#t progress pics

[candycoatedemoboy]

reached the 4th month mark for T!! i’m so excited and the changes have become more prominent. i’m having to shower and clean myself a lot more because of how i smell and how much i sweat now (might change my bed even more now), and i’m seeing and feeling more fuzz on my chest, legs, arms, along my jaw and chin and above my upper lip to the point i’m feeling slight roughness and bristle. i also swear my chest feels slightly smaller and softer or if that’s just me (it certainly helps a little more when i wear my binders). my periods are shorter and less intense and not so much of a bother now, but i always keep an eye on it nonetheless.

my voice is clearly lower and may start to be deepening which is giving me fantastic vibes, although it’s one thing i’m conscious about how noticeable it will come across to others, especially those that have no idea when it becomes less easier to hide. sure, it’s my body and mind, but it’s something i’m naturally anxious about during this process.

psychologically, i find it a little more comfortable to explore my gender and understand my sexuality whilst not feeling tremendously feminine. this process makes me feel more optimistic despite everything and i can’t wait to see what the future holds concerning this.

[candycoatedemoboy]

3 months on T!! Things have really begun to get going, like I feel I smell even more different than before and there's a bit more hair on my face and stomach. My voice sounds noticeably lower and I've been feeling more confident in my gender as a result!! Hope the new year yields more results that I desire!!

[candycoatedemoboy]

almost forgot!! 5 months on T and feeling alright!! might start doing a voice check via video from the 6 month mark next month, but so far it’s the general sort of thing with continual hair growth that’s started to look more prominent on my chest, arms, legs, stomach and face, difference in how i smell and my voice continues to get lower!! all in all this is v exciting and i can’t wait to see how i’ll be at the half a year mark next month!!

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[candycoatedemoboy]

aaahhhh!! now exactly 8 months on T!! how time flies. things are looking a bit more different and i’m feeling a little more confident in my body and with my autonomy for it. i’ve found it easier to move forward to than away from something and i think this outfit helps!! hair might be messy, but eh. i surprised some friends on voice call without even mentioning anything about my gender transition because my voice suddenly sounded deeper than usual, which frankly just made me absolutely blush and so it really shows!!

almost a month on 2 doses and i guess there’s been a remarkable hair growth, mainly on my legs and maybe my arms? but i can see more fine hairs around my jaw. and i don’t know if it’s just me, but i swear i’ve noticed that my chest doesn’t seem as big without my binder? i think the confidence and gender euphoria has definitely been contributing, though, but nonetheless i feel just that bit more comfortable in myself!!

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[candycoatedemoboy]

wearing one of my fave band t-shirts (especially since my sister got it for me) on the 6 month mark of low dose T!! can’t believe it’s already been this long, even if it’s only been half a year. definitely a change from how i was. 

it’s been a little slower, just the usual thing of more hair in places (although what feels new is seeing hair on my thighs), voice lower (want to do a video of how it’s changed but i currently don’t have the energy so i’ll do that later), if i ever have a period they are very noticeably reduced in length and heaviness and there’s more of that chub on my stomach area. still have yet to see any noticeable change in the shape of my face, but i’m not too bothered, as of current. may try and have my prescription altered a bit more when i have my blood tests, but i’ll see.

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[candycoatedemoboy]

I know it's now only been 3 months and 1 week on T, but lately I have been feel more comfortable in a softer gender expression as a transmasc and hope to end the year on using a sparkly unicorn shower gel. Feeling like a pretty boy as of late.

Also finally contacted GenderGP to ask about blood tests so I'm more informed about things which makes me feel better.

[candycoatedemoboy]

these are separate pics on the same day but these are the two that i thought made the most sense to me to use. 2 months on T!! the hair above my lips isn’t super noticeable (especially on a camera) but there is definitely a change where you can still see it as opposed to before. i feel like my face is slightly less softer and rounder and i’m having to now change my washing routine a bit more because i’m not sure if it’s the T but my skin feels a more oily and i’m sweating more. i also smell more like a guy (probs more easily can tell this because my brother kinda smells like that). also there’s more of a thin layer of hair around my chin especially, which is neat, but you can’t really see that here currently.

as i said before there may be more redistribution of fat as my stomach feels softer and more chubb compared to my hips and i’m getting a bit more of a trail from my belly button (which is also slightly hairy too). i’m also crying less, it’s generally harder to do so when i was pre-T, and my voice has been cracking a bit more and feels slightly deeper.

so a lot more has changed in 2 months so it’ll be interesting to see where i’ll be at the 3 month mark (i need to do a T check for then) and by new year, too. it’s so exciting!!

[candycoatedemoboy]

Not the most accurate cosplay of Marty McFly this October 21st (5 years from arriving in the future) but it still works. Also exactly a month on T!! I headcanon Marty as transmasc and this felt so important for me. I may not have a checkered shirt but this still works!!

My voice and throat is playing up a bit more and I smell a bit more like a guy, but I'm not sure if I've noticed much else. I feel like there will be a lot more progress in the next couple of months at least, so it's nonetheless exciting!!