surviving a bit better every day

she/they, XXVIII , Belgium, deeply in love with him ❤️

[petalsinfall]

[academia-lucifer]

@academia-lucifer

[academia-lucifer]

@academia-lucifer

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Emily Henry; People we meet on vacation

[perrfectly]

[notes-to-no-one]

The Fire I Cannot Extinguish

I tell myself it would be easier

to erase you completely

no contact, no trace,

silence sealed in every corner of our lives.

A clean cut,

as if love could be amputated

without leaving ghosts in the body.

But I cannot imagine a world

where our thread does not exist.

Time stretches, distance widens,

yet a part of us remains untouched,

a constant flame

that refuses to bow to years or miles.

Perhaps I should hate you.

Perhaps I should teach my heart

to curse your name,

to rewrite us as illusion,

to call it all a lie so I could walk away.

But I cannot.

Because I know it was real.

Because I know love lived here.

Because I know the place I hold in you

and the place you carved in me.

Maybe it is our fault,

both of us too human

to make impossible choices.

So instead,

I keep the fire small,

a hidden ember

that will not die in the cold.

And when we are near,

it rises into flames again,

wild and undeniable.

It would be easier to despise you.

But instead,

I will love you still,

and only despise the way I love you,

the cruelty of a universe

that built a bond so fierce

only to scatter us on opposite shores.

[bocekcicek]

Gianna Rubini

[eternal--returned]

Cynthia Grow ֍ Love Letters - Zelda Fitzgerald to F. Scott Fitzgerald, [c. 1919] (2025)

[ochtendstorm]

[noctivagant-ghost-deactivated20]

i carry it softly, i carry it daily, i carry it like it belongs to me, i carry it because it does.

[noctivagant-ghost-deactivated20]

i sunk into the theater seat, but the play never started, and the velvet arms held me tighter with every scene i did not see.

[vibrantessence]

[brutalgeneration]

[daily-spooky]

[jockboyfriend]

[well-wisher31]

[pegadas-de-amor]