Zosia in @1-wonder-1’s St. Lanier’s Hospital AU! Art dump and info!!
hi! It’s me!!!! (You don’t know me-) uhhh anyway I’ve recently discovered your AU through some mutuals and other AU related blogs that have mentioned your au before! I really love this AU and all the lore, I think it’s so fun to play around with a hospital setting of all things as well as portraying actual physical and mental disorders in a way that doesn’t have to be detailed but also isn’t harmful and feels respectful. Thank you so much! Anyways here’s my silly little contribution for funsies!
also sorry for typos/grammar errors I wrote this while i was supposed to be asleep.
Zosia!!!! My silly tiger girl!!!!!!!!
She’s not doing so good…….
Just an average patient, she’s just living as best she can. She’s trying her best to be friendly with everyone else and get better! Though, annoyances like Jax and Able make it hard for her to do so…She has lots of anxiety, both in social situations and about her current situation in general. This anxiety has caused her to gain Panic Disorder and Insomnia. She also has underlying and undiagnosed PTSD surrounding dogs and goes out of her way to avoid them.
She’s also usually not violent but lately Jax related issues have tested her already thin patience around him….
Onto more positive things though! Zosia really discovers her love for singing! She loves doing duets with Caine and Ragatha! I don’t really know what her singing voice would sound like but I’ll update you when I get a clearer picture of it.
as for songs in particular I imagine Zosia mostly sings “classic” songs like lullabies or old “I want” songs from films. Mostly because their lyrics are easy for her to remember and most of the time they are comforting to sing to herself.
My sister told me her walls lowkey look like a popcorn bucket and I can’t unsee it
starting off with the more neutral, less complex, and all around generally good relationships before progressing to the straight up awful ones.
“I’m still getting to know her at the moment. I guess she doesn’t want to hang around me- heh, no, maybe ehhh I’m rambling again. I’m sure she’s just getting used to everything. I just gotta help her get settled in! Maybe I should give her more space?…Maybe I’m not giving her enough support…? What if I overstep a boundary- oh god why can’t I stop worrying!!?!!!?”
Yeah new people tend to stress her out…not the people themselves (in this case Pomni herself). She worries a lot about making a good first impression and coming across as good and helpful in their eyes. She spends the days being either distant or super attentive towards Pomni, thinking she’s making a good impression and Pomni will trust her. Meanwhile Pomni just kinda thinks she’s a bit unhinged.
“They’re alright! I do appreciate their caring nature! And I think having a human doctor who can empathize with us patients and what we go through is great to have around. And overall I do respect them and the time they take dealing with us and the sacrifices they make to take care of us. I also think they deserve an award for putting up with Jax as much as they do…”
pretty straightforward! Zosia does greatly respect Zooble, and she does understand the position they’re in. They’ve built a good and stable relationship over time and they trust each other deeply.
“She’s so sweet!!! I love listening to her and watching her draw! I wish I was a bit of a better artist so I can draw with her more often, but she does try helping me learn. She also told me about this thing called “anime” and she’s told me about the different kinds there are.”
Gangle and Zosia are friends in every universe :D ! I gave them a pretty similar dynamic to the one they have in canon. Zosia listens to Gangle in her interests and likes to try and participate in them. They are good friends and Zosia does her best to protect Gangle from Jax.
“I really appreciate him. I feel like he’s someone who we all need in this place. I would’ve totally lost my mind if it weren’t for him. I owe him a lot and I hope I can help him too.”
Zosia sees Kinger like family. She views him very highly and is very grateful to him and his help. She genuinely believes he’s one of the best things to happen to this place.
“She’s my best friend! I love hanging around with her! Whenever I’m feeling down or anxious she comes around and comforts me! We do Almost everything together! On my first week she gave me an emotional support blanket that I keep in my room! I love writing her notes and sending them to her whenever she’s having a hard day. AUGH-S-She's just... so darn soft and cute!-wait what- I didn’t say that hah!.. It’s totally platonic! Hah….hah……hah………oh no….”
Getting the obvious out of the way. Uhhhhhh can I ship them? You don’t mind right? I’ve been getting more brave about shipping these two….anyways! They’ve been friends since day one! They got closer and closer over time and they always support each other during tough times! And she’d absolutely destroy Jax or Able if they harmed her.
“Ehh he’s alright! He’s definitely preferable to Able! He’s nice and he likes singing with me! I do appreciate how he tries to make things bearable for everyone. Man sometimes I wish Caine would get rid of Able and then take control of everything.”
This is probably one of the best relationships between the two across universes… anyways yeah! They’re just kinda there. Zosia doesn’t really have many strong opinions on Caine other than what he can do to benefit them. Maybe if things with Able get too bad…she can use Caine in some way to get rid of Able.. that’s at least what Zosia thinks.
“I hate him. But at least he’s not always around with his self importance…..and I don’t appreciate how he dr*gs me and forces me to interact with….DOGS……but I hate the way he treats my friends… IF I EVER GET MY HANDS ON HIM- ugh….i need to calm down…”
Basically all Zosia’s feelings about Able have already been said by everyone ever before so yeah im not gonna elaborate.
“I. F#CKING. HATE. THIS. RABBIT. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM MAKES ME FEEL SO-SO ANGRY. AT LEAST WITH ABLE WE CAN SORT OF BE AWAY FROM HIM AS AWFUL AS HE IS…BUT JAX!?! HE MAKES EVERYONE MISERABLE FOR HIS OWN ENTERTAINMENT! HES A PATIENT TOO!!! WE SHOULD BE LOOKING OUT FOR EACH OTHER!!! Well fine….if he’s gonna do nothing but make us miserable and kick us while we’re down. I’ll kick him while he’s down and send him threats. So he knows…if he abstracts no one will miss him…..and I’ll make sure..He suffers…..and if he DARES to harm one of my friends, I’ll make sure he feels PAIN….”
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah. That was a lot. Unlike how I usually portray her, Zosia can actually be sort of a jerk sometimes and a hypocrite. She loathes Jax. Sure while Able is awful, to Zosia, Jax is worse because he chooses to tear everyone down despite them all sharing the same circumstance. While she does start off only threatening him I imagine as time goes on and (you know plot happens) Zosia does get worse and her hatred for Jax only grows until it explodes out. I imagine a scenario where after Zosia has a particularly awful day, Jax decides to antagonize her. Zosia threatens him like usual, but since she does it so much at this point Jax calls it a bluff. This results in Zosia brutally attacking Jax with those huge tiger paws of hers and injuring him before being tranquilized. But before being tranquilized she makes it a point to say something like “YOU RUIN EVERYONE AROUND YOU, WHY CANT YOU JUST DISAPPEAR YOU LEACH!! I HOPE YOU NEVER GET BETTER AND THAT YOU’LL BE STUCK HERE FOREVER!!!!!” Which probably aids in his half abstraction, overall…yeah they’re horribly toxic and abusive towards each other and should be separated at all costs
Yay you made it!!! Thank you for listening to my info dump. I have a tendency to yap a lot! Thanks again for listening! I love your AU and I’m glad to contribute! I’m thinking about adding my other OC, Jyna to this AU next! Byeeeeeeee!
