I'm sorry. I failed. I'm horrible.
You absolute IDIOT. You KNEW you had notifications. Did you check? No. Why? You were too busy watching a stupid show. Now look what's happened you fuck up! The person who is probably the most important thing in your EXISTENCE has gone to bed upset. And it's YOUR. FAULT. you stupid selfish BITCH. How are you any better than the assholes you hate. You're just like them. Apparently no one else can see it though. ANYWAY....moonlight please ignore this.....I know you....you'll probably feel bad about this but PLEASE DON'T! YOU did nothing wrong. I fucked up. As I always do....with everything I do. It's my fault. I'm an IDOT. Please please tell me how I can make it up to you when you wake up. I'm sorry I'm so bad at everything. I'm sorry I can't help more. I'm sorry I have so many problems when I should be helping you. The most important thing to me.....and somehow I still messed up. But I knew I would eventually because that's what always happens.
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't get better. I'm sorry I do nothing right. I'm sorry I can't help you. I'm sorry I failed. I'm sorry I'm selfish. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry.