Mar 18
you can't go back to the way things were, no matter how hard you try.
#err#render err#sym devon (it)#sym kunimi (it)#sym astarot (xe/it)#sym axiom (he/it)#this is about integration in plurality. btw#you can integrate and disintegrate and keep doing it over and over trying to become who you were to begin with#but you fail to realize that you cant ever get back to that again. even if you're the 'same person'#this elusive idea of who you ought to be or who people want you to be is not attainable#become happy with who youve become. or else