#tanginako

[sermosilens]

Sept. 18, 2017 - 1:36 am

I felt my heart break all over again today.

I knew I asked for signs from God, from the universe; signs telling me that my feelings are real. I'd gotten the three I asked for. Me being the stubborn person I am, asked for five more. 

 He told me today of how he's had some realizations about himself, about how he's always interchanged love and like. About how he'd know if it was love if he started doing things for the sake of the other person, and not just for himself. And maybe, a tiny part of my heart was whispering with hope that I'd become that person for him. Maybe that was Sign #3. 

I couldn't help but feel deja vu, for those late night deep-hearted conversations which are a rarity, considering the subject of dicks hadn't come up for at least ten minutes. That was a rarity in itself. I couldn't help but feel myself slightly lowering myself back into the grave I had dug a few months ago. Maybe that should've been Sign #4. 

 I couldn't help but feel genuineness when I told him that someday, I hope he finds that person for him. That probably should've been Sign #5. 

But all that shattered when he mentioned her again, and along with it my heart, mid-whisper with a trace of hope in its veins. It hit me like a full-blown blast to the face that I would just never be that person for him. Signs 3, 4, and 5 didn't even matter anymore.

I asked for signs from God, from the universe; signs telling me that my feelings are real. I didn't realize I'd get more than what I asked for when I was hit with a sick wave of deja vu. When I felt my heart breaking all over again. 

 That's when I knew it was real 

[blackallover-blog1]

So, wala na akong Facebook, Twitter at Instagram at pati na rin 'yung personal number ko. Haha. Di ko alam kung kelan ako babalik. Hello 2017.

[thelostgerl]

Pinipigilan ko yun sarili ko.

Hirap naman behhh.

[aey-dy-nga]

Eto na nman ako , hahaha! na iinsecure tlga ako dun sa babaeng naging kalandian nya. napadpad na naman kasi ako dun sa profile nung babae syempre ako nman tong si gaga tingin tingin ng picture nung babae' haha REALTALK kasi mas maganda sya kesa sakin, mas cute tlga tas bsta haha ang ganda ganda nya tlga pero inis ako saknya pero gandang ganda ako sakanya e! kaya insecure tlga ako ng sobra wala akong palag e. lalo na kung ikukumpara mo mukha ko sa mukha nya </3 XD haha wala palag tlga pero para may palag ako SUNTUKAN na lng bka sakaling manalo pko de. pero seryoso NAIINSECURE tlga ako at NAIINIS dun sa babae at the same time NAGAGANDAHAN ako sakanya. 

[onepaolo]

I am fucking broken right now, my emotions are all over the place. My feelings are raging. My heart is beating so fast, like wanting to explode. It's hard to breathe, I don't know why, maybe because I'm sick, or my heart is beating faster. Is this the end? No. This is just a challenge, we will get through this, remember my promises? It will never be broken. I love you and you are the only girl I see myself loving forever.

Baby don't leave me. Please. 

[bratinellabellaxx-blog]

"Tulog na tayo labs."

[miss-archi-blog]

magmahal ka yung sakto lang, para sa huli hindi ka masyadong masasaktan

hindi ko naman sinasabing wag mo siyang mahalin ng todo, lumugar ka lang sa tama, yun nga saktong pagmamahal, magsisisi ka din kasi sa huli pag nagkataong iiwan ka nung taong iyon. (itoy isang kathang isip ko lamang)