#tai rants

[justademonicspawn]

" ☆ put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. it's time to spread positivity! "

yall are gonna make me cry be so real right now flooding my inbox with this ik it's simple text thread but I've had a long ass week 🥹

[justademonicspawn]

" ☆ put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. it's time to spread positivity! "

love u babyyyy

[justademonicspawn]

ok whole different mood from my last two post but I'm bipolar AF we should expect this 😂

BUT YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT VALENTINO'S LITTLE BUGGY BRAIN DIDN'T GET ATTRACTED TO VOX'S SCREEN AND HE DEFINITELY WALKED INTO HIM A FEW TIMES 😂😂

[justademonicspawn]

I hate when people say "theres no more good left in the world and I dont know why" when they can't look at themselves in the mirror and say that they've done good. I'm not saying I expect prafection I'm saying I expect people to take acuntabiliy for their actions, and to change them. Hell I'm not perfect I'm far from it I make mistakes all the time but I say I'm wrong and when I do I apologize I try to change. But that's where people go wrong they apologize but don't try to change, an apologize means nothing without a change of actions

[justademonicspawn]

My friend told me something to day that hit me harder then it probably should have

(stop here if you don't want to know my feel bads)

..lately I've been down in the dumps I've been feeling like all I ever do is wrong and today I was talking to him I said that I just feels like nobody sees my pain but they always see my mistakes. he didn't try to comfort me he didn't tell me what I wanted to hear and that hit me..sometimes I just need people to be real he told me "Tai you can make a million good choices you can make every smile without trying you can choose to keep the world spinning around you but no matter what all they will see is what you didn't do what you can't do because they don't care to look at what you do, do. I love you and I want to be able to tell you that it will get better but sometimes that's just the way things play out no matter what you do. Love ya dude..." ....this hot me really hard and I just want to say...WHY CAN'T WE NORMALISE LOOKING FOR THE GOOD NOT THE BAD THAT PEOPLE DO?

[justademonicspawn]

Funny how when people get called out they get so defensive and can't even have a civil conversation with someone.

[justademonicspawn]

Oh so I know to some terms can be confusing so maybe we should look them up before blasting people on the internet. Racism is defined as prejudice, discrimination, or antagonism directed against someone of a different race. it is usually based on the belief that one race is superior to the other or that the other race is inferior. Racism has nothing to do with someones religion, just their race/ecnithciy.

[teacup-tai]

wow, you've been in the fandom since 2005? what was your fave ship back then? was it drarry?

Yep. since 2005. You know I got into fandom bc a girl from my high school was reading printed pages of fanfic during our PE class. I sat by her and asked what was she reading. Then she told me what a fanfic was. It blew my mind. Bc back then I thought it was plagiarism, so I would write down in a notebook bullet points of fanfic ideas whithout knowing they were fanfic ideas.

She was reading Draco/Ginny and she lent it to me once she finished. I read the 50 pages of it later that day, and next day she introduced me to Floreios & Borroes (a brazilian HP fic platform). And that's how it started.

My favourite ship was Harry/Me Sirius/Bellatrix for such a long time. I was obsessed with the Black family (I wrote so many toxic siriusbella fics omg - that's how i met my bestfriend @erajmcouts who alpha all my fics since), then I got into Pansy/Hermione bc another friend from Highschool showed me fics of them (and it helped me come to terms with my own sexuality). After that I got into Blaise/Pansy, silver trio being a blessing.

And then, in 2008 I read Green eyes and Bond, and started being a Drarry fan and a Wolfstar fan. Though my first time writing drarry was in 2020. All my hp fics from 2005 up to 2020 were in portuguese in old ffnet. (well, i did write bad naruto fics in english inbetween though).