so yeah I decided to do it for real this time yeeeahhhh
Rule 1: Post the rules.
Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, then make 11 new ones.
Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post.
Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.
tagged by dubuforest (thanks for tagging me ;u;);
Your bias list top 3?
first question and I already hate this OTL how can I choose??? no but... jonghyun (from shinee obv), xiumin (or d.o or chen idkkkkk) and tiffany~
Your favourite girl group? Why?
snsd YES. I love snsd with all my heart, I can't even explain... everything from their close friendship (they're like a big family and you can tell ;w;) to each member being so full of personality. they're songs always cheer me up and they can pull off any concept I swear akdhskdgj ahhhh. they're also great role models, all kind hearted... ugh I love them so much ahhh.
Do you have any kpop merchandise?
ummm... not really? I have albums and posters, a gd bracelet and a shirt like key has... but that's about it lol. if I had more money I'd ofc buy more.
Do you know if any idol shares the same birthday with you? Who?
ft island's seunghyun ^^ that cutie pie sjdfdkfgk
Would you rather be a manager or a girl-/boyfriend of your idol?
MANAGER. because then you can order them around all like "mmmm nope jonghyun you can't wear that shirt to that event, TAKE IT OFF." ohohOHOHO. no jk, but I don't think I could ever handle being their girlfriend, because mustn't that mean you never get to see them? every kpop idol seem so busy, it's like they don't even have time to sleep.
What do you think about sasaeng fans?
idek why people call them fans??? they're like the polar opposites to fans, a true fan would never harm their idol on purpose. I honestly wish someone could just lock all the sasaeng fans up in some mental hospital or smth. prison maybe LMAO.
You have to marry one of these idols, who would you choose? Why? L (Infinite), Zelo (B.A.P), T.O.P (Big Bang).
omfg I HAVE NO IDEA none of them are my biases, but um... maybe L??? he seems like a cutie, plus TOP is too old for me.
Would you rather be a rapper or a singer?
A SINGERRRR. there is nothing more in the world that I want than being able to sing, because my voice rn is... terrible. instead of a superpower, I'd want the ability to sing.
Are you left or right handed?
right handed c:
What your parents/siblings say about kpop?
my parents pretty much don't care (my mom thinks I'm listening to anime music lmao) but my sister hate it. whenever I play it she's like TURN THAT SHIT OFF and always makes fun of me when I gush over group members OTL
What’s the time?
as I'm writing, it's sometime past 4pm~
tagged by baya111 aka wifey;
If you could be an animal, which one would it be and why ?
I feel like you've asked me this before LMAO. I think I replied cat??? or maybe not, but I want to be a cat because then I can sleep whenever I want and everyone will think I'm cute ohoho. and I can drink lots of milk (MILK IS THE BEST DON'T TELL ME OTHERWISE) ;w;.
Your favorite kpop song ever.
DO NOT MAKE ME DO THIS PLS. I have no fucking ideaaaaahahahaaaa... my most played song on my phone is bubble pop, and that song is one of my favorites~
If you could change one moment in your past, which one would it be ?
umm okay so... it's not really a moment, but kind off; when I was 15 there was this girl in another class that I kinda made friends with briefly?? idk, we were supposed to be working on something together and we instantly clicked. we had the same sense of humor and I could open up to her immediately, which doesn't happen everyday since I'm really socially awkward in real life. but she was just so hilarious and for weeks school suddenly felt 584956 times better, but because we went to different classes I decided to be with my old friends instead of with her, and when the assignment we had together was over, I barely spoke to her anymore, since I was hanging with my own friends... and yeah, the moment I would change is that if I could go back, I would've ditched my old friends (who btw didn't really care about me) and been with her instead, because I feel like if I had, we could've become the bestest of friends. so yeah, that's that. it sounds kinda dumb, but I really regret it; I haven't seen her in years now :c
Are you in love ?
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA nooooooope. who could I be in love with??? I think in order to be in love with someone, you have to really know them, but I don't know any boys so yeah. no love here.
Pants or dress ?
I like wearing dresses, but jeans are more comfortable (especially since sweden is cold most of the year OTL) so I'll go with pants~
What’s your favorite food ?
PAAAASTAAAAAAAAAAAA.
The name of someone that had a huge impact on your life and who that person is to you.
okay so there was this teacher I had from the age 14 to 15 and, I don't really know how to say this without sounding weird lmao, but he was really different from the other teachers. he's the only teacher that really has managed to motivate me and actually made me wanna try for higher grades, and he raised my self-esteem greatly. I've got pretty shitty self-esteem now too but it was even worse back then, but he would straight up tell me "this is great, you should be proud of yourself" when I had written something... long story short, I think it's thanks to him that I'm so into writing these days.
Do you think you’ll have your ‘happy ending’ ?
okay this is gonna sound like I'm suicidal, which I'm not, but I believe that the so called happy ending is when you die. life is so full of suffering so when you die (after a long life ofc) it's like ahhhh finally it's over.
Your favorites OTPs
JONGKEY FOREVER AND EVER. I believe I've shipped jongkey for YEEEARSS, ultimate otp ;w; <3 I don't ship any pairing as hard as I ship jongkey, but I find it cute when any idols interact.
A book you fell in love with (or a fanfic if you prefer)
THE ENTIRE HP SERIES OMG. I started reading them when I was like seven and I've loved them ever since ;u; but I also want to pick a fanfic akfjkfgj FANFICS ARE MY LIFE. I think the fic I've ever loved the most was 'you are love' by lala-pipo? it was a jongkey fic (unfinished, which tears my heart in two). it was such an amazing fic, both smutty and fluffy and sweet. I love it so much that it's still my favorite even though it's unfinished.
Tell one of your secrets and explain why it’s secret (it can be a secret for only one person you know)
omfg I have one I HAVE ONE - nobody irl knows that I write fics, not even my best friend who also ships jongkey. she has tumblr and I want to talk to her through tumblr but then I'm like NOPE because I don't want her to discover my fics LMAO.
horror movies or comedies?
any kpop group you liked but don't like anymore? (and why)
are you a messy person or a tidy person?
what is your desktop wallpaper?
what do you think of shinee's comeback concept? DO YOU LOVE IT BCOS I KNOW I DO OMFG
why is your url your url?
do you own any kpop albums?
do you use a lot of (or any) makeup?
what are you better at, drawing or writing?
dumb questions are dumb BUT YOU BETTER ANSWER THEM the tagging is up to you tho