#systemhost

[chemicalcarousel]

Any other hosts who recently discovered their system not being able to shake off the fear that they are just an empty shell for the rest of the system to control? I'm having an existential crisis rn not knowing who I really am after attributing every thought and feeling to myself and just recently finding out that a lot of them aren't mine after all. I just thought this was how humans worked on average

A comparison is kinda like how the pixar movie inside out functioned, where riley was basically just a "robot" controlled by her anthropomorphised feelings. Is that me? I'm scared

[sanctuary-sys-moved]

name · Aokashi Todoroki [Koi] gender · Masc Agender pronouns · He/him it/its age · 15-17 birthday · September 7th role · Host source · None species · Shapeshifter, sometimes also a robot sexual orientation · Demisexual romantic orientation · Panromantic typing quirk · None

likes · Birds, oversharing, listening, helping dislikes · Endeavor [MHA] antis pos triggers · Whatever it's current hyperfixation is hobbies · Drawing, singing, roleplay

status · Taken canonmates · None, no source interactions · Just here to vibe don't rlly care extra · Just a little bird