1. i'm not into the sharing thingy so i'm not going to share it probably2. i have attempted suicide 11 times already3. i have been cutting ever since i started boarding school4. i quit boarding school because my best friend went back to austria5. i'm thinking of going to austria for a week or so this holidays to go see her and her brothers6. i've given up on starving/purging and cutting for my work7. i'm not sure about anything but what i want to study.8. i still can't believe i'm finishing my 5th year of secundary already9. i'm afraid of going to university because i don't want to leave home yet.10. during my exams, i study till 3 am then i go to bed, if i'm lucky i can sleep till 5 am, otherwise my boss calls me and i have to go to work for a few hours.