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Synopsis: sometime love isn't as romantic as someone think and the truth can hurt more than they thought, Y/N is about to learn that the hard way

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I felt cold. Really cold. But at the same time, everything felt numb.

So this was death?

People usually have this image of depression: someone dressed in black, sitting alone, always looking gloomy. But that's not what it always looks like.

Until my last day, I was the cheerful kid everyone went to when they had a problem. I was the person who would help anyone if I could. I was always smiling, and people often described me as a social butterfly.

So how did I end up like this?

You know, sometimes things aren't what they seem.

At the beginning of the year, I started dating Tanaka. He was one of the beloved teammates of my brother, Daiki.

Daiki always talked about Karasuno's team with such fondness that I never thought badly of any of them.

I'd had a crush on Tanaka for a while, so when he asked me out on a date, I was overjoyed.

We went on one date, then another, and eventually I lost count of how many we'd been on.

I gave him my first kiss, my first time, and every piece of my heart because I loved him dearly.

Loved. Not love.

One day, while walking through the corridor, I heard him laughing with some people from my class. Curious, I decided to listen in.

It was the worst decision of my life.

I heard him laughing along with his friends as he talked about how easy the bet had been.

What bet you might ask ? The bet to make me fall in love with him.

Then I heard his friends joke about giving him even more money for everything we'd done together since those had apparently been part of other bets too.

So that was all I was?

A bet?

Unable to take it anymore, I stepped out from my hiding place and confronted him.

He didn't even try to defend himself.

What a shame.

Soon enough, the entire school knew about the bet and about how stupid I had been for falling for it.

I couldn't stand the stares anymore, but I kept acting as though nothing had happened.

Even Daiki, when I cried to him about the situation, reminded me that he'd warned me not to get too close to Tanaka.

Even my own brother seemed to leave me alone with my pain... As the weeks passed, my mental state slowly worsened.

Yet I kept smiling.

I kept pretending everything was fine.

But eventually, I couldn't ignore the feeling anymore.

I didn't want to live in a world that felt so cruel. A world where the people I loved most blamed me. A world where people could hurt others and walk away without consequences. A world where I had to fake my own happiness.

I felt completely alone.

Now, as the cold spread through my body and everything faded away, I could barely feel anything at all.

The water around me had turned crimson red, and my limbs felt heavier with every passing second.

My vision blurred, the world grew quieter. My body was slowly feeling more and more numb.

Until there was nothing left for me to feel. Maybe this world simply wasn't meant for me.

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I know this sadder than I usually do but I wrote that when I was feeling really down, hope my angst lovers can still enjoy it. Also next os will be either Draco Malfoy or Harry Potter

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Some more art! But a birthday present this time 😅 It's definitely something and the person I gave it to really liked it.

Not too shabby for my first attempt at using Acrylic paint pens 💪

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