I am too scared to try. I don't know what happened but I just can't right now. I can't get the strength, I can't find the push. Maybe because I had already chosen to stay behind you. Hear you laugh and scream, see you go to places we used to dream to go together. I am too scared that you coming back to me will just make you cry and frown, that it might make you regret looking back and saying "maybe this is the right time for us." I just don't know. I love you more than anything, more than anyone and you know this. I would give my whole heart, I won't ask anything back as long as you are happy even if it's not with me. But, I just can't push myself to you again.. I don't think I still own the place I used to have there in your side. I hope you're happy. I hope she'll love you more than I did. She'll take care of you and will be there always in your side. Won't make you feel alone like I did before. I just.. I just want you to be happy.