#emotionally drained

[uisa-sahojeok]

Just so you know, I'd never hurt you like she hurts me 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

[lizsonlyhusbandfuckoff]

Im so fucking tired right now. I feel like if I look away from my screen for a second im gonna pass out.

[justademonicspawn]

My friend told me something to day that hit me harder then it probably should have

(stop here if you don't want to know my feel bads)

..lately I've been down in the dumps I've been feeling like all I ever do is wrong and today I was talking to him I said that I just feels like nobody sees my pain but they always see my mistakes. he didn't try to comfort me he didn't tell me what I wanted to hear and that hit me..sometimes I just need people to be real he told me "Tai you can make a million good choices you can make every smile without trying you can choose to keep the world spinning around you but no matter what all they will see is what you didn't do what you can't do because they don't care to look at what you do, do. I love you and I want to be able to tell you that it will get better but sometimes that's just the way things play out no matter what you do. Love ya dude..." ....this hot me really hard and I just want to say...WHY CAN'T WE NORMALISE LOOKING FOR THE GOOD NOT THE BAD THAT PEOPLE DO?

[a-conglomoration-of-things]

i think the worst moments are these moments of painful lucidity and clarity after days of delusion. i feel stupid and empty and void because the truth is i am those things.

life and my psyche are doing such a number on me lately.

im thankful I at least have my boys to keep me somewhat rooted in actual reality.

but man am i fucking bummed the hell out right now at the reflection of actual true reality.

i see why i just spiral back in to it.

my brain and my body feel like a caged animal desperately longing for anything but the 4 walls of my prison

[chronically-equipped]

MS Realizations

I've had several people at work tell me that "i'm losing my shine". It's really starting to hurt. It's not like I'm trying to lose it and I'm just so exhausted to try to mask my pain. Do I have to try to mask all day? It's so tiring it hurts more.

[chezon]

[andresmindd]

I really wanna know how he feels about me out his own mouth so that I can get over him like this is sooo draining

[outincoffeespoons]