Beyond Thin Walls
Imagine getting squished in between these two fluff-birds!
Beyond Thin Walls
Part One
Overview: You’re best-friends with your neighbors Jeon Jungkook and Kim Taehyung ever since you’ve been able to walk. You guys have been to the same kindergarten, school and now are going to the same college as well. Having two guys always behaving like over-protective brothers could get problematic to some extent especially when it came to your non-existent love life. Do brothers behave like that or do they see you as something more than what a brother and a friend should? What changed one night that it became impossible to pretend from both sides?
Genre: Smut, Romance, body-positive, body image issues, self-consciousness, best-friends to lovers
Pairing: Jungkook x curvy reader x Taehyung
Perspective: 3rd person narrative mixed with the reader’s as well
Picture(s) @Pinterest
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“Yah Taehyung-ie care to explain who disappeared with my pudding?” Lately you’d been noticing that your things are mysteriously disappearing, like that one time you couldn’t find your favorite panty only to stumble across it in the boy’s laundry basket. Nevertheless you’ve always been extra cautious about your stuffs no matter how friendly and brotherly they are, they’re still men and you had your own complexities to begin with so that’s that...
Taehyung was busy tapping away on his cell phone. Jungkook was on the other hand busy updating his software for the latest version of his new favorite game. Yes please ignore me some more, will you? You could only glare at them from the kitchen counter. Blame it on your mum for making two grown-up men tag along with you.
Y/N-ah won’t it be fantastic if you’ve your brothers to take care of you in college?
Yes mum, brothers. If only she knew what kind of thoughts you have been having about them since high school only to brush them under the carpet of your mind every time they would creep out of nowhere. Like for instance, right now both the boys or men what should I say? Never mind my choice of word, were sitting in front of you wearing only their cargo pants.
Jungkook still had the decency to wear a vest but that hardly did anything to cover his pectoral muscles that you’d noticed lately to have toned to a beautiful sight. They were hard and beautiful, he certainly had grown up to be beautiful man. Taehyung’s physique has changed as well, you’d be lying if you said he hadn’t changed at all. Although he wasn’t as muscular as Jungkook, he managed to make it up with his broad shoulders and boxy features. God, you loved them so much that it hurt. Nowadays it’s been hurting somewhere else as well, apart from your heart. That’s why you’re keeping your distance from the boys since you didn’t want to hurt them with how you felt about them. My feelings, you thought, wonder how they’d react if they ever knew came to know... Ugghhh! They simply can’t, Y/N you can’t do that! There’s no way but to keep them buried...Ha! Like that’s gonna be easy if they keep on testing the waters. I might explode one of these days.
The biggest problem that lay with you was that you’d never ever masturbated no matter how many times you’d been assured by Google results that it’s completely harmless an act as imagining your best-friends to fuck you rough and hard! Oh mo! Did you just say that! No no take it back! You kept on slapping yourself till, “Y/N-ah what’s wrong?” It was Jungkook. His doe-like eyes were staring at you, trying to gauge what was going in that head of yours. You’d hate me Jungkook-ah if ever you come to know what fantasies I have about you at night. How I’d wish those hands caress my thighs...
“Y/N-ah yah, are you alright?” Now it was Taehyung looking at you with concern.
Both were waiting for you to say something but there you were stuck in your own little world trying to figure out your next move.
And then you remembered your pudding.
“Ah, ah I was trying to figure out who ate my pudding.” Now it was your turn to get answers. There were still many left unanswered though.
Jungkook was the one to first scratch his head and feign ignorance but fell out on the floor laughing like a maniac. “Oh my goodness Y/N, it was yours was it? I didn’t know about that.” If looks could kill Jungkook would have been long vaporized from your fiery gaze. Taehyung took this as an opportunity to tackle Jungkook in a wrestling form. You suddenly forgot where you were or what condition you were in that without a second thought you jumped on them trying to fight like old times. Little did you know that the equations had started changing, for not only you but for them as well.
In the midst of pulling and pushing both the men to the ground you realized both had frozen all of a sudden. You looked at them with your big round eyes, Taehyung was trying his best to look anywhere but you while Jungkook was simply staring at the ceiling. What’s gotten into them, you wondered. Taehyung broke the spell as he held your gaze and looked down, you followed his gaze to find your baggy shirt being the baggy as it was, was drooping really low and that brought out with it your bra-clad breasts. God, Y/N get up will you? You flashed your boobs! But that was...
“I didn’t do it on purpose,” you’d sprung away from them launching yourself to the corner of the room. You were eighteen and still growing or you didn’t quite know if you were at all. Whatever it was your boobs were your biggest disappointment, they’re small and really small compared to girls around your age. And they’d caught a glimpse of those same, no you’d shown it to them. You felt like digging a hole and planting a, ‘Here lies Y/N, a virgin,’ there and never come back. You were blabbering what not but the boys came closer, Taehyug put his hand on your head and stopped you from banging your head against the wall. Oh how you wish you hadn’t jumped in with them at the first place. But then again you’d been friends for so long that the changes that were taking place with you and around you was something you detested a lot. Why can’t I go back to having pristine, pure thoughts. If only...
“Y/N-ah stop over-thinking,” Jungkook was holding your hands in his bigger ones. Those hands, yaah stop Y/N, then and there, stop it okay? Just breathe for now no need to imagine!
“I’m sorry you had to see that...” You wanted to say something more but right now it didn’t feel right for that.
“Oh, c’mon Y/N you’re like a sister to us why will we...,” a sister? Is that all I am? Is that all I’ll ever be to you two? You wanted to scream but then again what fault were they at? Who’d like to have a girl like you to love like they show in movies. You’re never quite the conscious one to begin with, things only began to change when your best-friends began to date back in high school. The girls they’d date were always pretty, slim and pale. All shiny long hair and long legs. That’s when you began to notice the differences you had, you were neither fat nor chubby but rather curvy and that made you stand out. You never had a thigh-gap to begin with nor did you want to have even now when that’s what majority of the guys preferred. Despite having an average-sized chest your hips were flared and your bum always became the butt of everyone’s joke, a joke your school-mates would prefer not to discuss in front of your best-friends. You started wearing longer skirts and baggy shirts and pants to keep your curves hidden. You were not ashamed to have them not at all, rather you were self-conscious of flaunting them. Skinny had never been your favorite so you never tried fitting in that size rather your slowly crept into a shell. All those times in P.E when the other girls would proudly wear shorts you forced your thighs into pants. Your bum and thighs gave you major headaches every-time mixers would be organized in the college. And every single time you’d end up not going because you didn’t want Taehyung and Jungkook to find you in your hyper-pathetic state.
Their sister-zoning you made it even worse that the only thing you could do is utter sorry for the nth time and disappear into your own room. You didn’t know what to do, tears wouldn’t come out nor were you angry. You just felt really confused. All that thinking had made your headache worse, your body felt limp and dizzy as sleep overcame you.
It was already dark when you woke up, you tapped on your phone screen only to mentally scream in horror. It was midnight, you’d been sleeping all this time since afternoon?! You were hardly sane when you opened the door to the dining, everything was dark. Good, that gives me more reason to eat. Taehyung and Jungkook either have gone to sleep or are out. Whatever it is it didn’t bother you anymore. I am just a friend right? Oh no no, a sister. Your evil side was playing all kinds of mind games with you, you couldn’t keep up with it. Your head was still buzzing and that droning sensation still lingered. Guess I’ve a bee in there?
In your semi-insane semi- sane state of mind you hadn’t been able to guess where you were going only to make you lose your balance and hit the tray of beer cans kept on the kitchen slab. Oh shit! You were already done with keeping them on the tray when a door behind you opened. You were busy doing whatever you were doing only to be interrupted.
“Y/N?” You still felt groggy, pushing your weight on the slab you turned around to meet a topless Taehyung in boxer shorts. What? Am I dreaming?
You opened your eyes big and wide, damn it was the sexy Kim Taehyung in only his undies. Wow! What a sight, isn’t it?
The pale light fell in shades on him sharpening his features than they already were. You could see his shoulder muscles flex as he brushed his hair back. Before you could say something you caught sight of a woman in nothing but a white shirt on her body. You could see her nipples poking out like rings of a grenade. She had come out of the room and right now was clinging on to Taehyung’s arm, uggh definitely a pest this one. She’s gonna create a whole lot of ruckus once Tae kicks her out of his life. Don’t get me wrong both my best-friends might be really handsome but they’re not the stereotypical cliche-tic playboys. It’s not they who cheat rather it’s the other way round, funny right? It’s quite rare to find a girl who’d share similar interests as the guy so when they find out they can neither hold up to Taehyung’s sharp brain nor bear Jungkook’s snarky humor they begin complaining. Both have zero patience for utterly selfish and nagging people and that’s how the one-night stands to potential girlfriends girls end up being in the sewers.
“Tae-tae what’s taking you so long?” Uggh, this girl and her nasally voice. It didn’t take a genius to figure out what Tae’s silence meant. It was a sign for the girl to keep her claws within her bounds and not pry out. She left his arm only to look at me with disgust. What the actual fuck, did she just do that? We just met and she doesn’t even know anything. I was tired and so was my brain, wait a minute I just got up. I guess that’s cue for me to sleep even some more, tomorrow is Saturday, I guess I’ll sleep some more. I don’t want to run into both of them first thing in the morning. Right now I need to square up to Tae. The moment you stepped away from the slab into the center of the room you heard Tae make a sound. It sounded like a gasp. What?
“Umm...Tae I’m sorry about what happened this morning. I really wasn’t in my right mind...” Once again you were rambling badly.
“You did nothing wrong.” What? His voice had dropped low and it came out more like a pant. Did I disturb him in the middle of his adventure? Uff. You looked up to him to find him staring at you, his gaze was somewhat clouded or was it the light that was playing tricks with your sight? Which one is it? His jaw clenched and unclenched, what’s wrong? Oh, I get it, he must be mad for disturbing him. Obviously he must be. I might be a virgin but he has a sex-life right? What right have I got to interrupt him like this? The next thing I knew was Tae’s heavy breath on my cheek as he held me by shoulders. I shivered at our contact. My body felt tingly all over as he breathed hard against my left ear. I felt his nose nuzzle against my lobe, what the actual frack! I’m dreaming right?
His breath came out in rasps as he steadied my shaking body, “Y/N-ah, I think you should wear something.” With that he was gone.
You opened your eyes to find no one in the room, the door to Tae’s room closed violently. It wasn’t a dream was it? You flopped yourself on your bed and stared at the ceiling. What the hell was that?
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Imagine him staring at you like this! :D (too much hormone spilling everywhere okkie ;D) It’s better to sin this way than any other way right? Do let me know how you felt about this short intro! I’d be happy to receive your feedback since it’s my first time attempting a smut!
Get ready for some spice in the next chapters to come!
~Ananya:D