pluto's silly little rant .·°՞(っ-ᯅ-ς)՞°·.
guys i know i haven't written in like fucking forever but its because of my stupid job that i've only been at for like a month and i'm already about to quit! i hate it and would rather spend my time writing and daydreaming about writing.
i keep getting sexually harassed by my male coworkers and managers and just random guys who come into the store. and hr doesn't do anything, they just open an investigation so they can say they did but not do anything about it.
i genuinely just feel so uncomfortable and watched and none of my female managers like me and make me feel so bad about being bubbly and pretty and it hurts my feelings. they gossip about me and exclude me, they're rude to me and ignore me when i try to make small talk with them, they treat me like i'm fucking stupid! i hate it.
i feel so judged about not wanting to work there anymore, and i think its heightened by the fact that i'm a lesbian and i don't want the attention that i'm given, but they think i like it. like the women and men who work with me act like i'm desperate for the male attention when every time something happens i shut down.
and i'm just too overwhelmed with school because i just feel like i'm failing so hard at my college classes, and everytime i try to fix it, it's like there's something else on top of it. i feel like i'm fucking drowning. everytime i think i got a handle of things it just slips from my grasp once again.
sorry for ranting about this and it might be annoying, but i just needed to let this out just a little bittle. i will be quitting my job and starting to write again after this month!