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Here’s Tanshin’s Playroom!

Outfitted with an aerial hoop, a stage, gothic hints and beautiful lights, he spends almost all of his time here. I cleaned up a bit for the photo, but if you squint you’ll see Tanshin’s favorite toy, a stuffed creepy clown. He loves the creepy stuff, which makes him special in my eyes.

Normally, his toys are more visible. He’s got some paint-splattered juggling pins, a huge mat for his slapstick (which he’s recently started to grow out of, but that’s okay, Kik-Kik can easily use it), long black and white hankerchiefs, and a ton of vintage books for him to pretend to read upside-down.

#clowncore #clown care #tanshin #my lil gothic clown

Draw the squad meme. I’d credit the creator but I don’t know who made it, sorry! Sei and Tanshin from Home on “one of those days”

#draw the squad #sei #tanshin #home #oc

So here's what happened. My depression got really bad by the time I graduated college, so much so that I actually vowed never to draw again because the passion to draw matched with my inability to bring myself to was so painful I couldn't stand it. And for roughly nine months I fulfilled that vow. But, after a treacherous time off my meds, and an eventual but excruciating levelling out after I got back on them, come January 2018 I doodled something for the first time. This is what I drew. I was so surprised and pleased with the outcome. I had known I had probably gotten so bad at drawing that I wouldn't recognize the poor art I produced. I would stop drawing for a week and be appalled with the results. But after nine months I could create something that resembled a what I'd built up to over the years. I say all this to tell you, to tell you 3 people who occasionally bless me by glancing at what I post, it is inside of you. However long you've spent working toward your goal - the work is still there. You just have to bring it out again.

#home #tanshin #inspiration #oc #original