001.INT.KWARTO.GABI

Minsan babae, madalas lalaki.

[2bratty]

WARNING!!!!! do NOT love me!!!! i am a huge disappointment!!’!!?

[juansendizon]

I hate to say this, but I think my depression and my anxiety would be here with me for the rest of my life. I think I can only learn to have better coping mechanisms and have better medications and treatment to better manage it and control it. Because mental illness for me isn’t something that is cured but mental illness for me is something that is managed because it changes the person who has it forever. But I’m not going to let that stop me from dreaming and living like everyone else because I’m still a human being and I still have this urge to be someone, and this desire to count for something and this passion to do the things that I love that will forever make me a memory.

Juansen Dizon // Manifesto (via sleevesofgrass)

[mypenleaksiridescence]

You’ll search for me in another person, I swear you will.

But I Won’t Be There (via mypenleaksiridescence)

[standishmoon-deactivated2019012]

Tangina

isang salitang nasambit dahil sa sobrang sakit (via lalakingpatayna)

[standishmoon-deactivated2019012]

Self, everything is okay now. You don’t have to worry anymore. I know you are tired for everything that you’ve done. It’s okay to have some rest, you deserve it. You’ve done enough. I know you did the best you can just to make other people happy. You gave them your pieces just to make them whole again. You never left their side even if some of them pushed you away. It’s okay now. You can now sleep. You don’t have to overthink about what will happen tomorrow, cry every night, or hurt yourself. The pain is now over for you. Please remember that I am happy because we met, and I will never forget you. Close your eyes now. It’s okay. Till next time , my friend.

eulogy for the future me // jin (via lalakingpatayna)

[thoughts-into-ink]

I feel at home in the coffee shop across the street from school. I feel at home in the mineshaft up the hill. I feel at home at my friend’s houses. I feel at home in the falling snow. I feel at home in the streets of cities I’ve never been to before. I feel at home in most of the world. So why don’t I feel at home lying in my own bed, with my family asleep upstairs? Why don’t I feel at home when I am home?

Journal Entry; 12 Oct 2016 (via sleevesofgrass)

[thoughts-into-ink]

I feel at home in the coffee shop across the street from school. I feel at home in the mineshaft up the hill. I feel at home at my friend’s houses. I feel at home in the falling snow. I feel at home in the streets of cities I’ve never been to before. I feel at home in most of the world. So why don’t I feel at home lying in my own bed, with my family asleep upstairs? Why don’t I feel at home when I am home?

Journal Entry; 12 Oct 2016 (via sleevesofgrass)

[thoughts-into-ink]

I feel at home in the coffee shop across the street from school. I feel at home in the mineshaft up the hill. I feel at home at my friend’s houses. I feel at home in the falling snow. I feel at home in the streets of cities I’ve never been to before. I feel at home in most of the world. So why don’t I feel at home lying in my own bed, with my family asleep upstairs? Why don’t I feel at home when I am home?

Journal Entry; 12 Oct 2016 (via sleevesofgrass)

[guitarplayermrs]

[deletingmyself]

I’m tired of being tired

[deletingmyself]

I’m tired of being tired

[mortalghost]

I have lost myself Between the lines Behind the lies Coruppted mind I wish to try Too much to write A withheld sigh Much wasted time It’s such a crime Instead I rhyme So here I lie Wondering why I have lost myself.

-H. Murcia 2/10/2017 8:35AM (via sleevesofgrass)

[standishmoon-deactivated2019012]

I’m tired with my personal issues.

[standishmoon-deactivated2019012]

How can such pain exist without physical harm?

[howdoiforgetyou]

You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close your door and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one is going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting, tired of being the one to have to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be, but you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

(via howdoiforgetyou)

[asianmovie]

[switchbladesounds-deactivated20]

dude where’s my

ability to experience pleasure in the things that give me a reason to live