Other idols mentioned: Max Changmin, Kai, Jimin, Ravi
Word Count: 4029
Summary: You are a songwriter for SM ent. and get a chance to collab with Max Changmin and you are the song release party. Taemin is jealous but you will handle him when you get home.
"You are really beautiful, Y/N," Changmin mentions, and he's only a few inches away from you. All night you have been near one another.
His well-tailored suit, expensive cologne, and designer shoes tell a story of a successful singing career that's lasted almost 20 years.
You, on the other hand, aren't afforded the same luxuries, and you are sure many people are wondering how you got here today.
You aren't sure if people even know who you are. All night people have come over to you two and only held conversations with Changmin and blatantly ignored you.
Changmin explains each time that you are fluent in Korean and that you are the beautiful voice on the song. Many nervously laugh in disbelief, but you ignore it.
You still smile in your black Gucci dress that your manager rented, and it makes you feel good to have such expensive textile wrapped against your skin.
Changmin takes notice, and his eyes drive down your body. His gaze moves along like he wants to call your body home, even only just for one night.
You aren't used to this type of attention from him. You sip your glass of sparkling water to ease the tension of his suggestive glares that have marked you all night.
This is the first time you've seen him behave in this way.
"That's sweet of you to say," you finally address his comment, and you clear your throat.
"How's your wife doing? Where is she?" You change the subject and bring his wife to the front of his brain so he can act like he's got some type of sense.
"My wife.. uh, she's at home," Changmin's stumbling and nervous laugh bother you a bit. "But why are we bringing her up?"
"I just wanted to know why she wasn't here."
"I mean, she thinks you're beautiful, too."
"Okay, I wish I could say the same, but I've never seen her at any of our sessions," you reply.
"It's more of an arrangement. She lets me do whatever I want," he continues to add.
You want to walk off because now the conversation is turning into something you aren't prepared for. You would rather be home in bed, but this is your last promotional event before the MV drops tonight.
"Oh. Well, I think we should continue to keep things professional."
Changmin says something else, but you tune him out. You look past him and see Taemin with his best friends. He's being overly animated and loud, and you know that's not his true nature.
You're not sure if he's had a few drinks or if he wants to grab your attention.
By his constant glares, you can tell he's wanted your attention all night, and you see how he continues to reach into his pocket for his phone.
You watch his face tighten when he looks at the screen, and he shoves his phone back into his pocket.
Taemin's eyes cut over at you, but then he quickly returns his attention to his friends Ravi and Kai.
You know he's texted you all night, but your manager has your phone. You can only imagine what the text messages say.
You've noticed during the duration of the party that Taemin's eyes haven't left your side. So, you already know that your proximity to his sunbaenim is bothering him.
You take a step back, hoping that Changmin doesn't notice, but he does, and he leans even closer to you.
"Why don't we just get out of here? Just me and you?" Changmin asks.
His forward offer comes out of left field. You've worked with him for the last two weeks to complete a feature for him. You've been alone with him, and not once has he even made a suggestive move towards you.
You look at Changmin's hand, and he's been nursing sparkling water all night, so it's not that he's drunk. Or, maybe he had a few drinks before the party.
"Again. I didn't agree to work with you to get a chance to sleep with you. I'm not going to tell you again, but I'm not interested," you say.
This time your tone is dominant. You've worked with different people worldwide, and you've always prided yourself on keeping things professional.
***
"Are you really going to let Changmin be close to her like that?" Ravi taunts him, and Taemin clenches his jaw.
"I didn't know Y/N liked guys like him," Kai adds. The men start to laugh, all except Taemin.
Taemin rolls his eyes for the thousandth time and is starting to feel the irritation rise in his throat.
"You know how he is," Taemin groans. He wants nothing more than to go over to Changmin and pull you away from him.
He keeps seeing it happen in his head, but he knows it's nothing more than a daydream.
"I mean, it's not like she's your girlfriend or anything. So, why trip?" Ravi asks.
"I'm not. She can fuck him if she wants," Taemin forces a smile.
"You're not serious," Kai's mouth is nearly open.
"I am.. she will probably fuck him," Taemin says.
"Is that what y'all are into? Don't tell me you're a cuck?" Ravi asks.
"I'm not. But, I can't control her."
"I dare you to go over there and make a scene," Kai says.
"I don't want to ruin her night," Taemin declines.
"Well, she's already ruined yours," Kai says.
You see Taemin approaching you with wide steps. You take another sip of your water. You aren't sure what he will say, but it's better than convincing Changmin you're not interested.
"Good Evening, Y/n," He smirks at you, then looks at Changmin. "Evening, Sunbaenim," he bows.
"Ah, Lee Taemin. I didn't know you were coming to this event tonight. I didn't know SM's second biggest star would bless us with his presence," Changmin's sarcastic tone bothers you even more.
"Very funny. Yes, I had to support SM's best singer/songwriter. Oh, and you too, Changmin," Taemin throws shade at him, and you chuckle.
"Well, if you two excuse me, I have to mingle with a few more people," Changmin says, and doesn't even give you or Taemin a chance to respond.
"Ugh, you know that fool propositioned me?" You groan and shake off the negative energy off you.
"You seem to like it."
"Taemin, no eww. He's married with a child. C'mon."
"I know you like older guys."
"Nope, I like 93ers."
"No, you don't. You flirted with him all night as if I wasn't even there watching you two. Laughing and do lots of skinship."
"Minnie? Are you okay?" You try to touch his forehead to see if he's warm, but he dodges your touch.
"Y/N, you're playing games with me. Why did you invite me?"
You look around the room to see if anyone is paying attention to your conversation with him. Why of all nights would he choose to argue?
You decide to go outside to the balcony to get some fresh air. The last thing you need is to have a scandal with Taemin.
When you first got to SM, you were specified and told you would never work with Taemin. You didn't understand why or question it. So, technically your "situationship" with him doesn't break your moral code.
You lean over the railing, and you hear your manager's melodic voice behind you.
"Y/n, why did you storm off from Taemin?"
"I'm not feeling well," you lie.
"There are a lot of important people here that watch everything you do. Remember, you cannot fraternize with the idols."
"Sooyoung," you turn around to face him. "You know Taemin is different."
"He's not worth losing your job. You've been doing so good. Getting caught up with him is bad news."
Sooyoung probably knows that you do mess around with Taemin. But, his bad boy backstage persona is just smoke and mirrors. He's a submissive whore who whines and comes undone on your strap.
"I'm not losing my job."
"So, why has he sent you over 20 messages since we've been here?" Sooyoung holds your phone up to your face.
"Soo! He's just my friend."
"I saw how he watched you and Changmin all night. He's your weakness. You need to get rid of him. Let tonight be the last time you speak to him. You know they are harder on foreigners, and you're a black woman."
"I know, I know. I will figure it out."
"Do whatever you have to do to get him out of your system. This collab with Changmin could be the start of your singing career."
"I don't want to be an idol," you whine.
"Too late. Lee Sooman sees something in you. This opportunity can change your life."
You sigh because you know he's right.
"Alright, I'm going home."
"Don't take Taemin, either."
You roll your eyes and suck your teeth. "You said I can have one more night with him."
"Fine. You better not get caught."
You look at the many text messages of Taemin being the bratty sub he is, and you shake your head. You stand at the back entrance and wait for your car to pick you up.
The black SUV pulls up, and you put your phone in your purse. Hopefully, no one makes a big deal about you leaving. Your manager stands shoulder to shoulder with you.
"No more, Taemin, after tonight," he reminds you.
Your manager opens the back door and groans when he sees Taemin in the backseat.
He looks back at you and starts to speak. But, you kiss him on the cheek and hop in the backseat before anyone can figure out that Taemin is in your car.
"Bye, Sooyoung! Love you, boo!" you grin, and shut the door before he can say anything else.
"What's his problem?"
"You," I roll my eyes.
"What did I do to him?"
"He says I have to cut you off tonight."
"Sooyoung doesn't run shit, and he's a new manager. Euisoo said he likes us together. He says you keep me in check."
If only Euisoo knows the things that you do to Taemin. You smirk to yourself and think about the last time you were together.
"Not enough if you had to start a fight with me tonight."
"Changmin is a whore. I didn't want you to fall for it."
"We've been fucking for three months now. I don't do anything else besides work, eat, fuck you, and sleep. You are literally a part of my routine, Taem."
"I don't know. Ravi and Kai were making fun of me. Saying Changmin was going to steal my girl."
"Ugh, I knew this wasn't you. You let them get into your head and create problems for us. I swear they are baiting you."
"How?"
"You know why."
"So, you weren't going home with Changmin?"
"You're not serious right now, are you?"
"A little. I mean, he was practically all over you tonight. He danced with you like you were his woman. I mean, Sooyoung is worried about me, but he should be worried about Changmin."
"Taemin, please. Not this shit tonight. Turn Jealous Taemin off, please. I'm not in the mood. Sooyoung says they want to make me an idol."
"That's not you. You're not fake, Y/N. Your melanin is too perfect to be whitened."
"I know, but this could be a good opportunity. I could use the money."
"Don't do it. There are a million Changmins in our industry.. honestly worse than him. Just stick to songwriting."
"Well, I wanted to write for you, but they won't let me."
"I know. I told them I didn't want to work with you."
"Why?"
"Because I've wanted you since you stepped foot in Korea, and I knew that if we worked together, it would have been too obvious."
"Damn, you were plotting on me from the beginning."
"Of course, I was."
***
You stand in front of the camera and position it perfectly in front of the bed. You have already changed your wig to a honey blonde bob wig. You have on your favorite black leather bra and a matching skirt.
You turn the camera and wait for your normal viewers to pop into the chat.
KJI: Taem is trouble, right?
KW: He talked a lot of shit tonight
You smile internally when you notice who has entered the room already—his two best friends who set him up for failure.
You are not exactly sure why you've become a part of the voyeurism crew, but you like it. Sometimes you watch Jimin with his partner, Kai with his, and sometimes Kai and Ravi share the same partner.
"Yes, Minnie is in trouble. His mouth always gets him in trouble, so he'll use it a lot tonight."
"Come here whore," you call out to Taemin. You hear him walk over to you, and you grin at how he's taken the time to get sexy for you.
"Mmm... Minnie, you look hot as fuck," You compliment him. You admire the dark smoky eye makeup he's put on and a bit of lipgloss for highlighting those juicy lips.
Tonight he wears a mesh crop top with a very short skirt. He looks so damn good in those fishnet leggings.
"Thank you, Mistress," he replies.
You pull him over to the camera, and you lift his skirt. You reveal his thong to the patronage watching.
"Minnie, you look so good. You made a mistake by wearing a thong for me," you say. You squeeze his ass and slap it a few times.
PJ: Sorry I'm late.. what did I miss?
"You didn't miss anything, PJ. Your bestie was bratty all night long, so he's going to pay for it."
"Now, what was all that shit you were talking earlier?" You confront Taemin.
"Nothing, mistress. I just didn't like how close he was to my Dom. I don't want to share you."
"Do you think I'm a whore?" you ask.
"No, mistress."
"You know you don't share me with anyone. Except I fuck you in front of your horny ass friends. But, that's it," you giggle.
"I know. I'm sorry."
"Lay across my lap," you command to him. You sit back against the couch, and you look at the TV next to your computer so you can see the comments.
KJ: Are you going to spank him?
"Maybe, you'll just have to wait and see," You lift Taemin's skirt and rub on his ass. You caress him. You are thinking about to what you want to do to him.
Spanking him would just be too easy and expected.
PJ: Damn, can I be next?
"See, Minnie, your friends, are a bunch of whores. PJ is requesting that he be next," you say, and shake your head. You aren't thinking about any of his friends.
If you lose it all, you would rather take that risk with Taemin. Your connection with him is deeper than just a sexual relationship. You both trust each other fully.
"How do you want to punish me, Mistress? I've been bad," Taemin says, and you enjoy how he's craving his punishment. You continue to rub his ass, and you look at the comments.
"So impatient. I will punish you when I get ready," You say.
You read the comments, and you see a comment from Ravi
KW: I say you pound his little ass. He said you were probably going to fuck Changmin.
"Oh really?" You grab Taemin by his hair and pull him up from your lap so he can look up at you. "Minnie, you told your friends you I was going to fuck Changmin. What made you think that?"
"I'm sorry.. I didn't mea-" You stop him in his tracks and slap his ass. You watch it jiggle, and it excites you even more.
"You're sorry, what? You know your friends come back and tell me everything you say. Talk about loyalty? Your friends are literally stroking their dicks, watching you get punished. Some friends you have," you chuckle.
"I'm sorry for," you didn't wait for him to answer, and you slap his ass again.
"On your knees, Taemin," you command.
Taemin does as he's told and gets down on his knees in front of you. His eyes are connected to yours, and he's anticipating your next move.
You stand up over him and unzip the middle zipper that goes all the way down your short leather skirt.
"Open your mouth," you say.
"Yes, mistress," he replies, and he looks up at your strap and licks his lips.
You move over to him and grab the back of his head. You turn him so that they can see him from the side.
"This is what happens when you talk too fucking much," You grab him by the head and pump into his mouth.
Taemin takes it all in and slurps on your strap. He sucks on it, almost gagging, but this isn't his first rodeo.
"Suck it... Taemin, show your friends what you can do with that throat of yours," you mewl and guide his head so that it can suck it faster.
You look over at the chat and look at the comments.
KW: Damn, this is hot
PM: I feel like we should be paying to see this
KJI: Don't choke, bestie
"Aww, your friends are enjoying the show. KJI says don't choke, bestie," you say, and you hold in your laugh.
"Never," Taemin manages to say around your strap. You find his comment to be a bit cocky.
You put both hands behind the back of his head, and you fuck his throat. You look down at the tears forming in the corner of his eyes.
"Mmm.. that's right, you throat whore. Take this strap like you're supposed to," you say, and work your hips into him.
You look down and notice his dick is hard.
You pull out of his mouth and pull him up to give him a sloppy kiss. He's thirsty for what you give him and enjoying your tongue in his mouth.
Your hands are roaming all over his body. You squeeze on his ass. You rip the crotch area of his fishnet stockings.
"You are so fucking hot," you sit back against the couch, and Taemin smirks at you.
"Strip," you say.
You watch him remove his shirt, and he reaches behind him and unzips his skirt. It falls down his beautiful body and pools around his feet.
He might have been bratty all night, but tonight he's your obedient slut waiting eagerly for your next move.
You take a moment to admire his body for a moment. He pulls down his ripped fishnets and removes his panties with your name on them.
Taemin stares at you and waits for your next instruction. You grab his hand and pull him to you. You stand up and push him against the couch.
"You ready for me?" you ask.
"Yes, mistress."
"Even though I know you want your hole ruined, I'm not gonna top you tonight," you say.
"But, mistress... I need you. I want you to fuck my ass."
You rub his chin and remove your strap. You toss it on the other chair.
You sit down on his lap and face him. "You don't want to feel my pussy?" you ask. You grind your body against his dick.
"I do," he looks down at your pussy.
"So, why are you acting like that, Taem?" you question. You hold your finger to the bottom of his chin and pull his face up to yours.
"You know I love when you fuck me hard.. especially when I've been bad," Taemin mumbles.
"You want the strap that bad?"
"Yes, mistress," Taemin says. He nods, and you tap his ass.
"Okay, get up and lean over the couch," you instruct. You get up to grab the strap. You put it back on, and then you grab the lube. You pour the lube on the strap and massage it all over it. You go over to the camera and read the comment.
KW: He doesn't deserve the strap
JM: Fuck him good, pls!
KJI: Don't split my bestie in half
"I won't split him in half, but I won't be gentle either," you respond.
You move behind him. "Arch, your back, baby."
"Yes, mistress."
Taemin arches his back, and you lube his ass, and you stick one finger inside of him. He moans and clenches around your finger.
"Relax, baby. You want to feel good, right?"
"Uhm hm.. Mistress," he whimpers.
You stick another finger inside of him to get him ready for you. He reacts to you and moans out. The sound alone is music to your ears.
You position yourself behind him and guide your strap into him. You slowly work yourself into him.
Taemin moans your name, and you speed up.
"How does it feel?"
"So good.."
"If this is what you wanted you didn't have to talk shit to get it."
You rub on his back, and Taemin throws his cute little ass against your strap. No one can take it like him.
"Fuck," he groans. You love to see him like this for you. He might have millions of people crazy over him, but he's a simp for you and only you.
You pull out of him and tell him, "Get on your back. I want to watch you," you say.
Taemin quickly moves and lies on his back. You tower over him and press your body against his. He wraps his legs around your waist.
You stroke his dick while you slide back inside of him. You hold onto his hips as you rock into him.
This position is intimate and super personal. His eyes are glossy, lips slightly parted, and moans are slipping from his mouth.
Even though you told your manager it was the last time, you know deep down inside you can't let him go. Being with him is too good.
Seeing him fall apart like this for you on your strap makes you wet. You love this feeling.
The truth is you have feelings for Taemin even though you want to deny it.
"This is all... I wanted all night," Taemin groans and grinds against you. The vibrate of both of you working together feels too good. You feel your pussy clench.
"I'm so close..." Taemin moans and grips the couch. He reaches down and strokes his dick.
"Cum for me then," you say, and fuck him harder.
His legs grip your waist tighter, and his hand works faster. He releases it, and it drips on his stomach. You pull out of him and take off your strap.
"I want you to cum inside of me," you say. You look into his eyes and see the desire in them.
You remove your strap and toss it. You look down at Taemin is hard again for you.
You slide down on his length and move forward to press your lips against his juicy lips. You lose yourself for a moment in his kisses. They are hot, wet, and passionate.
You work yourself on his dick and rock yourself on him while he holds your waist.
"You're just my beautiful toy to use. Mistress made you cum, but now it's my time. Touch me," you say.
Taemin strokes your clit, and you're still connected in a kiss. You've been waiting all night to feel him inside of you again.
"I love you," Taemin says, while in his tongue is deep inside of your mouth, and you feel yourself coming undone.
This is the first he's ever uttered those words to you, and you feel the built of all the tension from tonight. You explode on his cock.
"I love you too," you cry out. Your legs are shaking and trembling. You cum again, and this time Taemin, he releases with you.
Your mouth is still against his, and your body is still sensitive and trembling.
let’s be real. no shawols are going to take you seriously if you’re under 20. get adopted by one and you are their baby forever. it doesn’t matter if you had been a shawol longer than them, you are obligated to call them noona.
