I — we — are currently in the process of pursuing a diagnosis for what we think is OSDD-1b. We've kept this so close to ourselves — I've never brought this up in therapy before, or to anyone I knew — that it's... Intimidating and scary and overwhelming in loads of ways.
I've never thought of myself, of us, as a system. It was just me and my "friends". So I'm having some trouble.
But my therapist is wonderful, and I have a big support system. So I think we'll be okay. I guess I don't know why I'm posting this, maybe looking to talk to others recently diagnosed (or self-diagnosed), looking for some advice or community. Idk. We're hardly ever on Tumblr.
We're pretty sure it isn't DID, DDNOS, or DPDR. But we don't *know* yet. We've only just broached the topic with our therapist and are beginning the diagnosis process.