro’s neck. “There is nothing quite like being held in the arms of someone who loves you.” It was a low blow, perhaps, given that Banner had ended their fling abruptly and without warning—but nothing less than she deserved for being rude to my twin.
“You’re behaving very childishly, Wanda— you’re better than that.” Steve’s reprimand was gentle, but it still stung; he was a good man—I didn’t like disappointing him.
“Thanks to Stark my childhood was cut drastically short—perhaps I am trying to regain some of what was stolen from me by acting up,” I said. “His actions have robbed us of a home twice in our lives—hearing he is building a home for his cars when we have none… it brings out the worst in me.”
“She is unused to being around other people for long stretches… it makes her uncomfortable. Grouchy,” Pietro offered. “It is why we need a place to ourselves—”
“If that’s the case then maybe the two of you need to take some time off. Get away for a few days.”
“That is what we are trying to do that,” Pietro huffed. “Find a place to escape to.”
“We have nowhere to go,” I pointed out. “We do not have the same freedom you do when it comes to getting away from this place. We have no little apartment or house or—”
“You have an open invitation to the farm and you know it,” Romanov said, tossing down her phone. “Clint would be more than happy to have you—”
“A house with five other people living in it!” I snapped. “It is their home, not ours.”
“That’s not my problem. You have two options—you can stay here and suck it up… or go there and take a break from everyone,” she shot back.
Pietro was in motion before I could respond.
We went.
In truth, the Widow was right; we were always welcome at the Barton farm, but we were hesitant to visit it as often as we’d like for fear of taking advantage of their kindness and wearing out that welcome. We lacked the proper social skills to deal with such things, so we’d opted to space out our visits in the past, only staying a single night before returning to the compound. Barton had a family to support and raise—it wasn’t his obligation or responsibility to look after us too.
I think perhaps Clint sensed this hesitance—he pretends to be aloof and standoffish, but he is a much more intelligent man than people realize, and he is extremely observant as well. And when his mind is made up about something? He won’t take no for an answer; he puts that intelligence to use, concentrating on figuring out a way to work things in his favor—which is exactly what he did when we showed up at his door, huffing and prickly over the incident with Romanov and Rogers.
Immediately, he sat us down, demanding to know what was wrong; while Pietro filled him in, I focused on the cozy room around us, trying to ignore the envious aching of my heart for a home of our own.
“I think Steve is right—you both need a break.” Clint offered as soon as Pietro stopped talking. “You went from being alone to being thrust into a living arrangement you’re not accustomed to.”
“We’re not used to this either,” I said, gesturing around me, “so how is it supposed to satisfy our needs? If we want to find a place of our own, we can—we’re not prisoners!”
“It’s not that simple, Wanda. You’re displaced citizens of a foreign country—”
“A country that Stark’s creation destroyed,” I snapped. “If it weren’t for that we’d still have our home!”
“As I was saying,” he continued, ignoring my outburst completely, “one of the conditions to your staying was that you’d reside on the compound and—”
“We wanted to do just that—but in a place of our own. That is needed more than another stupid garage,” Pietro growled.
Barton sighed, slumping back in his chair. “If the two of you aren’t going to let me finish a sentence I might as well go to bed. I’m not the enemy, kids—I happen to agree with you”
Pietro and I exchanged a glance—our guilt at lashing out and taking our frustrations out on him ebbed and flowed between us like the tide. “We apologize, Clint… it’s just—”
He rolled his eyes, holding up his hand to cut me off. “I get it—you want… sorry, need… a place of your own. Look, I’ll call Steve in the morning and tell him I need your help around here for a while—that’ll give everyone a chance to cool off while we figure out what to do.”
“We cannot impose—Laura has enough to do without worrying about guests,” I protested softly, playing with Pietro’s fingers.
“You’re not guests, Wanda—you’re family. Besides… I’m putting you both to work.” He smirked, drumming his fingers on the arm of the chair. “I promised Laura I’d stick around until I caught up on some of the repairs that need doing, but I got word earlier that they need me for a special mission that no one else can do. Pietro… you’re going to fill in for me here while I’m gone and Wanda—you’re going to help Laura with her spring cleaning.”
“You think she will accept this?” Pietro asked, looking skeptical. “Perhaps she wants her husband here more than she wants things fixed—did you consider this?”
“You leave Laura to me, kid—she’ll understand.”
“Understand what?” The sound of Laura’s sleepy voice pulled my head around to the doorway—she was leaning against the wall, watching the three of us with an amused expression on her face.
“The kids are going to help out here while I’m away—Pietro seems to think you’ll be upset with the arrangement.”
She made a face, pushing away from the wall—moving to perch on the arm of her husband’s chair. “Why would I be upset? You’ll get the work done ten times faster than Clint could.”
“Hey!”
“Hush—it’s the truth and you know it.” She smiled fondly at him, ruffling his hair before returning her attention to my brother and me. “Are you two hungry? I can reheat—”
“No ma’am—more tired than anything else,” I said quickly, not wanting her to go to any trouble; if we were going to be there for a few days, it was better to start off on the right foot, proving we would not be a burden. “It has been a very long day.”
“Why are you keeping them up talking when they’re tired? Go on up to bed, honey—you know where your room is.” She swatted Clint’s arm, scowling playfully. “I changed the sheets yesterday, and there are clean towels in the bathroom.”
“Thank you very much,” I shot her a grateful smile as I stood, tugging Pietro to his feet. “We appreciate your letting us stay—I am sorry we showed up unannounced.”
“You’re always welcome here Wanda—I hope you know that.” She bit her lip, her eyes flicking between us, looking almost hesitant. “Just remember to secure the door—as soon as Lila finds out the two of you are here, she’s bound to hunt you down.”
My face heated at the reminder—I ducked my head down, hiding my flushed cheeks behind my hair. On our first visit, neither Clint or Laura had bothered to mention that all of the locks in the house had been intentionally disabled—thanks to Cooper accidentally locking himself in the bathroom when he was small; we’d turned the lock before we’d retired, assuming it had worked—only to find out the next morning how wrong we were. Our very first morning on the farm had begun in a very uncomfortable fashion when Barton had thrown open the door, calling out, ‘rise and shine… time for breakfast’—not stopping to consider that we might not be decent. Since we made a habit of sleeping skin to skin and the night had been hot enough that we’d kicked off the blankets… it was an embarrassing incident for all of us, to say the least.
“I will push the dresser to block it, do not worry.” Pietro grinned at her, tugging me impatiently towards the stairs. “Come on, there is a soft bed waiting with our name on it, yes?”
The soft sound of their laughter at his exuberance drifted after us, making my face flame even hotter—for once, I moved faster than my brother, bolting up the stairs to the sanctuary of ‘our’ room where he could soothe away my embarrassment with kisses and caresses in privacy.
BARTON WAS GONE WHEN WE awoke the next morning, but he’d taken the time to leave a hastily scrawled note taped to the bedroom door. True to his word, he’d spoken with Steve—we’d been given a month of leave to ‘adjust’ to our new life. The thought of having time to behave in a normal fashion pleased me immensely—from the moment we’d arrived in America, our days had been filled with endless training; I understood the importance of preparing us for the things we would face as Avengers, of course, but that did not mean I did not long for the chance for us to just be Wanda and Pietro again, if only for a few days time. I think that perhaps the public does not stop to think that each of us is more than just a member of the team—beneath the shadow of the Avengers, we are people, with dreams and needs and desires of our own that we often must set aside in lieu of helping others. From a logical standpoint, I knew that it would get easier as more time passed and we mastered our skills, but unfortunately, that proverbial light at the end of the tunnel did not make the present any easier; the bottom line was that the Avengers had taken over our life with training and briefings and testing, barely leaving us time to breath, much less to actually have a private life outside of the team. Compared to all that… well… a month at the farm was a little slice of Heaven, no matter how many chores we had to do.
Another note waited for us downstairs in the kitchen—this one written in Laura’s precise, even script—instructing us to eat a big breakfast before tackling the ‘to do list’ she’d attached; as I moved about the kitchen whipping up a batch of Olad’yi for the two of us, Pietro glanced over the items on the list—immediately announcing they were mostly things that I could not do.
I made a face at him, pouring the batter in the skillet. “Don’t be ridiculous—I can be very handy, you know.”
“Yes but you are a lady—things like mending fences and patching the roof… they are man work.”
“I can hammer a nail just as easily as you, Pietro Maximoff!”
“Whether you can or can’t does not matter, because you are not going to be doing it,” he shot back, setting the list aside and stretching like a cat.
“I have to pull my weight too,” I protested, pointing at him with the spatula. “Don’t be bossy.”
“Me? Bossy?” He scoffed, arching a brow. “I think perhaps you are confusing us, sweet sister—you are the bossy one, not me.”
I scowled, flipping the pancakes. “You know, it would be a shame if I were to eat every single bit of this myself, leaving none for you—”
“Don’t be like that—I am only teasing,” he cajoled, flashing me an angelic smile. “Anyway, I didn’t say you could not help me—you can do the things like handing me tools and holding the ladder, yes? You will be my beautiful assistant.”
“I can do more than just that—I am able bodied,” I huffed, loading up a plate and taking it to him.
“I know this very well,” he teased, reaching around to squeeze my rear.
“Behave—or no seconds!” I swatted his hand away, retreating to grab the jam from the refrigerator—setting it down beside him before returning to the stove to start another batch.
He didn’t start eating right away, which surprised me—instead he watched me with a wistful smile on his face. “Someday… we will have a place like this, Pietra—I promise.”
“I know,” I said, shrugging. “I am just impatient. I want it all now—a home… children of our own. For all our dreams to finally come true.”
“Perhaps we could find a place near here. It’s not like I couldn’t get us back to the compound in a hurry if they called us—”
“You heard what Clint said—we have to live there… we have no choice.”
“We do,” he said softly, toying with his fork. “We don’t have to stay in the states, you know—we could go back to Europe. Track down Simza’s shàtra and see if they would accept us… or we could try to find Mama and Papa’s distant kin—”
“How many people might suffer if we did that, Pietro? How many might die if the team needs our skills to save them and we aren’t there? You know the rules… we have to help when we can—to do any less would be to dishonor the first of us. And besides… I know you want to be an Avenger. Yes?”
“Not if it makes you miserable,” he mumbled, staring down at his plate. His turbulent emotions brushed against me, betraying how torn he felt over the issue. “You being happy is more important to me than anything else.”
“As long as we are together, I am happy,” I said, filling a plate and moving to join him at the table. “And if in time I find that being a member of the team is too much for me to bear… I swear on Mama and Papa’s souls I will tell you, alright? Now eat before your food gets cold—we have a lot of chores to do today, remember?”
He eyed me for a moment, then flashed a challenging smile—before I could return it, he blurred before my eyes, his thoughts disappearing into the buzzing white noise that accompanied his speed.
“Pietro Django Maximoff! Don’t you dare—”
He was gone before I could get the words out—taking the to do list with him—leaving me staring at an empty plate and an overturned chair.
“Of all the sneaky, underhanded rudeness!” I huffed under my breath. Using his speed to get his way was completely unacceptable—I fought back the urge to rush off after him, chasing him until he slowed down enough for me to give him a piece of my mind. Attempting to ignore the prickly irritation I felt at his tricksy behavior, I ate my breakfast alone, grumbling to myself all the while. Normally, I would find his old fashioned ideals a sweet and rather charming quality, but I did not appreciate his use of subversive tactics to gain the upper hand—and I intended to make my displeasure known.
By the time I cleaned up our mess and set out to find him, almost an hour had passed; though I searched all over the farm, he remained elusive—mentally, I could feel the buzz of his thoughts, but physically he kept himself out of sight and out of reach. I was on the verge of throwing a hissy fit of epic proportions—screaming at the top of my lungs until he appeared—when Laura’s van came around the bend, pulling to a stop beside me; as the window slid down, I actually contemplated the notion of tattling, but in the end, I refrained, not wanting to be disloyal to my twin.
“Hey! What are you doing all the way out here? Where’s—”
“Working on things too fast for me to keep up.” It wasn’t entirely a lie—I was just glad there was enough truth in my statement to keep me from feeling guilty.
She laughed, jerking her head toward the passenger seat. “Good—maybe he’ll actually get all the things Clint has been dawdling over for months done. Hop in—it’s a long walk back to the house, and I need your help in the kitchen. The PTA is having a bake sale this weekend and I volunteered to make cupcakes.”
“I really prefer that to doing repairs,” I admitted, hurrying around to climb in, “But please don’t tell my brother I said that.”
“I actually didn’t mean for you to work around the farm” she said, putting the van in gear. “I thought I would be back before you finished breakfast—that’s why I didn’t make a separate list for you. I assumed Pietro would finish eating faster and want to get started... and I’m sure you already know all the work involved with spring cleaning.”
I slumped down in the seat, trying not to frown—Pietro would be certain to crow about Laura agreeing with him regarding the division of labor. “I think he will never let me live this down.”
“Hmmm?” She shot me a quizzical glance in response to my mumbling.
“It is nothing… just sibling bickering.”
“You know… it’s funny, but for some reason I assumed your being… involved sort of negated that. The normal brother and sister thing, I mean.”
I knew she did not mean it as offensively as it sounded, but still, I bristled at her comment; I tried to hide my irritation away, but unfortunately, the tension in my demeanor betrayed me.
“Wanda… I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to—”
“I know you didn’t—I just don’t like that word… ‘normal’. It implies that you think there is something abnormal or wrong with the fact we are in love.” I did not mean it to sound so sharp, but still, it came out barbed and brittle. I turned my head, gazing out the window as my cheeks heated with indignant anger. “It amazes me how hard it is for people to grasp the simplest things. Pietro did not cease to be my twin when we fell in love—it just strengthened the natural sibling affection that was already in place between us.”
“Forgive me for saying this… but that’s not exactly a simple thing to understand—”
“Did you stop being your parent’s daughter when you became a wife? Stop being a wife when you became a mother?” I asked softly, glancing over at her. “Did finding a new form of love wipe away the others?”
“Of course not—”
“Because one title does not annul another or diminish the existing feelings—it simply adds another dimension to who you are. It is the same for us, Laura. By birth, I am Pietro’s twin sister… nothing can change that. It does not affect the deep romantic love we share or our need for one another—that is an entirely different thing. It layers itself atop our sibling love, merging with it and strengthening it—our souls are tied together, and the soul does not care about bloodlines or age or gender. For me… that is the easiest thing in the world to understand—the thing that puzzles me is the fact that society cannot see and appreciate the true purity of this double love bond.”
She didn’t respond at first—all her concentration seemed focused on pulling into the garage and shutting off the engine. It wasn’t until I sighed softly and moved to open the door that she reached out, gently touching my arm.
“I may not understand everything… but I do understand how much you love each other, Wanda… and I think it is a really beautiful thing.”
I returned her gaze for a moment, then flashed a hesitant smile. “Then that is all that matters in the end.”
WE SPENT THE REST OF THE day in the kitchen, preparing so many sweets that every available surface was covered in trays of cupcakes cooling or waiting to be frosted. The combination of Laura’s good natured disposition and the wonderful scent filling the air stirred bittersweet memories of my mother and the time I’d spent with her in our apartments tiny kitchen. There is an odd sort of comfort that comes from baking that is hard to describe; I think perhaps it stirs the centuries of genetic sensory memories that are lodged deep within a person’s DNA, bringing to mind the security of a warm hearth and safe home. It soothed away the worst of my irritation at Pietro for his vanishing act—by the time he appeared in the kitchen, flashing me an apologetic grin, I did not chastise him the way I’d planned, though I did gently reproach him for leaving me all alone to eat.
That first day set out a pattern that remained for the duration of our visit. My days were spent helping Laura around the house and with the children, while Pietro performed the much needed maintenance around the farm; I think perhaps that our time there was a learning experience for all of us—it gave my brother and I a chance to see what it was like being part of a family again, and it gave the Barton’s a chance to better understand the vast difference between their culture and ours. It was amusing, listening to Cooper and Lila trying to pronounce the few simple words of Rromanès and Sokovian that we taught them—Pietro laughed for a good five minutes when the little girl accidentally mixed up her words, calling him a goat by mistake.
By the time our stay was over, they all understood the basic concepts that were such a fundamental part of our lives—Laura stopped asking why I insisted on washing Coopers clothes separately from hers and Lila’s, and she even went so far as to buy new dinnerware just for Pietro and me to use after I almost had a heart attack when Cooper let the dog eat table scraps right off his plate. The fact she questioned such actions and was truly interested in the answers touched me deeply—I suppose because… in a way, it showed that she cared about Pietro and me enough to want to understand. None of our teammates had inquired about such things—they simply chalked my insistence on doing our laundry and cooking our meals up to my being ‘weird’, never stopping to consider that it was to avoid magerdipè—pollution; they did not know or care about the importance of maintaining vuzhò—cleanliness in body and spirit. I did not hold a grudge about their disinterest, however, I will admit that deep down… it hurt quite a bit; we were supposed to trust these people with our lives, yet they did not seem interested in learning anything about us other than what we could do. Laura was the exact opposite—our abilities didn’t seem to matter one bit; what she cared about was asking and learning about our lives, and that in and of itself made me feel more comfortable in her presence than I felt with anyone on the team.
As those early days turned into weeks, the house slowly went from messy and disorganized to spick and span; mattresses were aired out and flipped—the linens stored away and sweetened with the aromatic herbs I’d gathered from Laura’s garden. We scrubbed every single window spotless— and polished the floors until the wood gleamed; I even organized the cabinets in the kitchen and the children’s toys in their rooms. I was in my element, helping her with her house, discovering that at heart, she and I are two of a kind when it comes to the most important things—our truest desires are the domestic kind, involving nesting and nourishing the ones we love.
With the spring cleaning done and Pietro still adamant about handling ‘his’ chores on his own, I found myself with empty hours and absolutely nothing at all to fill them; to stave off boredom, I began accompanying Laura when she ventured out on errands—helping her with the shopping and keeping her company as she chauffeured the children back and forth between school and their extracurricular activities. During that time, the dynamic between us slowly began to shift; I realized that she was far more than just my teammates wife—she was an individual with hopes and aspirations of her own that were completely separate from the life she’d built with Clint. In that moment, I realized that in my own way… I had been as self-absorbed as my teammates had been when it came to getting to know Pietro and me. Immediately, I sought to make it right—and the more I learned… the more I liked her. I hadn’t known that before Cooper’s birth she had been a nurse—a career she’d loved, but given up in the interest of raising a family—or that she was passionate about renovation and design—completely understanding my deep desire to have a home of my own; during the span of that trip into town, I gained something that I’d never had before—a female friend who shared my likes and interest.
That realization… it changed everything; instead of looking for things to keep myself busy, I began spending hours sitting on the couch with her, leafing through the magazines and catalogues she’d collected—discussing different ways she could redecorate her home. She asked my opinion about even the smallest of things, marking pages with yellow sticky notes on which she jotted down the colors I’d suggested. I enjoyed myself far more than I should have—it was almost like regressing into childhood and all the hours I’d spent daydreaming about decorating a home for Pietro and me. On other days, she would dig through her closet, pulling out things she hadn’t worn in years, insisting I try them on, or sit me down on a stool in her bathroom, trying out different styles with my long hair—making suggestions about different kinds of makeup and products for my skin. Every night when I crawled into bed, I talked poor Pietro’s ears off, rambling on and on about the things we’d done throughout the day until he silenced me with kisses and tender caresses, driving everything except his nearness completely out of my mind.
My incessant chatter wasn’t unintentional—deep down, I had an ulterior motive for my over sharing; as much as I enjoyed Laura’s company, I missed spending all my time with my twin. I will readily admit it was a tiny bit evil of me, but you see… I know Pietro better than anyone—and I know what buttons to push to get an instantaneous reaction. My excited oversharing might seem simplistic and innocent, but I knew that it would make him stop and think about one very important thing; our whole entire lives… he’d been my only true friend— but now, for the first time ever, I was enjoying spending time with someone other than him.
Slowly but surely, the jealous, possessive streak within him began to stir—I think perhaps that is what prompted him to finally relent and ask for my help; he didn’t want me spending time inside with my new friend, he wanted me outside, with him… which coincidentally was exactly where I wanted to be.
“Pietra… tomorrow… I think I will need your help,” he murmured, nuzzling the side of my face.
“Oh?” I rolled over, propping myself up, giving him my best surprised face. “I thought you said it was ‘man’s work’?”
“Mhmmm… well, most of it is… but I will be working up on the roof and the ladder is very old and rickety. You don’t want me falling off and breaking something, do you?” He reached up, pushing my hair out of my face. “Besides… I have missed you.”
“I have missed you too. Very much.”
“You haven’t at all. You have been having too much fun to even think of me,” he huffed.
“No matter what I am doing you are always on my mind,” I collapsed on top of him, earning an ‘oof’ in response.
“Not when you are playing dress up.”
“Oh yes—I imagine how you would react to each outfit… whether or not you will like them.” I combed my fingers through his hair, smiling when his fingers moved up to do the same to mine. “And I think about how much more enjoyable it would be if you were there with me.”
“You promise?”
“Of course—you know I cannot lie to you.” I nestled my head under his chin, heaving a dramatic sigh. “It is really quite ridiculous the lengths I have to go to in order to make you see things my way. If you had just let me help you right from the beginning, we could have spent all our time together, the way we are supposed to.”
“We still have almost a full week—”
“That does not make up for all the wasted time when I could have been watching you do your chores,” I huffed. “You know how worked up I get seeing you do manual labor, Pietro Maximoff.”
Letting out a playful growl, he rolled us—pinning my hands above my head as he settled his lithely muscled body between my legs. “Worked up, huh? How worked up?”
“Mhmmm… about as worked up as you get when I do this…” I teased, rocking my hips up against him.
His groan of pleasure was muffled by the press of my lips as they claimed his; I shifted, sliding my legs up over his hips—a clear invitation that I knew he could not refuse.
It is really quite irritating that the entire Barton family appears to have incredibly bad timing.
“Wanda?”
The high pitched lilt of Lila’s voice accompanied by the sound of the door bumping against the dresser we’d used to block it jerked us both apart; Pietro blurred, reappearing with a pair of sweatpants on beside our impromptu barricade—his thoughts echoing through my mind. “Get dressed—I will stall her.”
“Wanda? Open up! You promised me a story—”
“Give her a moment, piko chirikli—she is getting dressed for bed,” he called out as I pulled on the oversized nightshirt Laura had loaned me, covering it with a borrowed robe. I nodded—he shoved the dresser aside, pulling open the door. “Perhaps we could both tell you a story, yes? I will do the girl parts and Wanda can do the boys—”
“That’s silly—you’re the boy.” Lila giggled happily, reaching for his hand.
“I am? Hmmm… are you sure about this?”
“If she is not… I certainly am,” I murmured in Sokovian, slipping past him to take her other hand. “What shall it be tonight? Young Vasilisa the brave and the fearsome dragon? Or perhaps the Fool and the Fish?”
“No—I want to hear the story Pietro told Coop!” She tugged us towards her room, flashing me an impish grin.
“Oh?” I arched a brow, glancing over at my brother. “What story is this?”
“The one about a kind old man who opened his heart and home to two little street rats,” he said softly, “teaching the importance of helping others at all times.”
I ducked my head down to hide the wetness that automatically gathered in my eyes. “That is a very good tale indeed.”
Pietro’s thoughts flickered through my head, as gentle as a caress. “He did not want to help his sister with her homework… I thought it might convince him to change his mind.”
I inclined my head just enough to show silent support for his decision; according to Laura, Cooper was at that difficult age where he tended to treat his younger sister as more of a pest and less of a friend—it was something we’d never experienced personally, so I found the entire notion quite perplexing.
“Does it end in happily ever after?” Lila asked, pulling away from us to climb into her bed.
“No… it does not,” I answered, settling myself down on the edge of the bed. “You see, the story has not ended for the little street rats—it is still going on.”
“But it has to end that way! All the best stories do!” She protested, her eyes flicking between us.
“It will someday, piko chirikli…” Pietro’s eyes caught mine as he dragged her desk chair over beside the bed; his words were meant for her, but the sentiment behind them was solely for me. “I swear it before the Most High—the little rats will gain everything they have ever dreamed about one day.”
LAURA’S EYES WERE SPARKLING with amusement when we stumbled down the stairs bleary eyed the next morning; it wasn’t hard to guess what she found so funny—her daughter’s very vocal demands for ‘just one more story’ had echoed down the hall. Lila had kept us up telling tales until both of our throats were sore and raw and our voices were raspy.
“I bet I know one thing the two of you miss about the compound,” she quipped, setting a platter of French toast on the table.
“The lack of small, demanding people?” Pietro muttered hoarsely, rubbing his eyes.
“I was thinking more along the lines of a bedroom door with a working lock.”
“It is entirely his fault for moving the dresser in the first place—we should have pretended we were asleep.” I shot my brother a pointed look as he loaded up his plate.
He made a face at me, reaching for the jam. “You promised her, Wanda—”
“One story, Pietro—not seven.”
“It is good practice for when we have little ones of our own,” he argued.
“I don’t think you need to worry about that—the kids love you. You’ll be wonderful parents—you’re naturals.” Chuckling at the bright smile Pietro flashed, Laura reached for her coffee. “Speaking of children, I was thinking that today we might—”
“Wanda is busy today,” Pietro said quickly. “I will need her help.”
“You do?” She looked confused by his outburst. “I thought you didn’t want her to—”
“All I have left to do is fixing the shingles—she will steady the ladder and pass me things.”
Her mouth dropped open—she stared at him for a moment, not speaking. “You’ve done everything else on that list?”
“Yes… I would have been finished much sooner, but I tried to pace myself.”
“You… paced yourself.” Her lips twitched—a moment later, she started laughing.
“That is a bad thing?” Pietro shot me a worried look, setting his fork down. “I am sorry… I didn’t mean to waste time—”
“Don’t you dare apologize—I’ve been trying to get Clint to finish those repairs for almost two years.” She smiled, reaching over to touch the back of his hand. “Thank you for finally getting it all done.”
Pietro’s embarrassment at her gratitude was obvious by the pink flush that washed across his cheekbones. “It was the least I could do. You have been very hospitable and accepting towards us… and you are a good friend to my sister.”
“Your friend too, I hope—” her voice trailed off as the phone started ringing—her smile brightening even more when she glanced down at the display. “It’s Clint—”
“We will give you some privacy then, yes?” I glanced over at Pietro, jerking my head towards the back door. “We can get an early start on things.”
He opened his mouth to protest—his eyes darting to the platter of French toast, but my mind reached out to his before he could voice his objections. “If you get the roof done early, we could perhaps explore the hayloft… finish what was interrupted last night….”
He blinked; a moment later I was in his arms, the door slamming behind us as he rushed out of the kitchen towards the toolshed. When it comes to my brother and his appetites… positive motivation is always a very good thing—however, to his consternation, I was adamant about thing; there are some endeavors in which the wisest option is to take things slow and steady—like the tortoise and the hare in Aesop’s fable, swiftness does not always mean winning the prize at the end of the race. Unfortunately for both of us, despite the bright promise of what awaited us once Pietro was done with his labors, my sense of caution for his safety overrode my physical needs. Though Pietro assured me that he would be perfectly safe using his speed on the roof of the farmhouse, I preferred to err on the side of caution—it was far better to delay our tryst for an hour or two than to have him break a bone… or worse. Though he huffed irritably at my logic—and the fact I used my power to keep him away from the toolshed door—he swore an oath to comply with my wishes in the matter, working at a normal speed.
In hindsight, I should have known then and there that he would find a way to pay me back for my tricksy bargaining skills—really, the only surprise is that he managed to have the patience to wait two full hours before striking back in a way that was sure to torment me the most.
“It is very warm today, isn’t it?” He called down from the top of the ladder—it came out an almost indecipherable mumble, thanks to the nails he was holding between his lips.
“It is…” I arched a brow, peering up at him. “Do you need me to fetch you some water?”
“No… I was simply making an observation,” he shifted abruptly, making the ladder sway—I tightened my grip, afraid he would fall.
“Pietro! Be careful—” I sputtered as his sweaty shirt landed on my face. “Hey!”
“Sorry—I am very hot and sweaty up here. I need to cool off.”
I shook my head to dislodge the shirt. “So you throw it in my…” The complaint died on my lips as my eyes locked on his bare back—in that moment, I completely forgot what I’d been saying. He hadn’t been lying—perspiration glistened on his skin; even as I stared up at him, a droplet trailed down the indention of his spine, disappearing beneath the waistband of the sweatpants that rode low on his hips. It was far, far too easy for me to picture the rest of its journey, traveling along the muscular swell of his ass; I swallowed hard, suddenly feeling more than a little overheated myself.
“What’s the matter Wanda? Cat got your tongue?” Barely concealed amusement laced his thoughts.
I tore my eyes away from his body, forcing them up to his face; he was smirking at me. “Ohhhh… you think you are very clever, don’t you?”
“Yes, but that is neither here nor there, sweet sister.” He shimmied up onto the roof, stretching out on his back. “I think perhaps I need a break… this is very exerting work.”
“You know, I could do the same thing, Pietro Maximoff!” It came out practically a shout. “What do you think of that?”
“Do what? Stretch out for a nap?” He asked, with feigned innocence.
“Yes, but only after taking off half of my clothes!”
That got his attention; he sat up abruptly, narrowing his eyes. “You wouldn’t dare.”
“It is only fair…” I stepped back from the ladder, hooking my fingers in the hem of my top—slowly inching it up to bare my stomach.
“Wanda! You stop that! Someone might see you!”
He sounded so scandalized that I couldn’t resist tugging it up a bit more, flashing my bra clad breasts at him. “What is good for the gander is equally as good for the goose—”
“Keep that up and he might lose his balance and fall off the roof, Wanda.”
At the sound of Laura’s teasing voice, my cheeks heated; yanking my shirt back down, I stared at the ground, too embarrassed to look her way. “He started it.”
“I can see that.” She stepped up beside me, letting out a long, low whistle. “You are a very lucky girl, Wanda Maximoff.”
“I know this…” I shot a scowl up at my brother, raising my voice, “… except perhaps when he is teasing me. Then I do not feel so lucky.”
“You most certainly do—you enjoy our games,” Pietro retorted, reaching for the hammer and tacks he’d abandoned.
“None of that—it’s quitting time,” Laura announced in a cheerful voice, bouncing on the balls of her feet; I eyed her suspiciously from behind my hair, wondering why she looked so excited.
“Don’t be ridiculous—it’s not even noon yet. I will finish this and then—”
“Sorry, they need you back at the compound for some kind of meeting. Clint sent an email and asked me to print it out for you.” She pulled a folded up slip of paper from the canvas tote on her arm, holding it out. “It’s a map of where you need to meet up with him.”
“This is not fair—they said we had a whole month off and it has only been three weeks!” The ladder shook as Pietro remounted it—I darted forward, leaning against it to stabilize it before it could fall.
“Perhaps they intend to let us use the time we have left after this meeting,” I soothed, reaching out to snag the paper from her hand—though I waited until Pietro reached the ground before unfolding it. His confusion brushed against me, mirroring mine as he peered over my shoulder—it was a map of the compound, but the big dot that indicated where we were supposed to go was in an area that was nowhere near the main building. “Are you sure he wants us to—”
“That’s what he said.” She shrugged the tote bag off of her shoulder, passing it over to me. “Protien bars and bottled water for the trip.”
Immediately Pietro reached in and grabbed one, ripping into it; I rolled my eyes as he crammed the whole thing in his mouth—he practically swallowed it without taking time to chew. “Pietro! Slow down before you choke—”
“I am hungry! You didn’t let me finish breakfast, remember?”
I was about to point out that his plate was already practically clean before Clint called, but Laura’s throaty chuckle stopped me before I could get the words out. “I take back what I said before… now I can see it.”
“See what?” Pietro’s eyes flicked between us.
“She thought we did not act like siblings,” I said, trying not to sound smug. “I told her we most certainly did.”
“Of course we do… why wouldn’t we?” He asked, looking confused.
“It doesn’t matter—I understand now.” Stooping down to snag his shirt, she tossed it to him. “You better head out, Clint said time was of the essence and—”
The rest of her sentence was lost in a rush of wind as Pietro scooped me up and took off at top speed; closing my eyes, I focused on my thoughts to fight off the dizzying sensation of moving faster than the eye could see. A few minutes passed—he slowed enough that the static in his head faded and I could feel his thoughts; as I dug in the tote bag for another protein bar, my mind reached out, brushing his—gently chastising him for his actions. “That was rude, my brother… we did not say goodbye or even thank her for the hospitality.”
“He needs us there—goodbyes are very slow things. They take up far too much time.”
Unwrapping the bar, I held it up to his lips—it was a well choreographed dance that we’d slowly mastered over time, enabling him to keep on the move without having to stop and put me down. Three bites and it was gone; I closed my eyes as he took off again, nuzzling his neck to make up for the temporary separation of or minds.
Even with us having to slow down once more, we made it to the compound in a mere fraction of the time it would have taken had we driven or even flown; he paused at the gate to check the map we’d been given, his brow wrinkling up as I held it out for him to see. “I don’t understand this—there is nothing back there but trees.”
“Maybe there is no meeting. He could be planning to ambush us,” I suggested. “You know, testing us to make sure we paid attention to the defense techniques they’ve been teaching us or something.”
“He better not be—not after all the manual labor I’ve been doing for him.” He scowled, waiting for me to put the map away before racing towards the designated spot.
The sense of uneasy confusion we were feeling only increased when he skid to a stop amidst the trees; the forest was completely silent—there was no one in sight.
“What is this… some kind of game?” He huffed, gently lowering me to my feet.
My eyes flicked around, searching for our teammates—my mind extending, searching for their thoughts. There was no one out there—however, my eyes came to rest on a bright white sheet of paper that stood out against all the brown and green of the woods that surrounded us. “Look—over there. Perhaps he had to leave and—”
Pietro sped over before I finished the sentence, ripping the paper off of the tree it was tacked to. “It is another map—this is ridiculous!”
“Testing our map reading skills, maybe?”
He scowled down at the paper. “A waste of time—I have an excellent sense of direction. They don’t need to test it.”
“I know this but—”
“But nothing—they are wasting our time,” he growled, scooping me up and heading for the parking facility.
From there we were directed to the building that housed the generators—then to the training room after that. By the time we reached the helipad on the roof, Pietro’s temper snapped.
“This is too much,” he huffed, balling up the paper and tossing it. “Now we are supposed to go to where the cabin used to be—it is like they are rubbing it in our face that they stole it out from under us! I think we will head back to the farm and refuse to be treated in such a manner, yes?”
“We might as well see it through to the end.” He sputtered at the very thought—my fingertips danced along the fine hairs at the nape of his neck in an attempt to soothe him. “It will be very satisfying to give them a piece of our minds about this when we find them, yes?”
“For you perhaps—for me it would be far more satisfying to picture them waiting for us all night long, only to have us not show,” he grumbled, tossing me over his shoulder and heading for the stairs.
“If I were to promise you that if there is another map waiting for us, we will go straight to the hayloft… would this improve your grouchy mood?” I murmured, reaching down to gently caress the tempting mound of his ass.
“Do not tease me when I am feeling sour, Wanda—”
“Who’s teasing? It was a legitimate offer. Of course if you aren’t interested in accepting it—ouch!” I let out a shriek as his palm cracked across my bottom.
“Behave,” he said sternly, his hand slipping under the hem of my skirt to caress away the sting of his swat.
“I was behaving!” I huffed. “I have every right to touch your behind!”
“You do, but it is distracting me.”
“That was the entire point, Pietro.”
“Distractions later—not when I am carrying you down steep stairs.” One of his wicked, nimble fingers slipped beneath the elastic of my panties, brushing against me before quickly retreating.
“Now who is being a tease,” I muttered, closing my eyes as I felt his muscles coiling beneath me—an unspoken warning sign indicating he was about to run. Sure enough, the wind tangled my hair, stealing away my groan as soon as it left my lips; it is one thing to travel right side up when Pietro runs—another thing entirely to be upside down when the queasiness hits.
A few seconds later, he stumbled, almost dropping me; I swallowed hard—afraid for a moment that I might lose my meager breakfast all over the magnificent backside I’d been admiring. “Pietro! You know being upside down makes me feel sick—”
“Pinch me.”
“Huh? I squirmed, glancing over my shoulder.
“I am imaging things—unless you see the same thing I do?”
“I don’t see anything but the ground!”
“Oh! Sorry!” A moment later, I was on my feet, wobbling unsteadily as he turned me around. “Look Wanda… do you see it?”
Suddenly, I understood why he’d stopped so short. “Yes… I do.”
“So… am I imagining it… or does it look nicer?”
“No… it does.” The overgrowth of greenery that had collapsed the roof was gone—it had been repaired and re-shingled; the porch itself looked different too—the boards weren’t unevenly slanted anymore, and they’d been stained a deep rich brown. “This makes no sense, Pietro—why would they fix it up only to tear it down? That is a waste of time and money—”
A lightbulb clicked on in my head, immediately rousing my anger; before I could stop myself, I let out a string of curses so vile that they left my brother open mouthed with shock. “Wanda! You should not talk like that—”
“She wanted it for herself!” I shouted. “That is why they sent us away Pietro—to give her time to fix it up and claim it!”
He blinked, looking confused. “What? Who—”
“Romanov! She probably wants it for a love nest to bring her conquests to! When we needed it for a real home!” I burst into tears, burying my face in his chest—emotionally shattered by the unjustness of the situation.
“I think you are wrong, sister,” he soothed, wrapping his arms around me. “Steve would not do that to us… and neither would Clint—”
“Of course he would! He is her best friend Pietro! They have history—we are just a couple of strays he took in out of pity!” I snapped.
“But she has an apartment she can use for that—”
“Then why would they do this? Give me another reason that makes sense, brother! Steve knew nothing about the supposed demolition and he knows everything that goes on here!” I tilted my head back, blinking away my tears.
He frowned, swiping the wetness from my cheeks. “I don’t know… maybe it is a test—to see how we react. They place great importance on our controlling our emotions… not giving in to our anger.”
“You think they would go to this much trouble for that? Just to tear it down?”
“I do—they aren’t exactly thrifty, Wanda. Besides, all they had to do was have one of the auxiliary staff pull down the vines and paint a few boards—it’s not as if they built the place from scratch. They simply tidied it up a bit.” He smoothed back my hair, resting his forehead against mine. “Think about it—they had to know how we’d react to this. You don’t want to give them the satisfaction of being right.”
I narrowed my eyes, not at all liking the fact that they thought they could outsmart us—and more than a little irritated at myself for not immediately considering such a subterfuge. “You are right.”
“Of course I am,” he said smugly. “There is something on the door—I bet it is another map, leading us to wherever they are. Wait here—”
“No! It could be an ambush, remember?” I hissed, wrapping my arms around him so he could not speed off and leave me behind. “You said it yourself—they know how you think… what if they are trying to get us to split up?”
“I am too fast for that to be effective.” He frowned; I didn’t need to look inside his head to know he was weighing the likelihood of Clint holding me hostage—it was a frequent enough occurrence in training, supposedly teaching me to rely on my close quarter combat skills as opposed to using my powers. “Fine… hang on.”
No sooner had the words left his lips then we were at the door; by the time I blinked, we were back in the shelter of the tree line and he was eyeing the envelope suspiciously. “Do you think it is a trick?”
I shrugged, unwinding my arms from around his neck as I slid out of his arms. “If it were a package… maybe—but not a tiny little envelope. I seriously doubt he’d resort to using something like anthrax in a training lesson. Give it to me—”
“Why do you get to open it—”
“You do the running—I do the reading.” I snatched it out of his hand, tearing into it—giggling as he swatted my rear.
“You are very lucky I love you even when you are being a bratty little sister, Wanda.”
“Twelve minutes don’t count and you know it,” I retorted automatically, my eyes flicking across the messy handwriting of the note inside the envelope. “We are supposed to go inside… straight to the basement. I don’t remember a basement—”
“Mhmmm… I didn’t take you down because there were spider webs everywhere,” he murmured, nuzzling the side of my head.
I shivered at the thought. “If he thinks I am going into some arachnid infested place he is clearly insane.”
“I will go down—you can wait out here,” he offered, kissing the tip of my nose.
“No—divide and conquer, remember?” I sighed, pulling away from him. “I will stand at the top of the stairs—that way if I sense one of them coming I can run down after you.”
“That is a very wise idea.” He shot me a proud look, scooping me up off my feet—speeding into the cabin and setting me down in the hall beside the only door we had not opened during our first visit. “I will be right back—stay alert.”
“I don’t like this sneaky stuff one little bit.”
“Me neither—hopefully soon they will realize we are more capable than they seem to think.” He kissed my cheek, vanishing into the darkness below—a moment later, a light appeared, chasing back the blackness, bathing the staircase with its dim glow.
I leaned against the wall, extending my mind—immediately tensing as I sensed the presence of three people. “Pietro—”
He was beside me in a flash, tugging me down the stairs. “The spiders are gone—there is something you need to see!”
“Clint and Natasha and Steve—”
“That can wait! Look!” His hands closed around my head, turning my face towards the large open area beneath us—it was full of boxes and large obscure shapes draped with sheets.
Immediately, I bristled. “I was right! She is planning on moving in!”
“No, sister… look!” He snatched up an envelope that was taped to one of the boxes—our names were scrawled across the front.
Frowning, I tore into it—staring down at the note for a moment, completely at a loss.
“Well? What does it say?” He tapped his foot impatiently.
“Everyone needs a place of their own… welcome home,” I said slowly, glancing up at him. “I don’t understand, Pietro… what does this mean?”
“Only one way to find out.” He tore into the box the note had been taped to, frowning as he pulled out a sheet of paper. “It is a printed out email to Clint… but it is addressed to you—and the box is full of… sheets and towels and things. You know… linens?”
I reached over, my hand trembling a little as I took it from him—my eyes flicking over the page.
Wanda,
I’m pretty sure I remembered everything, but if something isn’t right just let me know and we’ll exchange it.
Love,
Laura and Clint
“It is from Laura—”
“Wanda! All these boxes are addressed to you!”
“They can’t be!” I protested, my eyes following him as he darted around the room, tugging away the sheets to expose different pieces of furniture. “What is—”
There was a low chuckle from the top of the stairs. “I thought you were supposed to be super smart, sunshine.”
I turned my head, watching Clint warily as he descended carefully, trying to navigate the stairs—a difficult task considering his line of sight was blocked by the large wrapped bundle in his hands. “I am smart… but none of this makes any sense!”
“Maybe this will clear things up,” he held out the large, rectangular object, flashing me a smile.
Pietro hesitantly took it, his eyes flicking between our teammate and me. “Wanda?”
Chewing at the corner of my lip, I reached over, tearing off the brown paper—tears filling my eyes as I processed what lay hidden underneath. A large, burnished frame held the photograph of our family—only it had been enlarged and restored to look brand new. A soft sob escaped me—I ducked my head down, hiding my face as my treacherous tears slid free.
“Wanda? What—” Pietro’s voice trailed off; I peeked through my hair, watching him as he stared down at the picture—there was a telltale glisten of wetness in his beautiful eyes. “This is very beautiful… thank you.”
“I can’t believe neither of you saw this coming—I figured Wanda would lift it from Laura’s mind.”
The amused sound of Romanov’s voice drew both of our heads towards the staircase—she was watching us from the shadows, with Rogers at her side.
“See what coming?” Pietro leaned the framed picture against the boxes, automatically shifting to position himself between our teammates and me.
“Relax—we’re not going to jump you.” Natasha rolled her eyes, leaning against the wall. “I’m too damned tired to even think about sparring right now.”
“Is it safe?” Pietro’s question echoed through my head. The Widow’s reflexes were like a cat, and she was as fast as an adder—neither of us was foolish enough to simply take her at what she said.
I stretched out my mind, gently probing her thoughts—a gasp of surprise escaped me at what I found. “Do you mean this? Really?”
Barton frowned, his eyes flicking between us. “Wanda—”
“I’m sorry! I just had to be sure it wasn’t a trick!” My cheeks heated at the reprimand in his tone—slipping into the minds of my teammates without their knowledge was something I wasn’t supposed to do.
“You don’t trust me at all, do you?” Romanov’s face betrayed nothing, but there was just a hint of hurt in her voice.
A wave of guilt washed over me, making it hard to breathe. “I—”
“Don’t sweat it—”
“No… I owe you an apology. When we saw what had been done to the outside… I assumed you had lied to us so you could take it for yourself.”
Her brow wrinkled. “Why in the hell would I want—”
“For a place to sneak away to.” My face heated even more as I fought against the urge to glance over at Steve. “You know… for… um… private meetings and things.”
Her mouth dropped open. “Excuse me?”
Clint snorted. “Let it go, Nat—trust me. If you don’t you’ll regret it.”
Pietro huffed. “Will someone please—”
My mind brushed his—sharing what I’d glimpsed in the Widow’s head. “This place… she thought it was not suitable for anyone to be living in. They have been working round the clock to make it nice—that is why they sent us away, Pietro. The note said ‘welcome home’ because that is what this is—they were fixing it up… for us, my brother.”
His stunned amazement flowed across the bond between us, mirroring my own feelings. “It was ours all along?”
“From the minute you asked for it—Natasha filled me in on her plan as soon as you left the room.” Steve smiled, turning to head back up the stairs. “By the way, we don’t get all the credit—Tony did his part too.”
“By paying for everything,” I guessed—unable to picture him doing any of the actual manual labor.
“It’s what he does best,” Clint winked—reaching for a box. “Come on, let’s get this stuff upstairs and start unpacking—”
“No!” It slipped out before I could stop myself; immediately, I winced, trying to ignore the surprised look on his face. “It… uh… can wait—you have already done far too much for us.”
“It’s no trouble… really—”
“What my sister means is a very different thing than what she says,” Pietro offered, flashing me a teasing grin. “She is very controlling about some things… especially with regards to the place where we will live.”
“I am not! You take that back Pietro Maximoff!”
“I see… so when we lived in Novi Grad and I put something back in a different place than where it came from, you did not immediately jump up and rush to move it?”
“Everything has a certain spot,” I muttered, blushing furiously. “It is how a home stays organized and well run.”
“And when I tried to help you with the cleaning and you followed after me, redoing the work?”
I pretended to study my shoes, avoiding his gaze. “I did not always do that—only when you missed a spot or were rushing through it… not being thorough.”
“Just so we’re clear… you’re saying that if we unpack and help put all this away—” Romanov gestured around the basement, “—she’ll end up redoing it?”
Pietro nodded. “Precisely. Our Mama was the same way… of course, when Mama got anxious, there were no side effects. With Wanda… her abilities make these things unpredictable.”
The implication in his voice was enough to make up Romanov’s mind; she turned, heading up the stairs. “Come on Clint—leave them to it.”
Barton looked torn; it wasn’t in his nature to avoid pitching in when his friends needed assistance. “At least let me help move the furniture upstairs—”
“I can handle it.” Pietro clapped him on the back—guiding him towards the stairs. “You should go home—check over the work I did, yes? Make sure I made no mistakes.”
As he ushered them out, I moved around the basement—gleefully examining all the different pieces of furniture that were scattered around the room; I understood now why Laura had been so attentive to my choices—every single thing I’d pointed out in her catalogs was there, right down to the old fashioned spindle back rocking chair I’d suggested for Nathaniel’s nursery. When Pietro reappeared, I was slowly rocking back and forth, daydreaming about the gentle movement someday lulling our child to sleep in my arms; he scooped me right out of the chair, spinning us around in a circle before setting me on my feet.
I shot him a stern look, tossing back my hair. “I think perhaps I should be very upset with you right now, my brother.”
He looked shocked at the very thought. “Me? What did I do?”
“My not wanting their help had absolutely nothing to do with me being controlling and you know it, Pietro Maximoff,” I huffed.
“So I should have told them that you were wanting alone time for friskiness instead? Okay, I will set them straight. I’ll be right back—”
I grabbed his arm as he spun towards the stairs. “Don’t you dare! I mean it—”
His head ducked down, lips caressing mine—silencing my protest; I wound my arms around his neck, pressing myself against him as he walked us backward—giggling as he collapsed on the beautiful new couch, pulling me into his lap.
“Don’t be cross, sweet sister—it got rid of them without exposing the truth, yes?” He murmured against my lips, his fingertips tracing up and down my spine.
“That it did,” I agreed softly, nibbling on his lower lip. “I suppose it was a stroke of brilliance on your part.”
“Are you happy, Pietra? This place is not much, I know… someday I will give you better.” His voice was barely a whisper as he pulled back enough to gaze into my eyes; emotions lapped against me—worry blending with a feeling of worthlessness that surprised me. My mind brushed his, searching for the source—the fact he felt like a failure over such a nonsensical thing troubled me greatly; I stroked his cheek, searching my heart for the right words to say.
“I do not want a big fancy house—I never have. All I’ve ever wanted is a little place like this for our home, Pietro. You should know I do not care about these things—”
“But you deserve them, Pietra—you deserve the very best.” His eyes darted away from mine as a flush raced across his cheeks. “Being at the farm… seeing all the things Clint has provided for his wife and family… it made me realize how very lacking I am when it comes to being a proper provider for you.”
“Pietro… look at me please.” I said softly, tapping his chin—waiting for him to comply. “I already have the best this world has to offer… you.”
“You have to say this… you are my sister,” he grumbled, looking miserable.
“I am not speaking as your sister… I am speaking as your wife,” I whispered, brushing my fingertip against the earring in his ear; his eyes darted to its twin that pierced my own earlobe. “Always you have made sure we have food in our stomachs and a roof over our heads—your body has offered me warmth and comfort on the coldest winter nights. You have given me everything I could ever want… except for one little thing—and when the time is right, I know you will satisfy that desire too.”
His thumb stroked along my lower lip gently; I tilted my head, slowly closing the distance between our mouths—only to be abruptly dumped off his lap onto the couch as he vanished from beneath me.
“Pietro! I want a kiss!” I huffed, more than a little prickly at being left hanging in such a way. “This is rudeness!”
A stack of boxes on the other side of the basement teetered, falling to the floor when he bumped them—another following suit as he sped around the room; I crossed my arms, narrowing my eyes—wondering what he was up to.
“Fine then— if you are going to be like that then I might as well just start carting things upstairs,” I said loudly, pushing myself up off of the couch. I made it halfway up the stairs before two strong arms locked around my waist, lifting me off my feet.
“Patience is a virtue, sweet Pietra—haven’t you learned this yet?” He whispered in my ear.
“A virtue neither of us possess,” I retorted, squirming. “Put me down this instant—” My demand was lost as he moved—he was faster than the speed of sound. Suddenly I was air born—letting out an ‘oof’ as I landed on my back. “Pietro! What has gotten into you?”
He smirked, collapsing beside me. “Perhaps your words made me feel nostalgically romantic, sweet sister. What better way to christen our new home than in a manner similar to the first time we joined together?”
Propping myself up on my elbows, I glanced around, slowly processing what it was that had cushioned my fall—a soft giggle fell from my lips; his whirlwind of activity had served a very definite purpose—he’d cleared a space in the midst of the boxes, laying out a mattress on the floor to create a cozy little love nook of sorts.
“Very ingenious,” I murmured, rolling over and stretching myself out along the length of his body; muscles coiled beneath his skin like steel sheathed in brushed velvet, making me tremble against him. “I take it this means you are feeling as frisky as I am?”
“Of course… but there is far more than just that.” He pushed my hair back, tucking it behind my ears—flashing the smile that never fails to make my heart skip a beat in my chest. “As you pointed out… there is one desire deep within you that I have yet to satisfy, yes?”
I nodded, tracing my finger along the rim of his lips. “Yes… but as I said—”
“In training they are very insistent that practice is important in mastering any task—” he continued, as if I had not spoken, “—so I think perhaps we must apply that lesson in training to all things. That way when the time does come… we will be experts in the field of baby making. We should start this practicing right away, yes?”
His logic appealed to me very much—my mind reached out, joining with his, expressing my approval as I claimed his lips; my kiss was a very thorough one—only natural, considering the fact we were about to start training for one of the most important things in life. Gentle kisses turned heated; clothing fell away—then he slid inside and we were one, the way we were meant to be; no mere words can describe the wonder of such moments other than to say it is the very essence of vast, limitless completeness—the rejoining our shared soul into a perfect whole.
Needless to say, by the time the day was over, we’d christened every single room of the cabin in our own special way, officially claiming it as our own; I suppose in a manner of speaking, one could say we were just following orders—after all, in the words of our trainers, repeated practice guarantees perfection—and there was no better place to become proficient baby makers than in the privacy of our new home.
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S E C R E T S ☿ The Notebook
It was one of those rare afternoons when we’d finished our training early—Rogers had a meeting in the city, and Romanov had vanished without a word, leaving poor Sam responsible for our daily lessons; after only an hour he’d called it a day—irritated at my inability to concentrate. (In my defense, it was hardly my fault—Pietro was wearing shorts and I kept getting distracted by the sight of his long, muscular legs.) Immediately, we’d retired to our suite, intending to make good use of the time by working on our super-secret project—something that, in my opinion, was far more important than running ridiculous laps to build up endurance or learning to control my abilities in ways that would better serve the team. We stretched out on the huge bed, laying on our stomachs… or rather, Pietro was laying on the bed—I was laying on his back with my chin resting on his shoulder. (He is far more comfortable than any stupid mattress could ever hope to be.)
“What state were we on?” He asked, drumming his fingers on the laptop impatiently as he waited for it to boot up.
“Mississippi,” I mumbled, kissing his cheek.
“Two esses?”
“Four,” I said, spelling it out for him.
“That is absolutely the most ridiculously spelled word in the entire world,” he huffed, typing it in.
“You said that already—about Arkansas,” I pointed out. “They cannot both be the most ridiculous.”
“They certainly can—they start with different letters,” he argued. “One is the most ridiculous ‘m’ word, the other is the most ridiculous ‘a’ word.”
Over the past few days we’d been combing the statutes for southern states—searching for ones that allowed unions such as ours, inspired by comments we’d heard while binge watching American television programs; strangely enough, despite all the disparaging remarks about ‘inbreeding between incestuous rednecks in the south’, we had yet to find a single place where consanguinity was legal in the lower half of the country. It seemed that contrary to popular opinion, they actually had much harsher laws than the northern half of the United States when it came to such things.
“Ignoring the fact that it is a violation of basic human rights, isn’t it illegal to have laws that prohibit something that could be considered part of an ethnic culture?”
“Mhmmm… but you have to take into consideration that most people don’t acknowledge the Romani as people, much less an ethnic group—and really, it is a moot point since it is not a Romani custom, Pietro. Besides, I think the whole cultural thing is a sort of gray area—I mean… if a cannibal tribe moved here from New Guinea and winded up eating their next door neighbors, they would get arrested. It’s against the law to kill people and eat them whether it is cultural or not.”
He chuckled at my analogy. “I meant us being Sokovian citizens—it wasn’t illegal there and we are displaced refugees, yes?”
“Oh... well… yes—but Sokovian is not an ethnicity,” I pointed out. “We are Sokovian citizens but ethnically we are Roma—those things are not interchangeable.”
“You are being argumentative with me,” he huffed. “I do not deserve this rudeness.”
“I am not! I am merely pointing out that the way you phrased your question was confusing,” I shot back, nipping at his earlobe. “I was clarifying.”
“Well then let me point out that since our ethnicity has a legend that says our people came from mated twins,” he said, turning his head to flash me an impish smile “that in and of itself could be used as an argument that it is our right to practice the same thing, even if some consider it marimè .”
I considered the statement for a moment, slowly nodding. “That is a good argument. But—”
“No ‘buts’—I win,” he crowed triumphantly, turning his attention back to the laptop. “Scratch Mississippi off the list—ten years imprisonment and fines.”
I huffed, rolling off his back to dig in the pocket of the sweater I was wearing for my notepad—freezing in place when I found the pocket completely empty. “Pietro… do you have our book?”
“Why would I have it? I don’t have pockets.”
“Well… I don’t have it either,” I said, unable to keep my voice from trembling; if anyone found it and read some of the things I’d made note of, our secret would be out of the bag.
“Don’t worry… it doesn’t matter. They won’t be able to read it—”
“Some of it is in English,” I confessed, my face heating as I blushed with embarrassment over my idiotic mistake. “I thought it was good to practice it.”
He groaned. “When was the last time you—”
“In the training room—no… in the lounge. You wanted me to write down that stupid apple pie recipe, remember?”
“Don’t blame this on me! Besides, that is an American classic—a nice surprise for Rogers, yes? I think it would make him very happy if you made it—”
“Pietro! Focus!” I climbed off the bed, storming towards the door, only to be literally swept off my feet; sliding my arms around his neck, I sent up a silent prayer that no one had found our notebook as he kicked into hyperspeed. To my surprise, he sped right past the lounge, rounding the corner before he skid to a stop. “What—”
“Banner is in there… and he is sitting in our chair,” he hissed.
I cursed under my breath. “I’ll wait here while you check the room—you can be in and out again before he notices.”
He shook his head. “I need to check the chair he is in, Wanda—if I get that close… he will know. We’ll just go in and glare at him—you make him nervous… it will make him leave.”
I bristled—irritated at the reminder that the man was still clinging to such a ridiculous grudge. “Fine… let’s get it over wi—”
He took off before I had time to brace myself—my breath caught in my throat, my stomach immediately flipping as if I was in an elevator that had snapped its cable and was hurtling towards the ground. Forcing myself to move past its queasy quivering, I mustered up my fiercest scowl, affixing it on the scientist as soon as Pietro slid into the room.
“Hey… uh… guys,” Banner mumbled, standing up as Pietro lowered me to my feet; neither of us responded as our eyes flicked around the room, searching for the small pad of paper—we weren’t there to chat.
“I was just… leaving. The room’s all yours.”
Pietro grunted, watching our teammate as he hurried towards the door—immediately speeding over to station himself in the doorway to stand guard; twenty heartbeats later he glanced over at me, nodding. I attacked the chair, tugging off the cushions—letting out a happy screech at the sight of my notebook buried deep in the crease between the arm of the chair and the seat. Scooping it up, I clutched it to my chest, shooting my brother a relieved smile.
“See? You worried for nothing.” Pietro smirked at me, plopping down on the couch.
“You were just as worried as me—”
“Don’t be ridiculous—I wasn’t.”
“You were!”
“Was not.”
“Were too!” I scowled at him as he grabbed the remote and began flipping through the channels. “Pietro! We have to finish our researching—”
“Later—look! The fast bird is on!” He flashed me a pleading look, patting the empty space next to him. “Please Wanda? Just for a little while? It is my favorite cartoon.”
I sighed, unable to resist the look of childlike yearning on his face; sinking down next to him, I eyed the notepad that had given us such a scare—not willing to risk it falling out of my pocket again.
“I think the dog with the explosives is very foolish—how can he not realize he will never catch the meeping bird?” Pietro slid his arm around me, pulling me closer.
I slipped the small book down into the sport brassiere I was wearing—my bosom would hold it in place, preventing it from getting misplaced again—then cuddled up against my brother’s side, resting my head against his shoulder. His happy giggles chased away the remnants of my worries—the sound transported me back to our childhood in Sokovia, when Mama and Papa had still been alive and our lives had been safe and secure.
Happy moments like this were far more important than searching for a state that would accept us; the warmth of his embrace reminded me that no matter where we might be, as long as we were together… we were home.
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C H A P T E R ☿ T W E N T Y
THERE ARE TWO TYPES OF people in the world; those who cannot successfully tell a lie, and those who glibly spin a web of deceit so believable that Saint Peter himself would swear that their words were the pure, unmitigated truth. My mama was one of the former—on the few occasions when she tried to offer up some excuse for not visiting a neighbor or helping out at an event sponsored by the church, her conscious would get the better of her within minutes, filling her with so much guilt that she immediately came clean. My father… he was the opposite—he could look a person in the eye and tell the most blatant of lies without a smidge of remorse or the slightest hint of guilt eating away at his soul. Pietro and I… we are a blend of both our parents; we can lie as easily as drawing breath when it is required, never admitting the real truth—but doing so weighs on us heavily, leaving a nagging sense of aching contrition that takes days… sometimes weeks to fade. It is a skill neither of us realized we possessed until we took to the streets when we lost our home—before that, we were honest to a fault. Like learning to steal, we had to adapt and learn how to lie—we had no choice if we wanted to survive and stay together.
Out of the two of us, I happen to be a much better liar than my brother; it is the one area where my intuitive, empathetic sense actually comes in handy. It has always been fairly easy for me to read peoples moods by their gestures and expressions—I can tell when their suspicions are reared and when they are allayed, which makes it easy for me to say the right words to make them believe, embellishing or retracting my deception to just the right fit… all the while hating myself for doing it. Sometimes at night when I curled up in the dark, trying to fall asleep, I could almost hear my mother’s soft voice gently chastising me for my actions.
“Every time one of the sacred commandments is broken, it hurts God’s heart, Wanda—I want you to remember that the next time you think of telling a lie.”
On the days when I fibbed or stole, I often wondered if God was looking down on me with his face full of sad disappointment; that’s why, as a rule, I always stick to half-truths whenever possible—the burden of guilt is not nearly as bad when the truth is simply misdirected rather than completely concealed. I latch on to the closest possible thing I can, merging it with the facts to weave a slightly skewed version of reality—and my method has never failed to work… however, I had a sinking suspicion that my normal tricks wouldn’t work on someone as sharp and wily as the Professor.
“Ah! I was beginning to wonder if the bedbugs had eaten you up,” he teased as soon as I tugged open the door.
“We were getting presentable—“ I retorted. It was the truth, in a manner of speaking. “—we have to take turns using the closet.”
“Is that where your brother is?” His dark eyes flicked around the murky dimness, searching for Pietro—nodding, I turned and headed down the stairs, trailing my hand along the stone wall for support.
“Yes—he is taking care of his morning bathroom business.” I flopped down on the blanket, groaning—the longer I stood up, the more the walls of the basement seemed to sway around me.
“I am sorry you feel poorly chavi… but at the same time, I hope this has taught you an important lesson.”
“It has—never to listen to an old man when he tells me it is okay to drink,” I muttered, rubbing my temples.
His laughter was far too loud for my head—almost as booming as the knock that had originally disturbed our sleep. “Poor girl—don’t worry… my concoction will help. Once you drink it, I suggest the two of you try and get more rest. Sleep is the best cure for a hangover.”
“If this is what people feel like when they drink, it is a wonder anyone does it,” I grumbled.
“Some find it a small price to pay for losing their inhibitions so easily,” he replied.
“Then they deserve to feel sick—I personally would rather feel inhibited.” Even as I said it, I knew it wasn’t completely true—for the kisses and caresses I’d shared with Pietro, I would gladly drink a whole gallon of vodka and suffer a hundred times worse than what I was feeling. I ducked my head, hiding my face—afraid my expression would betray the path my thoughts had taken.
“Remember that then next time you feel inclined to—”
“We won’t be doing it again,” I said firmly, my eyes flicking up to meet his. “In fact… I am going to pour the rest of it out when I feel better.”
The look of horror that crossed his face was almost comical.” That is a terrible waste of fine Russian vodka, chavi—”
“Then you take it—but only if you promise me will drink it in moderation.”
He chuckled, moving back towards the stairs. “You are quite the mother hen, little one—always looking out for those around you. It is a very mature quality in someone so young.”
I shrugged. “It is what I am meant for… like my own mama was before me.”
The old man froze with one foot on the bottom step, his head snapping around—eyes stabbing me with a piercing gaze. “What do you mean by that, chavi?”
“I have known since I was small what my purpose in this world is—to be a good wife and mother, like mama. It is all I have ever wanted—”
“Wanda, it would be a sin to waste your intelligence like that.” His voice was reproachful—I scowled, not liking his tone. “You should continue your studies—
“That is absurd—it is like saying a man has to become a soldier because he is big and strong, even if the idea of war disturbs him. Or saying a woman must become a model or showgirl just because she is beautiful and has a nice figure, completely overlooking and ignoring the fact that in her heart she wants to become a nun and devote herself to the Church.”
“But think of all that you could achieve—important things you could do that might benefit others!”
“Being a housewife and mother is just as important as being a doctor or a lawyer or a scientist, Professor, and it is a million times more important than being a politician—raising children and teaching them to be good, decent people is the most important job of all. Neither of us would be here right now if it weren’t for women who chose to have babies, you know.”
“Yes I am aware of that, thank you—” he muttered sarcastically, tugging at his beard. “I just mean that with your intelligence… you could cure diseases, Wanda… come up with astounding new theories in the sciences or mathematics or discover a way to solve problems that no one has considered—”
“I couldn’t—you have to be driven to make those kind of discoveries, and my heart would not be in things like that. It would distract me with longing to be taking care of my home and family. Just because I am smart doesn’t mean those things interest me—they bore me to tears and leave me frustrated. I will use my intelligence to help my children grow and thrive—that’s what God intended for me.”
“You should still go to University, Wanda. You might change your mind later—”
“For a while I wanted that, but realistically… it would be a waste of time and resources. You and I both know that anything they could teach me I can learn on my own—you said as much, remember? Why should I take the place of some person who has worked hard because they want to be there? I should perhaps monopolize the Professors time as opposed to letting them work with students who have the desire to achieve those things you said?” I scoffed, shooting him a pointed look. “Surely that in and of itself would be a far greater sin than my doing what I know in my heart is the right thing.”
He sighed, tilting his head back and gazing up at the ceiling as if it were Heaven and he a Saint whose patience I greatly tried. “Is it possible to ever win an argument with you, chavi?”
“If it makes you feel better… just imagine how much harder it would be to best me if I actually studied debating techniques—surely that alone is enough to make you grateful that I prefer the life of a housewife.” I smiled sweetly as he groaned at my logic.
“If anything that makes me more determined that you should go—I’ve said it before and I will say it again… you would make an excellent attorney or politician. You could fight for social issues… make a real difference not just in this country… but in the world.”
“I don’t want to fight and argue—I want to be a homemaker. Do you know what makes me happy? Finding things that make this place nicer and improve our living situation. Preparing a meal for my brother, knowing that I am taking care of him and his needs. My mother… she used to sing while she cleaned—her voice full of happiness.” I glared up at him, all trace of good humored teasing gone from my voice. “How dare you imply that something she enjoyed was worthless!”
“Calm down—”
“I most certainly will not—If I’d known you were coming over just to berate the things I dream of and harp at me, I would have chosen to stay in bed.”
“I am not harping, child. I’m expressing an interest in your future—that is what you are supposed to do when you care about someone.”
“Well I wish you would care enough to remember I have a splitting headache—you are hardly going to change my mind when I feel cross and sickly,” I grumbled, making a face.
“Alright, alright—I promise I will let it go… for now.” He made a face right back at me, moving towards the stairs.
“Are you leaving? I thought—”
“I have to get the things I brought—I didn’t want to waste time unloading the car if the two of you were dead to the world again.”
“Let me help you—” I started to push myself up off the floor—he waved me off, scowling.
“I can do it—moderate exercise is good for me. You might check on your brother though—he is taking an awfully long time in there, yes?”
Since I could very well imagine exactly what Pietro was doing, my face heated with embarrassment; I ducked my head down, but thankfully he was already out the door, unable to see my red cheeks. I scampered over to the closet, knocking on the door, my voice little more than a hushed whisper. “Pietro… hurry up in there! He is wondering what is taking you so long!”
The only response was a muffled moan—I bit my lip, fighting to ignore the way my stomach fluttered in response to the sound. I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that I should shove the sound from my mind; the Professor would be back within minutes—it was hardly the time to be letting my imagination wander. Unfortunately, I was slowly starting to learn a very important lesson—in some instances, biology… or rather, hormones… trumps logic every time.
“You stop that right now Pietro Maximoff,” I whispered fiercely, pressing my lips up against the crack in the door. “If I have to be aching then you do too—it’s only fair!”
He didn’t answer; huffing, I moved away from the door before he could make another sound that might stir my body even more. Pacing, I glared at the closet, just waiting for the door to open—hoping he’d come out before the old man returned so I could give him a piece of my mind. To keep my thoughts from straying to his activities, I focused on mentally reciting the most boring thing I could think of—the periodic table of elements was sure to numb my mind, chasing away the images that kept trying to take root. I was all the way to Lanthanum before the Professor reappeared at the top of the stairs, his arms completely full—I hurried up the steps to help him, freezing when I saw what was hidden beneath the bags.
“You left this in the car last night, chavi,” he held out the large basket I’d carried through the restaurant—I scowled, backing up a step.
“I don’t want it—”
“Don’t be silly. You know, thanks to all the hullabaloo last night, I didn’t notice it’s weight. I think perhaps Simza might have added some goodies from her kitchen before she brought it out to you—I can’t imagine the women in the restaurant having more than trinkets and baubles on them.”
I eyed the basket warily, still not wanting any part of anything that had ties to the horrible incident. “You should take it back to them.”
He shook his head, brushing past me—heading down the stairs and straight for the blanket in the middle of the floor, plopping it down where I’d been sitting. “They wouldn’t accept it, chavi—that would mean their recompense had not been paid.”
I followed after him, glaring at the hateful thing for a moment before turning my attention to the other bags he held. “And what is all that? I thought you were just going for aspirin?”
“Ach—I never said that, child. I said I was going to get something to help you feel better.”
“And this requires three bags?”
“Well… no, not exactly. I might have brought something else as well.” He flashed me a sheepish grin, holding out one of the bags. “It cost me nothing, so don’t get your tail feathers ruffled—I had them at home.”
I shot him a disapproving look before pawing at the contents of the bag—a soft sound of excitement escaping me. “Nightclothes! You brought us real nightclothes!”
“They might be a little big, but they’ll do—far more proper than sleeping in undergarments, yes?”
“Pietro! You have real pajamas again!” I called out excitedly, moving to upend the contents of the bag on to our mattress. Grabbing one of the nightgowns, I held it up in front of me; it hung all the way down to my toes, but I didn’t care—the fuzzy flannel material would keep me toasty warm. “Thank you sir! I haven’t had a real nightgown since… well… you know.”
“Remind me when the weather gets too warm for those and I’ll bring over some made of lighter material—I told you there are tons of things wasting away at my house.”
Though there was no reproach in his voice, I felt ashamed that we’d stood him up; he’d probably been looking forward to having our company, only to have us disappoint him. “I’m sorry, Professor—we really did intend to come by today.”
“Don’t worry yourself about it,” he waved off my apology, dropping one of the remaining bags beside the nightclothes I’d spilled out on our makeshift bed. “I was just concerned… afraid something had happened. I wish there was a telephone here… then I wouldn’t worry so much.”
“There is one,” I pointed out. “It is upstairs, in the kitchen.”
“I meant a working phone, Wanda.” He muttered, looking vexed. “A nonworking telephone is as useful as one made with a string and two tin cans.”
“I was being facetious,” I said, drily.
He arched a bushy brow. “In my day… we called it being cheeky.”
“Perhaps if I’d meant it disrespectfully—but I didn’t. I was simply teasing you.”
“Ah. Well, therein lies the problem. You will have to excuse me—it has been quite a long time since I was on the receiving end of such tormenting from a teenage girl.”
“Tormenting?” I scoffed. “You know, I am beginning to think you are prone to being overly dramatic. Pietro… he does this too. Is it a thing all men share?”
“I would say that depends on who you ask. A man will say no, while a woman would say most definitely.” He chuckled softly. “My sister… she used to say that I regressed from a full grown man to a fussy toddler when I was ill. She never realized I was acting weak and feeble so she would pamper me.”
“Did you ever stop to consider that she might not have been as naïve as you think? Perhaps she did realize it was all an act, but she simply enjoyed doting on you far too much to call you out on your actions,” I said primly—feeling the need to take the side of his absent twin. “I know that I definitely like taking care of my brother, especially when he whines and acts pitiful—it makes me feel good to know that I am seeing to his needs.”
“There you have the crux of the whole issue, chavi—as siblings mature, we poor brothers replace the doll babies our sisters have outgrown.”
“Don’t be ridiculous—I only had one doll, and it was a girl. And I certainly never had time to outgrow her—she was lost in the rubble along with everything else we owned.” I retorted, glancing over my shoulder at the sound of the rusty hinges squeaking on the closet door.
“What are you two bickering about out here?” Pietro shot the Professor an angelic smile—I rolled my eyes, still quite irritated that he’d been able to satisfy the itch we both felt while I’d been left suffering.
“We aren’t bickering—we are discussing things about siblings.” I moved over to the blanket, sinking down beside the basket—having Pietro near me soothed away the unease I felt about accepting anything even remotely tied to Hanzi and Tsura; it was replaced by the anticipation that always accompanied opening presents—a childlike sense of excitement that is pure and unrestrained, holding no prejudice about the circumstances surrounding the gift or the people involved in its giving. Pietro sat down beside me as I tugged away the scarf covering the contents of the basket; immediately his hand shot out—I swatted it away, scowling fiercely. “This is my surprise—you got earrings!”
“Selfish!” He huffed, his lower lip sliding forward, jutting out in a sulky pout.
“I am not! You know I’ll share whatever is inside, but at least let me have the first look. I didn’t get a chance to even peek last night before I got grabbed.”
He shot me a remorseful look. “Sorry… I didn’t think about that.”
“It’s okay… besides, there’s probably nothing much to see. It’s not like they would have anything we could really use in their purses.”
“You might be surprised—after all, jewelry can be sold,” the Professor offered.
“True. If we can find an honest shopkeeper who will give us a fair price.” My gaze fell on the ring that decorated my thumb; it was the single thing I wouldn’t sell, no matter how much it might bring—the strange, makeshift ceremony Simza had performed using it to bind Pietro and I together insured that I would cherish it forever.
Tearing my eyes away from my hand, I examined the contents of the basket; immediately, I glanced up at the old man who’d transported it, eyeing him suspiciously. “I think perhaps Simza is not the only person who added to this basket. Maybe it is just me…” I held up a package of toothbrushes, “but I cannot see a lady carrying this on a dinner date.”
“Toothbrushes!” Pietro grabbed the package, practically bouncing with excitement. “I get the green one!”
“Toothbrushes that just happen to be in our favorite colors,” I pointed out, still staring suspiciously at the Professor.
“I have no idea how that got in there,” he said, not bothering to hide his smile, “nor the toothpaste.”
I made a humping noise, peering back into the basket—my eyes flicking over the items scattered inside; there was much more than I anticipated. Several scarves in bright, cheery colors… bracelets and rings—even two delicate looking silver combs that I could use to pull back my hair. I grabbed a small gold compact, fumbling with the catch—pleased to find a miniature sewing kit inside instead of the face powder I’d anticipated. “Look! Isn’t that clever?”
Pietro glanced at it, making a face. “If you say so. Hey… what’s this?”
“It looks like some sort of herbs… or maybe tea?” I reached over, taking the oversized bottle from his hand—trying to decipher the spidery handwriting on the label. “Professor… do you speak the language this is written in?”
He leaned over, studying the label—only to snatch it from my hand a moment later. “You won’t need that until you are older.”
“Why? What is it?” I peered up at him, confused at the blush that rushed across his cheeks.
“Simza is a healer of sorts… people go to her for herbal remedies.” He tucked the bottle away in his pocket.
“So… it’s medicine?” I persisted.
“Not exactly.” He tugged at his beard, frowning. “It is what a married woman takes when she wants to postpone having children.”
“Oh… you mean… okay.” I dropped my eyes, trying to hide behind my hair—trying to busy myself with the baskets contents until my embarrassment faded.
“Yes… well… as I said, you have no need of such things now. I will have to have a word with her when I see her again… it is scandalous, her giving such a thing to a child.”
My rooting fingers brushed against paper; I pulled out the scarves, setting them aside—eyeing the large bulky envelope that was buried in their midst. A rubber band wrapped around it, holding a note in place—one written in the same handwriting that I’d seen on the bottle. “And this? Does this need to wait until I’m older too?”
Frowning, he took it from my hands, his brow furrowing. “It says… ‘a girl’s chastity is more priceless than gold—I am sorry that this compensation for the threat made against yours is so unworthy.
“Well that’s truthful, at least.” Pietro scowled, scooting closer to me—sliding an arm around my shoulders. “They had no right to—”
“Holy mother of God!”
Our heads jerked up at the old man’s startled exclamation—he was staring into the envelope with a look of shock on his face. “She must have emptied out the safe!”
“What—”
“It’s money, chavi—there must be over two thousand Euro in here!”
“She stole from her niece?” I asked, too shocked at the thought to properly process what he’d said.
“No—Tsura passes herself off as the owner, but Simza is the one who put up the money to start the restaurant. They are partners, in a manner of speaking.”
Pietro’s grip tightened on my arm—his anxiety bit at my skin like a swarm of angry gnats. “Are you sure it is to make up for what happened? Perhaps the old woman thinks to buy Wanda—”
“She wouldn’t do that,” I said softly, interrupting him.
“You don’t know that—”
“I do. I don’t know how I know… I just feel it, Pietro. I trust her—out of all of the people there… she is the only one who truly wanted nothing more than to give us a special celebration. I don’t think she had anything to do with the other stuff… remember, she went and got the crone… and Hanzi certainly didn’t seem to want her there.”
“She’s right son—bride snatching… it is not the sort of thing Simza would approve of. She was raised to be an apprentice to the chóv’háni—it is a position that gives women a stronger voice among the tribe. In her heart, she will always believe that a girl has the right to choose her own destiny—without men having any say in the matter. It seems clear to me that is why she involved Tebera last night… it was her way to insure that Tsura would not instigate grabbing Wanda again in the future.”
“Perhaps… but we want no part of their filthy money,” Pietro growled, glaring at the envelope. “You take it—as payment for what we owe you.”
“Pietro… it is far more than—”
“No… he’s right,” I said softly. “We have agreed to let you help us with things… over time, I am sure that will end up costing far more than the amount in your hand.”
“I am not helping you with expectations of repayment, Wanda—”
“Give what you can—that is the very first lessons you passed on to me. Right now, for the very first time ever… we can do that sir. Please don’t take away our chance at honoring the memory of the first of us by following in their footsteps.”
His eyes moved between us, his mouth compressing into a thin, grim looking line; I could tell he was weighing my words—contemplating their merit as he tried to find a plausible argument for declining the money.
“It is truly what I want, Professor. I won’t change my mind.” My voice was firm—no matter how good Simza’s intentions might be, I agreed with Pietro; I wanted no part of any money that Tsura might have claim to.
He sighed, riffling through the bills. “Fine… I will accept it on one condition. Tomorrow morning, I will go to my bank and open a new savings account—one that yields a high rate of interest. The money will remain there, untouched, until a day comes when you need it—”
“We won’t touch it—”
“Chavi… I am an old, sick man. As much as I would like to promise you that I will be here to help the two of you until you are fully grown, the reality is… I won’t. The way my doctor is talking… it will only be by the grace of the Most High that I will be able to spend a single Christmas with you both. When I am gone… you will need this money and the interest it collects.”
Hot tears filled my eyes—I ducked my head down as they slipped free, hiding them from his view; automatically, Pietro pulled me closer, stroking my hair in an attempt to soothe me.
“Shhh Pietra… it is alright. Doctors… they don’t know anything. They don’t believe in miracles—but we do. We will have faith and you will see… with our prayers and his medicines… he will be with us for years to come. Trust me.”
“I am sorry little one… I did not mean to make you cry.”
“She is very sensitive.” My brother’s voice was gruff and protective—I clung to him, burying my face in the warmth of his neck. “My sister feels things too deeply—Mama said it was a as much a curse as it was a blessing. The thought of an animal dying is enough to put her out of sorts—thinking such a thing about someone she cares for? It is a million times worse.”
“I did not think she would care so much for an old man who is little more than a stranger—”
“Well I do,” I mumbled, choking back a sob, “and the more time we spend with you… the harder it gets to think about you dying.”
“I suppose I have been very selfish… inserting myself into your lives when you have lost so much already.” Pietro tensed—a moment later, I felt the strong press of the old man’s arms as he knelt down, enveloping both of us in an embrace. It was a bittersweet moment—the first time since our parent’s deaths that we’d felt the shared comfort of being embraced as one. “Please know that when I leave this earth… I will finally be at peace. I know my Beloved is waiting for me, just on the other side of the veil. She is impatiently counting down the seconds until I hold her in my arms again. From the moment she left me… I have been only half alive. You see… when she took her last breath, she took part of me with her. Since then… I have wanted nothing more than to be with her… to be whole again, the way God intended us to be.”
“Surely your sister waits there too,” Pietro offered softly. “Seeing your twin again must be far more important than seeing anyone else. I would want to see Wanda more than anyone… even more than Mama and Papa.”
“Of course—it goes without saying that Yuliana is always the most important person to me, chavo. At times I can almost feel her presence, as if even now she lingers, unable to enter the gates of Paradise without me by her side—” His voice broke, trailing off; he cleared his throat, pulling away—perhaps not wanting us to see the unshed tears that sparkled in his deep, dark eyes. “Enough sadness—I believe I am supposed to be making you feel better, not worse, yes? May I borrow your workspace to prepare my special tonic, chavi?”
I swiped at my cheeks—casting a wary look in his direction. “Are you sure aspirin won’t do the trick?”
“Unfortunately, it won’t—it would help your head, of course, but not your queasy stomach. Now which one of you will help your decrepit old friend to his feet?”
Pietro and I moved as one, each reaching for opposite hands; the old man chuckled as we tugged him up—immediately heading to the workbench with his remaining shopping bag. “No peeking—this is an old family recipe. I will call you when it is ready.”
“In case you have not noticed, you are right out in the open—we can’t help but see what you’re doing,” I pointed out.
“This is true, but you can occupy yourselves with something else while I work, yes? Just pretend I am not here and do whatever you would be doing in my absence.”
His words were a catalyst—immediately, images of what I wanted to be doing flared to life in my head; my cheeks heated as my eyes met Pietro’s—his face was flushed too, telling me that his thoughts had taken the exact same route as mine. Shoving aside my yearning for the sweetness of his lips, I hid behind my hair, stooping to grab the basket off of the floor. “I should put these things away—Pietro… do you feel up to fetching us some water?”
“I don’t know… I’m still a little wobbly… but if you were to help me I think I could manage—the burden isn’t nearly as heavy for two as it is for one.”
His eyes flicked over to the old man, checking to make sure we weren’t being watched before his gaze returned to me—the look on his face clearly expressing that there was more on his mind then the chore we were discussing; biting my lip, I nodded slowly—perhaps it was a foolish risk to take, but there was no way I could resist. “Of course—we make a good team.”
His lips quirked up in a mischievous smile as I set the basket on the shelf, moving to grab the pitcher from its place on the workbench.
“Ah! I said no peeking, Wanda!” The old man waved me away, trying to hide the bottles he’d set out before him.
“I am only getting the water pitcher,” I huffed—sticking out my tongue at him as I headed for the stairs.
As we moved through the kitchen and out the back door, a strange, unfamiliar tension lingered between us; it was more than just nerves about the risk we were taking in stealing a few minutes together with the Professor near—rather, it was a sort of eager expectation, speeding my pulse so much that I could hear my heartbeat echoing in my ears. I was hyper aware of Pietro’s lithe, lean body moving beside me—the brief space between us felt heavy and dense, charged with electricity that danced along my skin, leaving me aching for him to close the distance, even if it was simply to brush his hand against mine. Only when he did just that a moment later, it did not relieve the heaviness—it somehow increased it, making it a hundred times worse.
“While I draw up the water, wander over like you are inspecting the work we did yesterday. Head for the willow—it’s not visible from the house,” he whispered, his hand claiming mine for a brief second—giving it a gentle squeeze.
I nodded, glancing over my shoulder at the house—half expecting to see the old man had followed us up to linger in the doorway; it was a groundless fear, of course—but it was better to err on the side of caution than to risk exposing our secret to prying eyes that might be unfavorably judgmental.
Though I tried my best to appear aloof and nonchalant as I wandered among the freshly tilled beds, my shoulders remained as stiff and unyielding as a wooden plank, refusing to relax; I could not say for certain whether it was the looming threat of being caught or the all-consuming need I felt for Pietro’s touch that had me wound tighter than a spring—though if I were to hazard a guess it would be the later of the two.
Ducking beneath the ends of the drooping, twiggy limbs of the large tree that dominated the garden, I leaned against the trunk, gazing up at the skeletal branches that formed a cage around me; in the spring and summer when the tree was covered in soft green leaves, it would be a perfect place to hide away from the world and daydream, but as it was, the poor tree looked quite pathetic. I truly might have thought it dead had it not been for the hard, tiny nubs appearing on the bare boughs—in a few weeks, new shoots would start to appear.
My musing over the tree had a purpose—it was an attempt to distract me from the fact my brother labored nearby. I couldn’t let my mind—or my eyes—wander towards Pietro; I was already too worked up—watching the play of the muscles in his arms as he worked the crank would most assuredly shatter my meager control, and I couldn’t let that happen… not with the old man visiting.
“What are you thinking about, looking so serious and stern, sweet sister?” I jumped at the sound of his voice—he peered at me through the tangled branches, his lips curved up in a teasing smile.
“Nothing really,” I answered honestly, returning his smile with a coy one of my own. “I was simply trying not to watch you.”
His smile faded even as his brow wrinkled up—I could feel his confusion lapping against my skin. “Why?”
“Because seeing you work… it makes me feel things.” I dropped my eyes, cheeks heating with an embarrassed flush.
“What kind of things?” I could hear the clattering of the branches as he moved through them, but I didn’t look up—not until his fingers gently brushed against my chin, tilting it back so that our eyes could meet. “Wanda?”
“Naughty things,” I whispered, stretching up to kiss his cheek.
His smile returned, wider than before. ““This means... you like watching me do these things?”
“Oh yes… very much. You are well on your way to becoming a very strong man,” I murmured, nuzzling against his jaw.
“As strong as Papa?”
“Even stronger.” My words tickled against his lips as he turned his head; he slid his arms around me, pulling me closer as he sighed.
“We can’t stay out here too long… he’ll come looking for us.”
“I know… but I must have one proper kiss before we go in,” I said, playing with the buttons on his shirt. “Otherwise I will be very disappointed.”
He chuckled, his fingers gently kneading my lower back in a way that made me shiver. “Well we certainly can’t have that—I don’t ever want to disappoint you, Pietra.”
“Then stop talking and kiss me alrea—”
His mouth claimed mine, abruptly silencing my demand; I made a happy sound against his lips, leaning into him—losing myself in the heavenly sensation of his mouth moving against mine.
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The darkness pressed against me as I crept through the shadows—willing myself to be invisible as I wandered the poorly lit streets. When I snuck out of the basement window, it was well past eleven o’clock—it had taken over an hour of walking to near my destination. The wee hours of the morning were hardly the safest time for a fifteen year old girl to be out on her own in Novi Grad, but I had no choice—with our birthday in three days, I was running out of time.
Skirting the dim pool of light beneath a broken streetlamp, I stuck close to the shadows, listening intently for any sign of life around me. I’d taken care with the way I was dressed, hiding the curves I’d developed beneath a heavy, bulky sweat suit and I’d piled my hair up underneath a cap that belonged to Pietro, but still… I was nervous. Hopefully anyone who saw me would think I was a short, stocky boy—I clutched on to that thought, praying that it would prove true and keep me safe.
Another two blocks down, I veered off the sidewalk, hurrying across a deserted parking lot to enter the dark mouth of the alley opening on the far side; another half block and I was there—scaling the rusty, broken fire escape that should have been condemned years before. Holding my breath, I made my way up to the only illuminated window in the building—trying not to look down at the ground four stories below. I knocked softly, knowing the woman inside would be cross—the blind jerked up, revealing a wrinkled, scowling face; Simza opened the window, reaching out to steady me as I climbed inside.
“Late!”
“I know, I’m sorry Bibi Simza… he took forever to fall asleep—and it is a very long walk.”
Making a tsking noise, she moved further into the room—over to the long, narrow table that dominated the center of the floor. “Tovar drive you home when you go. Almost ready.”
“You are positive it works? It will make things… safe?” My cheeks flushed, clearly displaying my embarrassment for her to see.
She chuckled, nodding as she reached up, snagging a bundle of dried herbs from the low hanging rack above her—I watched, fascinated as she broke off two stems, her fingers nimbly crumbling the leaves up in the large glazed clay bowl that sat in front of her. “One cup special tea. Every day. When you ready for baby… no more tea.”
Nodding, I leaned back against the wall, trying not to fidget as she replaced the bundle of herbs, grabbing another and repeating the gesture. “How long until it takes effect?”
She grunted, grabbing a large pestle—grinding the contents of the bowl into a fine, dark powder. “Sunrise to sunrise… one full day—all you need to be certain.”
Her words eased back the prickling anxiety that had dominated my thoughts and gnawed at my insides. One day… I still had three… plenty of time to prevent accidents.
Pietro might be prepared to wait, hoping that in time we could make the Professor understand, but I wasn’t nearly as patient as he was; we had no way of knowing how long that would take, or if he would ever agree to help us. Even if the old man said yes, we would have to schedule and appointment, then even more time would be wasted waiting to get into the clinic and for whatever they prescribed me to take effect.
I’d had more than enough waiting to last me a lifetime—three whole years’ worth. It was far better for me to take things into my own hands and do what needed to be done, making my own preparations… after all, sometimes, the old ways… the natural ways… they are the very best.
In three days’ time, we would be sixteen—that magical number that meant there were no more restrictions… no more torturous, teasing games, or ignoring our body’s needs. No more excuses… no more pulling away—no more worrying about what was right or what was wrong.
In three days’ time, thanks to Simza’s concoction, I would give my brother the most priceless thing I owned for our birthday.
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An Unexpected Lesson : The Twins First American Christmas
OUR FIRST CHRISTMAS IN America was nothing like what I’d imagined it would be—in our homeland, the holiday was focused on celebrating the miraculous birth of the Savior, while sharing good tidings with family and friends. Our family would attend church service on Christmas Eve and then, if Mama insisted, we might go caroling; when we returned home, we would open our presents, then a few of our elderly neighbors who didn’t have families of their own would join us for some of Mama’s special holiday tea. The adults would take turns telling stories long into the night—Pietro and I always fell asleep curled up beneath the Christmas tree long before they were done. Of course, my memories of those special Christmases are slowly becoming fuzzy, half-remembered things; they have been faded by the passing of time… and shadowed by the loss of our parents. I suppose I was expecting to feel that same sense of wonder and goodwill in America as the holiday approached, but unfortunately, I discovered that things seem very, very different here in the States.
In my opinion, most Americans seem to lose complete control of common good sense when the holiday season rolls around. The exorbitant amount of money that is wasted on foolish, useless things is quite appalling—it is almost as though the people here think that Christmas is about consumerism. I completely understand putting up a tree and purchasing one or two gifts for the people you love, but for me, the true meaning of Christmas has always been about helping those who are in need. Perhaps it is just me, but I think the money that is wasted on decorations and fancy wrapping paper would be better used to provide food and blankets to the homeless that live on the streets. It tears at my heart that some people really seem to believe it is more important to drape a house in colored lights, or to place a life sized nativity scene in their yard than to save a person’s life—maybe because I can easily remember what it felt like when my brother and I didn’t have a home of our own. I can still feel the chill of those freezing, icy nights, when all I wanted was something warm to huddle underneath, and a decent meal for my empty, aching belly. Pietro… he remembers it too—that’s why we decided to start our own Christmas tradition: we would do our best to help the people that society chose to ignore.
Which, coincidentally, is why we began stockpiling things three weeks ago and sneaking them up to our suite. None of our teammates had the slightest inkling what we were doing—we didn’t want them volunteering out of guilt, or in some sort of misguided attempt to win our trust—but fate had other plans.
I’d just returned from a last minute trip into the nearest town; I was on my way up to the suite, my arms laden down with plastic shopping bags full of thick, fleecy sweat suits when I ran into Stark on the stairs—and when I say ran into, I actually mean just that. He rounded the corner, completely consumed with the paperwork in his hands—slamming into me so hard that he almost knocked me off my feet. Instinctively I dropped my bags, grabbing for the metal rail—afraid I was going to tumble backwards down the stairs.
My muttered curse caught his attention; he glanced up at me, surprised—his eyes slowly dropping to the spilled contents of my parcels. “Little witch… we’ll provide you with training clothes—”
“They’re not for me,” I snapped. “They are Christmas presents.”
“The entire team has the appropriate—”
“They’re not for the team.” I scowled at him, bending down to gather up the clothing—groaning when I realized one of the bags had split at the seam.
“Here… let me help.” To my surprise, he stooped down to help me, stacking the sweat suits in his arms. “So… who are they for?”
“If you must know, the homeless. Pietro and I are going to hand them out tonight.”
“Christmas isn’t technically until tomorrow,” he quipped, flashing me a grin.
“Tomorrow we are going to be busy—we are going to an orphanage,” I muttered, getting to my feet.
“Orphanage?”
“Yes… you know… a place where children who don’t have families live.” I shot him a dark look. “With all your money, it never occurred to you to do something charitable at Christmas time?”
He didn’t seem put off by my accusation. “Of course—I’m just not quite so… involved. I write a check.”
“Well I’m sure that is a very big comfort to all the little children who live there, waiting for a Father Frost that never appears,” I said sarcastically, juggling my bags as I attempted to move past him. “You realize that most of the money from your checks probably ends up in the administrator’s pockets, right?”
“Hold on… one thing at a time—who the hell is Father Frost?”
I blushed. “You know what I mean… here he is Santa Claus.”
“Hmmm. Tell me, are you always this cynical?”
“Yes—but that doesn’t change the facts. I researched it—donations go to administrative expenses, then housings costs and food. Most of these children have been in the system for years—they’ve never had a real Christmas, with toys or games. They’re given things like second hand clothing and school supplies.”
“So you and your brother are going to play Santa… excuse me… Father Frost… for the homeless and the orphans this year?”
I could feel his curious gaze on me—it made me distinctly uncomfortable. I shrugged. “In a manner of speaking.”
We hit the top of the landing—I tried not to glance over at the elevator, but he caught my look of longing. “You can use it, you know—all you have to do is press the button. It’s a relatively easy process.”
“No I can’t.” I said, frowning as I tried to ignore the temptation to give in—I still had four flights to climb, and my arms were beginning to feel like lead.
“Why not?” Ignoring my protest, he punched the button.
“Orders. Romanov forbid me to use it—I’m supposed to be building up strength in my legs.”
He smirked—his eyes dropping down to my legs. “I think she’d make an exception when you’re carrying twenty pounds of clothing, Wanda.”
“Orders are orders,” I said obstinately, turning away as the elevator door opened.
“Oh for God’s sake,” he muttered, dumping the sweatshirts on the floor and grabbing for my bags.
“Hey! Stop that—”
“You have to use the stairs—the bags don’t. I’ll meet you on your floor.” He gave a final hard jerk, pulling them out of my hands—smirking at my astonishment. “Better hurry—this thing moves fast.”
The doors closed before I could respond.
Irritated by his taunt, I sprinted up the remaining flights as fast as I could, ignoring the sharp ache that lanced my side as I hit the top step. I rounded the corner, trying to mimic the graceful way my brother always manages to skid to a stop—but as luck would have it, he inherited every single ounce of coordination, leaving me with none. I tripped over my own foot, landing in a heap outside the elevator just as the doors slid open.
Stark took one look at me and started laughing.
I glared at him, silently daring him to speak; lucky for him, the door to our suite jerked open before he summoned up a sarcastic response. Pietro came flying down the hall, his face full of concern as he dropped down beside me, pulling me into his arms. “What happened? I felt—”
“I… tripped,” I mumbled, burying my face in his neck.
“Are you alright? Did you hurt yourself?”
“Only my pride,” I whispered.
“She’s probably overtired from carting all these bags around,” Stark offered, setting them out in the hall. “I told her she should have used the elevator—”
“And I told you—I can’t.”
“What is all that? I thought we agreed we had enough?” Pietro’s forehead wrinkled as he gently helped me to my feet before moving over to paw through the bags.
“I wanted to make sure we had some spares… just in case. I don’t want anyone left out.” I grabbed two of the bags, moving towards our suite.
“What time are the two of you planning this little expedition?”
I dropped the bags inside the door, turning to eye Stark suspiciously; Pietro’s eyes flicked between us for a moment, then he scooped up the remaining bags, moving to my side. “In about an hour, I think. When we were homeless, we felt safer venturing out after dark—there was less chance of people harassing us when we dug through the trash for food. We’re assuming the people here will feel the same way we did.”
Stark winced—I wondered if he was feeling guilty for the part he played in destroying our home and leaving us to forage for scraps; Pietro’s eyes narrowed at the expression on the older man’s face—I could feel his irritation prickling through my mind. “When you are hungry and your choice is either starving or eating refuse, you don’t have the option to be finicky.”
I reached out, laying my hand on my brother’s arm as I gazed at Stark—immediately Pietro’s anger ebbed back, replaced by the warm, comforting brush of his mind against mine. “Why did you want to know? Was there something you needed us for… or…?”
“I thought I might join you—”
Our laughter cut him off; he scowled, his eyes darting between us. “What’s so funny about that?”
“I’m sorry,” I wheezed out, leaning against Pietro for support, “are you actually serious? You are volunteering to wander the streets with us… to interact with the homeless?”
Stark smirked. “Why not? I don’t have any pressing engagements—and you just chastised me for not being hands on, remember?”
I didn’t answer at first—instead I reached out, brushing the edges of his mind. I was searching for some hidden deception or ulterior motive, but there was none to find. Instead… surprisingly enough, I was shocked to find that the man genuinely wanted to spend the evening helping Pietro and I spread a little goodwill to those who needed it most. Arching a speculative brow, I withdrew from his head.
“Well? Convinced I’m not cooking up some dastardly scheme to foil your plans?” He asked sarcastically.
“Yes… actually, I am. If it is alright with Pietro, you can come. Dress warmly—but not ostentatiously. We want to blend in, not stand out.”
“Discretion is my middle name.” He handed me the sweatshirts, smiling. “I’ll send someone up to load all your gifts into one of the vans. See you in an hour.”
I watched him walk away, still not fully trusting his sudden charitable spirit; old grudges die hard—especially the ones that are stained with familial blood. When he finally disappeared around the corner, I glanced over at Pietro, jerking my head towards our suite. He followed me inside, watching in silence as I moved to unload the bags, adding the sweat suits I’d purchased to the appropriately sized stacks that I’d made along the wall.
“I don’t understand why he wants to come.” Pietro sank down on the couch, frowning.
“He doesn’t understand either, I think. He can’t imagine anyone willingly spending Christmas Eve wandering around in the cold, handing out clothing,” I murmured, crossing the room to climb into his lap. “He wants to spend the evening with us… to help us do this, since it is important to us.”
“Can a leopard change its spots?” He mumbled, nuzzling my cheek.
“Maybe in this case… the answer is yes. Maybe tonight he will truly see how these people suffer, and he will want to change that.” I kissed his cheek, pulling away. “We should get ready—I need to pack some snacks up for you… did you find the food I left?”
He huffed, rolling his eyes. “What was left of it—the others found it first.”
“I am sorry my love… we will stop and get you something on the way, yes?”
“I can wait until we get home.”
As I headed for the bedroom, I glanced over at the other stacks we’d made along the wall—immediately freezing in place. “Pietro… what did you do while I was gone?”
“Nothing… I—”
I turned around, narrowing my eyes. “Then pray tell me, dear brother… why there is a new stack of toys that was not there when I left.”
His head ducked down, but not before I saw the red flare up in his cheeks. “Well… you know… like you said… I don’t want anyone left out. And toys break, Wanda. This way they will have extra ones to share.”
Warm wetness prickled my eyes; I flew across the room, wrapping my arms around his neck—covering his face in kisses. He laughed, immediately joining the game, doing the same to me. When our lips finally met, the kissing war was over—both of us had won.
“Do I dare ask what I did to deserve that?” He asked, a little breathless as he pulled away.
“It was because you have a big, kind heart… and because I am a very lucky girl to have you. I love you so very, very much.” I murmured, smiling. “Now come on… I want to get changed before they show up for the blankets and clothes. God above forbid we make Tony Stark wait on us for a single minute—we’d never hear the end of it.”
“We have a whole hour,” he huffed, trying to grab me—I danced back, just out of reach, shooting him a teasing smile.
“None of that! If we start, we will get distracted.”
“Wanda,” he groaned, inching closer; his pout transformed into a feral smile as I darted around the couch. “Come on… tonight we will be out wandering the streets again, just like we used to do. Doesn’t that excite you just a little?”
I was far more excited by the hungry look in his eyes—but admitting that definitely wouldn’t be proactive. “Pietro… we don’t have time!”
“I can be very fast,” he said, eying the couch between us—he vaulted himself over the back of it, closing the distance between us.
I shivered, trying to ignore the heat that flared to life in the lower parts of my body. “Yes… but—”
“And you love it when I go fast, yes? Unless your moans of pleasure mean something else entirely…” he purred, reaching out and grabbing my arms.
“I do… but we can’t be late… think of how cold it is outside…” It was a half-hearted argument—he knew he had already won.
“We won’t be,” he murmured, slowly lowering his mouth, brushing it teasingly against mine. “You can time me…”
I groaned against his lips, leaning into his body—my mind merging with his as our mouths moved together in a hungry, desperate kiss. He smiled as my thoughts of surrender flowed between us—before I could blink, my clothing was scattered on the floor. A heartbeat later, my back hit the wall—then he was sliding inside me and all rational thought completely left my mind.
DESPITE OUR FRENZIED TRYST, we made it to the garage on time. The same could not be said for our teammate—we had to wait an additional twenty minutes for him to show up. That in and of itself was enough to make me prickly… and things just went downhill from there.
Stark didn’t have much to say as we drove into the city; his uncharacteristic reserve was making me almost as uneasy as his choice of clothes. When I’d said to dress down, I’d meant it—Pietro and I were both wearing dark colored sweats, similar to the ones we’d be passing out; I’d added a thick woolen shawl to help keep me warm—that was something my brother didn’t have to worry about, thanks to his hyped up metabolism .
Stark obviously had no idea what blending in meant—he was wearing a Santa Claus suit.
“Your outfit… it is very festive, yes?” Pietro asked, the corners of his mouth twitching up when the man had appeared in the garage.
“It’s seasonally appropriate,” Stark responded, climbing into the van without another word.
The entire trip, I fought against the urge to enter his mind—wondering what on earth he was thinking. This wasn’t a joke—we were trying to help people live through the harshness of winter’s freezing cold. I glared at the back of his head, ignoring Pietro’s soothing murmurs—he thought it was an amusing thing Stark had done… but me? I was just plain mad, though I held my tongue. I couldn’t afford to have my anger infect Pietro—if it did, and he attacked Stark… our wonderful plans would be ruined.
Thankfully he was far too excited to be affected by my mood; he’d spent the last week scouring the city at night—searching for the areas where people were most likely to try and find shelter from the cold. He directed the driver to an empty parking lot beside an old, abandoned warehouse in one of the poorest areas of town—then hopped out of the van, disappearing into the darkness.
Stark frowned, glancing back at me. “Where’s he going?”
“Wait and see,” I murmured, climbing out of the van. A moment later Pietro zipped up beside me, pushing a metal shopping cart—immediately taking off as soon as I stepped forward to claim it.
“Ingenious—I was wondering how you planned on transporting everything.” Stark moved to the back of the van, opening the rear doors.
“He’s stashed carts in each of the five locations we’ll be visiting,” I said, unable to keep the slightest hint of anger from seeping into my voice.
He stared at me for a moment, then jerked down the ridiculous cottony white beard that covered the bottom half of his face. “Do you want to tell me what I did wrong… or should I guess?”
I pursed my lips. “This is serious to us… not a joke. You mock us with that outfit.”
“Actually, it’s because of you that I’m wearing it, Little Witch.” He sank down on the bumper, his dark eyes tracking my movements as I began to transfer clothing and blankets from the van to the cart. “Odd that you of all people would forget that not all of the homeless are adults….”
I stopped, glancing up at him with a frown. “What do you mean?”
“Those children in the orphanage might not be the only ones that need to have Santa visit them… there might be some kids out here who are hoping he’ll remember them this year too.”
I stared at him, feeling a hot rush of shame race through me. “I… I apologize. I misjudged your motives.”
The air shifted beside me—Pietro skid to a stop with another shopping cart in tow. “What motives?”
“He dressed like that in case we come across any children,” I said softly. “I didn’t even consider it… we should have brought some toys—”
“Ah… but tonight you’re not Santa Claus—I am.” Stark smirked, pushing his beard back into place as he climbed up into the van; a moment later, a large red sack came flying out—Pietro caught it with one hand as our teammate hopped down to the pavement. “Toys. Not a lot of them… but hopefully enough. Best I could do with only an hour to spare.”
“We should have told you sooner… you might have produced a reindeer and a sleigh, yes?” Pietro grinned, handing him the bag.
“There’s always next year, kid.”
“He will hold you to that, you know. He might not look it, but my brother is still a child at heart,” I said, moving the last of the clothing for the stop we were at into the second cart.
“Does that mean he’ll be expecting toys under the Christmas tree?” Stark joked, watching as my brother hurried off down the street towards a man who was pawing through a dumpster.
“Yes… and he will have them.” I slammed the doors shut. He has always wanted a fancy model train set and a video game system. I got him both.”
“And what is it that you’ve always wanted, Wanda?” He hoisted his bag over his shoulder, shortening his strides to match mine as we set off after Pietro.
“For my brother and I to live a quiet, peaceful life, in a little home of our own.” I glanced over at him, smiling. “Somehow, I do not think Santa will be able to give that to me.”
His dark eyes looked fathomless as he studied me. “If you want peace and quiet… why did you join the team?”
“A long time ago, a very wise man told me something that touched my soul. He said that the most important rule is that we must help when we can. To do otherwise is an insult to our ancestors, and all of the people who wander.” I sighed, shaking my head. “I do not want a life of peace and quiet if it means another little girl has to watch her parents die, or that another little boy to be forced to grow up far too fast, trying to keep his sister safe on the streets. Although I abhor the thought of violence and fighting… I will do it so that others can have what I dream of.”
“You are a very complicated woman, Wanda Maximoff,” Stark said softly. The tone of his voice was almost reverent—as if I was some sort of enigma that he could not solve.
“You have no idea.” The mischievous voice beside me made me jerk—Pietro had doubled back, moving far too fast for me to see.
I made a face at my brother. “You’re one to talk—you are far more complicated than me.”
“Me? I am an open book. And one with large print, at that.” He shoved his cart at Stark with a smile. “Push that for a minute, will you? I need to make sure she stays warm. Hop up, little Pietra… we’ve got a lot of ground to cover, yes?”
Giggling, I braced my feel against the metal supports between the wheels of my cart; he shoved the basket hard, climbing up behind me—the wind stole our laughter as we rolled down the street. When we reached the corner, he hopped off, jerking me to a stop—waiting for Stark to catch up.
“I thought we were out here to work… not to have fun.”
“Work is fun, if you do it right,” I shot back, grinning. “Our Mama used to say that whenever you toil, do it with a song in your heart and it will bring a smile to your lips.”
“Ah! That is what we are missing! Carols, yes?” Pietro reclaimed his basket from Stark, his eyes dancing with excitement as they flicked between us.
“Pietro! No! You know—”
“That you cannot carry a tune? Yes, my sweet sister, but I still love the sound of your voice. What about you Stark—can you sing?”
“Not unless I’ve had a few drinks first.”
My brother huffed. “Fine… then I will sing on my own.”
I giggled as he cleared his throat in a dramatic fashion—my laughter increased at Starks look of amazement a moment later when Pietro began to sing.
“Adeste Fideles laeti triumphantes,
Venite, venite in Bethlehem.
Natum videte, Regem Angelorum…”
“Holy—he’s good!” Stark glanced over at me, his mouth practically hanging open.
“He used to be in the choir when we were little. Mama said he sounded like an angel straight from Heaven,” I said softly, my lips curving up in a gentle smile as my brother’s beautiful voice echoed down the street.
“Remind me to get him to sing the next time I have a party,” Stark muttered, still looking more than a little shell shocked at the sound of Pietro’s voice.
We walked two blocks before we saw another person—an old man peered at us from the shadowy recesses of an alley, drawn out of hiding by my brother’s cheerful song. I grabbed a blanket and a sweat suit from my cart, holding them out to him. “Hello sir… these are for you.”
He eyed me a moment, then slowly crept closer, looking wary. “What is this… some kind of a gag?”
“No sir… we just want you to be warm. And here—” Pietro dug in his pocket, pulling out a plastic card out of his pocket, holding it out to the man. “—it is nothing fancy… just the McDonalds… but there is enough on it for you to eat for a week.”
The man stared at him for a moment, then slowly reached out, taking the card; as he examined it, I stepped closer, wrapping the warm woolen blanket around his shoulders. “Merry Christmas, sir.”
His eyes darted up to mine—they were sparking with wetness that I pretended not to see. “I was about to give up. God done sent me help right when I needed it. Thank you missy… God Bless.”
I held out the sweat suit, smiling. “Just remember, when you are able… help someone else, yes?”
He nodded, taking the sweat suit from my hands—retreating into the shadows as he mumbled under his breath about angels roaming the streets. Stark stared into the dark alley with a look on his face that I’d never seen before—I reached over, laying my hand on his arm.
“Earlier… you wondered why we would want to do this—I saw it in your mind. You couldn’t imagine what was so important about spending Christmas Eve out on the streets. Now… you know.”
He tore his gaze away from the alley, his eyes meeting with mine. “Yes… yes, I do.” Clearing his throat, he glanced over at Pietro, who was watching me with a look of adoration on his face. “Well? What are you waiting for? We’ve got presents to deliver, kid—time for another tune.”
Pietro winked at me, then began singing a rendition of ‘O Holy Night’ in our mother tongue that was so heartfelt that I was certain my mother must surely be weeping up in Heaven. We continued walking—as soon as we turned the corner, the sound of a loud, excited voice interrupted Pietro’s song.
“Mama! Wake up! It’s really him—look!”
I froze, my eyes darting around the street, searching for the source of the sound; Pietro pointed to the parked car we’d walked past—a little girls face was pressed up against the window. Almost immediately, two more tiny faces appeared beside the first, then a sleepy looking woman sat up in the front seat—her eyes widening with surprise as they locked on Stark.
“It looks like you were right about getting to play Santa,” I murmured as we backtracked towards the car.
He smiled, waving at the children—loudly calling out ‘Ho, Ho, Ho’.
The window rolled down an inch—the woman looked terrified. “We don’t want any trouble—”
“Of course you don’t—that would land you on the naughty list.” Stark bellowed loudly. “Let me see… what do we have here… two little girls and a boy?”
The woman nodded, her eyes flicking from Stark to Pietro and me; I smiled, reaching out with my mind to project calming thoughts, with hopes of easing her fear. Stark dug through his sack—producing two stuffed animals and an action figure from its depths. “I do believe these have your names on them…”
Chewing at her lip, the woman looked back at her children—they were staring at the toys with wide, pleading eyes; she sighed, rolling down the window a little more. “Please… we didn’t mean any harm… we just needed a place to sleep tonight.”
“And your children just need Christmas presents,” Stark mumbled, thrusting them at the window. “Take them—it’s not a trick.”
She stared at the toys for a minute, then rolled the window the rest of the way down—wincing as the children began to shriek excitedly. “Thank you—”
“Are you a junkie?” He murmured softly as she passed the toys back to the children; he leaned against the car—watching as the little ones bounced around, examining their gifts.
“Wha—No! Why would you ask that?”
“Maybe because you’re sleeping in your car in the middle of winter,” he shot back.
“My husband ran off and left me with a stack of bills—I couldn’t afford a sitter so I lost my job… we got evicted.” Her eyes filled with tears as she glared at him. “You think you can judge me just because you’re handing out crummy toys—”
“No—I don’t.” He reached into his pocket, pulling out a business card. “You show up at that address on Monday. If you pass the drug test… you’ve got a job.”
“But my kids—”
“Don’t you worry about that—we’ll work it out.” He stared at her a moment, then dug into his pocket again, pulling out a wad of bills and holding it out to her. “Go get a hotel room—it’s not safe for your kids to be sleeping in the car. That should be enough to cover you until Monday—when you come in, I’ll have the address of an apartment you can use until you get back on your feet.”
She stared at the money. “I can’t—”
“You can. Don’t let pride stop you from doing right by your children.”
Wide eyed, she reached out—her hand trembled as she tool the bills. “Who… who are you?”
“Santa, obviously.” He jerked his thumb towards my brother and me. “Those are my elves.”
Scooping up his sack, he moved to join us—but the woman opened the door, climbing out of the car. Holding out the money, she shook her head. “This is almost a thousand bucks mister! I’ll never be able to pay that back!”
“Who said you had to?” Stark shot back over his shoulder. “Merry Christmas… I hope I’ll see you next week.”
I didn’t move until she got back in the car—and even then, I was spellbound for a moment, watching as she put her head down on the wheel and burst into tears. It wasn’t until the engine roared to life that I was finally spurred into motion—I moved my basket out of the way, waving at the children as she made a U-turn, heading North, towards a better part of the city.
“That was very nice—”
“Don’t” He cut me off gruffly. “Just let it go, Wanda.”
Pietro abandoned his basket for a moment, moving over to take my hand—his voice a soft whisper through my mind. “You were right… the leopard’s spots are changing right before our eyes.”
“Perhaps… or maybe the spots faded long before we met him and we just didn’t realize it because our anger made us blind.” I stretched up, kissing his cheek, then shot an impish smile at Stark. “I take back what I said earlier… maybe someday I will find that Santa has left what I wished for underneath the tree.”
He chuckled softly, glancing over at me. “Maybe so… I can tell you one thing for certain—he’s going to try his best to deliver it, Little Witch.”
“Three more streets, then it’s back to the van—there’s a large group of people over on Monticello who hole up in an abandoned church.” Pietro retrieved his basket, shooting me a grin. “Unless you are getting tired, little sister?”
“Never. I am not giving up until the van is empty… provided, of course, that your old, aged bones are not starting to ache.”
“Was that directed at me… or at Santa?” Pietro shot back, arching a brow. “After all, he is old enough to be our father, yes?”
“Watch it kid—I’m not that old.” Stark smiled, his eyes flicking from Pietro to me.
As I listened to my brother and Stark tease each other, I was filled with a sense of happiness that was so overwhelming that the only thing that mattered was letting it out. In that moment, I didn’t care that my voice was horrible, or that Stark might make fun of my inability to carry a tune—I just wanted to sing my favorite Christmas song, the way I’d done with Mama and Papa and my brother on the last Christmas that we’d shared. “Pietro… while we walk, you will sing the song to about the snow, please? If you do… I will sing it with you.”
“You will?” He looked surprised. “Okay…. Tony, do you know the words? You will sing too?”
Our teammate’s smile widened at my brother’s use of his Christian name. “I don’t know what song she means…”
“It is the one about snow at Christmas—” I offered, “—from the old movie, where the women wore the beautiful dresses and everyone danced.”
“Snow at Christmas…” he frowned, looking confused. “You mean ‘White Christmas’?”
I nodded, unable to hide my excitement. “It is a very good movie. We used to watch it with our neighbor.”
“I know it. Alright, Speedy… you start us off—but if the two of you ever tell anyone about this, I’ll deny it.”
Pietro started to sing—almost immediately, the familiar words transported me back through time, reminding me of all the afternoons we’d curled up in front of the television in old Mrs. Kolinov’s apartment as she patiently explained who the actors were and what they were saying for the hundredth time. I was so wrapped up in my memories that I didn’t even mind the horrified look Tony shot me when I started to sing. It didn’t matter; Christmas isn’t about having a perfect voice, or wearing the perfect clothes—it is about sharing the joy you feel with the people around you, whether they be friends or stranger… and that is exactly what I did.
All through that long, cold night, we wandered the streets of the city, just the way we’d once done in our homeland—only this time we were not searching for food. This time, we were fulfilling a vow we’d made years before as children, huddled together in a chilly, damp basement on a frigid winter night. We were giving hope to the hopeless—reminding them that there were still people who cared about their needs. We were honoring our people, and the memory of Tchin and Genia who charitably gave away all that they owned to help the people of their kingdom. We were making joyful noises that carried through the air, hopefully reminding the people that heard our songs about the magic of the holiday—rekindling the wonder and amazement they’d felt as children.
But most important of all, on that cold Christmas night, we taught Tony Stark that there are some things that are more precious than gold, and more rewarding than all the billions in his bank account—and in return, we learned an important lesson of our own.
Sometimes, the leopard doesn’t need to change its spots at all—it is up to you to open your eyes and change the way you see them.