Whatâs arising for you this Venus retrograde in Leo pick a card
Your expirience + advice from your Barbie as a spirit guide.
Which pile did you choose? Iâm so excited to knowđ„°âĄïž
Pile 1: Rapunzel
Pile 2: Lily
Pile 3: Princess Anika
Voting ended onAug 15, 2023
Pile 1: Barbie as Rapunzel
your experience this Venus rx
I think you are focusing on some sort of plan you have. You've turned your big dreams into practical plans that you dreamed to nurture and to bring into life and you were so excited. It was so shiny and new and you really put the venture on a pedestal in your mind so much so that it has now become a burden to you. These dreams donât keep you warm at night, they keep you up instead and you're tired. You put so much pressure onto yourself to achieve this. The fact that maybe it's not coming into fruition is tied like a rope around your neck. You are in over your head with the things that you want to create so much that the thought is now controlling you, and you are now afraid of what you used to love.
I also see that this kind of thinking keeps you stuck in a loop and you're frustrated. Youâre tired, you are paralysed with fear and you feel like you canât do what you love because itâs kind of turned against you and you are sitting here sulking, looking at what other people have. Because at this moment your thing isn't working out you're saying "oh, I canât have this, I canât have that", so you find yourself in your tower away from the world. You're saying with what you have, but you donât like what you have, and you are sitting there looking at other people's experiences, feeling left out in the cold and like you canât have what you want.
The only one who is keeping your bag away, weather that bag is monetary or your bag of dreams and desires that you want to bring into life is YOU! Youâre in over your head. And now you feel like you canât have it because you're not participating in your own life to the fullest extent. By watching other people you kind of part your power with them (and I can't say that you're sharing power (like a person who thinks there is only one way to use words and you can't brake the mold whenever you please), because you are not doing it willingly). Don't watch other people, wishing it was you. And what is even graver is living vicariously throught other people. If you think watching videos of people living your dreams, watching them do/make things you want to make without taking action yourself will miraculously satisfy your desire to do this thing, honey, YOU'VE GOT A BIG STORM COMING.
Itâs like youâre protecting something no person has taken away from you.
What you need to realise is that you are the only one who can just shift your perspective. And to tell you how SERIOUS I am about you shifting your perspective, listen to this.This is my pile as well, and that means your pile gets THE MOST from me. Why? Because I've done this reading 3 days before coming back to edit this text, and this whole lot of time helped me gain perspective. I literally channeled this much information and needed days to fully realise what this reading is about. I've literally come back to the cards and with my new-found expirience of 3 days and because of that I now see another message I can give you. I understand you better and your message, because I understand myself better. You just need to shit your perspective on evrything going on around you. You can still do all these things, theyâre not going anywhere. Itâs not about the things itâs about your attitude.
letâs take a really basic every day thing as an example. You do the dishes. Theyâre still gonna be the dishes, theyâre still gonna be dirty. They arenât going anywhere, theyâre sitting there and they are needing to be done regardless of what you feel, right? So you can either be happy in yourself and have a positive attitude and wash the dishes with that happy attitude and do those dishes in a breeze. You enjoy it not because you're washing dishes but because you are enjoying life and you have joy inside of you. And on the other hand, you can be all sulky, bitter, angry and frustrated because nothing you what you want to do seems to be getting you anything you hoped it would. Now you're angry at the dishes while you're doing the dishes. But they are still the same dishes that would not be bothering you if you would jsut calm down and realise that what you need and what you lack is not physical accomplishments and money, but love.
Youâre in over your head.
Advice from your Barbie guide: Rapunzel
Her archetype also came through in the cards, look:
The truth always comes out.
Just felt enclined to say that. Now that I have watched the movie, I remember that the truth plays a big part in the point of Rapunzel's story.
You may think that you are fighting an internal battle and youâre losing and like youâre spinning on a spinning wheel of life and nothing seems to be going in your favour. Maybe youâre just so used to external forces being against you. Youâre so used to fighting with everybody, and even if thereâs no one to fight youâre still doing it. Don't you get tired my love? isnât like the whole point of fighting people is that you donât wanna fight? You just want to happily live your life without interference from stupid people. zyou probably had to fend for yourself a lot when you were younger. Fight for your place and prove to people that you deserve to be as happy and well-off in live as you are. That you deserve to live your dreams easily and have fun just like that. People are jelous because they believe nothing in life comes easy and of course they're never satisfied. And when they see you just enjoy life and have fun, recieve anything you ask for and more within a blink of an eye they start to have you. They want to have it in life like you do, but they don't undestand your ease. They believe that it's impossible to live life from a state of hope, trust and ease. They believe everything is hard.
You donât want anyone to tell you what to do, how to be. you donât want anyone to be the story-teller of your own life. You are clinging to the idea that youâre lost, but the real thing is that youâre actually living in the big picture, okay?
Realise that youâre living in literal Cosmos and life is so much more generous than what it is you think in your head, it is so much more expancive and kind. The wheel of life is always turning. You never know what happens tomorrow, but you do know that you have your passion and your drive and you need to move. Forget everybody who may say something shit about you. You have your passion, you have your drive, the truth always comes out. You're good to go right at this moment.
Complain with me, let it out. Itâs foggy up in the head but we gotta blaze our own way out with fire and magic like the Knight of wands that is coming through for usđ„đ«Ą
Your Barbieâs quote of advice from my self-made âPinterest quotesâ deck:
âSTOP LETTING YOUR POTENTIAL GO TO WASTE BECAUSE YOU DON'T FEEL READY ENOUGHâ
Literally pulled this card for myself TWICE before doing your reading.
If you chose pile 3 in my previous pick a card âWhat you need to say YES to instead of the usual NOâ and youâre seeing this now, it just proves weâre in the same boat. It just proves that your dream is your kifeline and you're not delusional, I promise you. I feel like Iâm checking up on my friends and this is how your things are going after the last time we talked.
PILE 2. Barbie and the Enchanted Garden(itâs a book) Barbie Lily
You are my magical, light, fairy-tail creatures!
Castles crumbled, you were left dissapointed. You're picking up the pieces now willingly and like it's fine, you're on your own. You're making up with someone but you're in this process on your own. Not making up with the physical person, but with their..spirit..more like the mental image of them in your head. It's like "it didn't work out, that's fine. I'm just picking myself up, forgiving and moving forward" But I feel like you're really snarky while doing so lol.
"Go and tell your friends that I'm crazy and obsessive, that's fine!"
It's like "Ăłkay, I've got one less problem without you.(I'm really breaking into song here. Do you do that?) oh, you're leaving? Wheh, 'kay, I was tired because of you you anyway" I'm crying you're so sassy. I thought you were all love'n'light at first.
There was a person involved. I feel it stronglyyy. But there is literally no direct indication of that in the cards. "Out of sight out of mind bitch" lmao.
I feel like it's really time for you to revaluate the self. Really pick YOURSELF up.
Pile 2, Iâm on a roll with you.
I am tuning into your energy literally the next day and you have already changed your perspective and see this situation and person clearly.
Youâve taken a loss and you have done so gracefully. ïżŒ I am sensing this is definitely because a person let you down. This could either be your ex romantic partner, your business partner, or they are one in the same. Either way, fuck them ïżŒ.
I heard âIâm taking the dog, you bastard!!đ â and I kid you not, seconds later this card came out WITH THE DOG.
I thought it was more of a figurative situation to represent your power in the fight with this man. I canât even say person. I would give you my left arm(left-handed) because I bet this is a man. If you are battling with this person and they literally have your dog, go get your dog mama!!!!!
You donât need no coins from this person, you donât need their money. You just get your âdogâ back, get your power back!!! Kick him out of your life. You are on your own business, on your hot girl shit, on your plans, youâre assessing your own life situation. Youâre so much better off without them. You see them clearly now. Gone are the chains that bound you to this person, youâre setting yourself free. Fuck shit up!!! I feel like cursing in this reading, I feel you are passionately mad. You have been disrespected by this bitch-ass man. But you see right through their schemes and their bullshit. You are withdrawing your energy, youâre having none of it!!! God I love reading tarot. AND I LOVE THIS FOR YOU. YES. BE FURIOUS. Channel your devine rage into building the life of your dreams. Fill yourself with meaning. You are no mother, no bride, you are KING. Your power is yours, and ainât nobody taking it from you.
Itâs the feeling of when someone gaslights you all the time, and there comes a point when youâve had enough of their bullshit(you can feel theâre bullshitting you), realise your own power, step away and then see how much of a PATHETIC WORM that person is.
ADVICE FROM YOUR BARBIE GUIDE: LILY(Barbie and the Enchanted Garden)
Disappear off the face of the Earth.
I think what she means by this is become completely unavailable to that person and ANYONE who is not serving your highest good for that matter. Trust me, this is the best thing you can possibly do for yourself. ïżŒ
Redefine yourself entirely and do it FOR yourself. You can do that by answering your inner call.
âYou guys, your real strength comes from being the best you you can be, so who are you? What are you good at? What do you love? What makes you YOU!?â - Po in Panda King Fu 3. Kung * I decided to leave the autocorrect part because KING is very fitting for you. Maybe watch that training clip if you want. Itâs when Po is training the Pandas to defend the village. You donât have to be someone else in order to achieve your goals. You are not part of that person you left behind. You are not intertwined or attached at the hip, you never have been. ïżŒDiscover and nurture your inner power. Youâre on your own now. Youâre actually stronger on your own! Because you donât have to split yourself apart for others and live with your cup half-full all the time.
âSheâs beautiful đ„čâ youâre going off on your own now, something you have been afraid off. This is the death of life as you once new it and your big entranceïżŒ into the life you always dreamed of and deep down always knew you were meant for. You are meant for MORE in this life!!!! Just like youâve always felt. There is nothing wrong with you. There is nothing wrong with believing in yourself. You cut the cords with that person and in doing so you cut the cord to your old life, that you once believed would be all that you could have. I feel spirit, your guides being just so incredibly proud of you. The energy of âthatâs my beautiful girlđ„čđ„°đđ„ YOU GO HONEY!!!!!!! ayyyyyâ
âAnd if I fall - they got meâ - the song I canât live without (havenât heard it in a long-ass timeđ) CANâT HOLD US - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis.
Iâm so fucking hype right now, this song is PERFECT FOR YOU!!!!! And me. Iâm going through the same shit, high-five Queen âđ
Please feel free to text me, send a message in my ask box or a dm, âcause I feel this hype energy so strongly right now, I want to know what is happening for you at this moment sister!!!
You are NOT a care-giver to everyone around you! They are responsible for their own shit, and if they are an irresponsible crybaby who never takes accountability then thatâs their own.fucking.problem.ïżŒ You take that responsibility and accountability like a KING. And thatâs all you need to know.đïżŒ Donât waste your emotions and energy and your love on someone who gives you NOTHING!!!! Stop overflowing that cup. What have they ever done for you, huh??? They didnât ever pour into you and never held space for all that beautiful love that you spilled for them willingly. Itâs like this: YOU BOUGHT THE TABLE, YOU BROUGHT THE CUP, YOU PUT YOUR WHOLE SELF INTO IT AND THEY JUST SAT THERE AND STARED AT IT. AND THEN HAD THE AUDACITY TO MESS UP THE TABLECLOTH SO IT ALL SPILLED OVER AND THEY MADE A MESS OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL LOVE.
NAH-AH BITCH. KICK THEM OUT THE TABLE!!! YOU DID THAT!?!???? GOOD. EXACTLY AS YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE!!!đ„°đ„°đ„°đ„° Spirit is really so proud of you and they applaud you for your strength and resilience and your love and power. NOW GO GET YOUR LIFE BECAUSE SPIRIT WANTS TO POUR WATERFALLS AND OCEANS OF LOVE AND ABUNDANCE ONTO YOU ASAP QUEENđ„°đ„°đ„°đđđ
PILE 3. Barbie & the magic of Pegasus
âI wonât rest till Iâm in hellâ. You have a personal âvendettaâ against rest.
âïżŒLow-bornâ heard this multiple times while shuffling for your pile.
Cut ties. But you wonât let this go.
These messages and energy are intense to a fault.
âRemember me for centuriesâ - Fall out boy.
God I love my job - me to myself while doing this reading.
Is there like a family situation? Greed? Expectations. Having to hold up family traditions that are EXTREMELY intimidating and harmful.
You just want to live a happy life on your own terms, but your hell of a family wonât let you. They corner you and your love wherever you go. Just when you think you escaped out of their clutches - boom, clap. Youâre in their clasp. You donât see a way out. Donât exchange money for love or love for money. Those things arenât in the same lane.
YouïżŒ have to choose love in your life. Cut trough this hell like a sword. âWounds will heal, time will not.â - I think what this is referring to is that if you cut ties now you WILL hurt. BUT it WILL heal. What wonât heal is the time youâd be wasting by not cutting off those merciless gnomes(?): your family, friends, whoever or whatever it is. I donât care. You MUST.
You wonât find what youâre looking for in greed and piles of money. What are you good at? Use it.
There is no expansion or generosity in greed. You will lose your family. You will lose everything. EVERYTHING YOU DONâT NEED. Everything that is not your soulâs to carry. This is divinely guided. You KNOW what you must do!
Once you were a hope for a dynasty. You will feel this immense loss of expectation buried in your chest.
There is nothing wrong with being who you are.
If you donât cut your family off, or end and slash through whatever it is you must end, you will just become a frozen statue, a stone figure in the merciless house of your choosing.
Yes, YOUR choosing. If your choice will be not to walk away.
Wow. I am channeling like CRAZY today.
Go through with it. Or you will be just like the rest of those.
âTime will heal, but this wonât.â - time will pass, and so you might think that becoming complacent and conforming will save you. But make no mistake: you will spend THE REST of your life with this wound in your chest.
âYou can make it different. You can make it right. You can make it better. You donât have to fightâ
A lot of generational trauma and karmic density is what Iâm getting with your pile.
GOD NO WONDER PRINCESS ANIKA IS YOUR GUIDE BRO I CANâT MAKE THIS SHIT UP. WATCH THE FUCKING MOVIE ISTG. THIS IS INSAAANE.
Break the chains- reap the benefits. Take! the last stand!
There is always hope to shine the light on the darkest of winters.
âNow I reap the benefits with no congregation.â - Doja Cat in âAttentionâ.
ADVICE FROM PRINCESS ANIKA
DONâT LET THEM RULE YOUR WORLD.
You ARE the Empress of your own world.
You are more than this world could ever imagine. Youâre running out of time. Donât let it pass you. Your time is NOW.
You sit in the debris and wonder if itâs time.
- YES, it is TIME. What youâre reaching for is also reaching for you. The nine of pentacles. It is your birthright. seize your power.
âWoke up this morning - I feel so f*cking important. I looked in the mirror - Iâm different. I finally made a decision.
All the rejected that lost a lack of respect in
Themselves 'cause people get hectic
They hurt you and make you feel helpless
They're not brave like you
Anything that's different
I do what I want, it's refreshing
As soon as you taste independence
You start living life in the presentâ
YONAKA - âSEIZE THE POWERâ
BOMB SONG. Recommend. Will BLOW yow mtf mind. Idk why, but I felt such a need not to swear in this reading, but now I feel the need to say mtfucking. Feels so important. Like breaking freeđ
You look down and see all that your family has done to you. stop looking down and cut your own head off if thatâs what you must do to live.(with loving intention). Do you have everything you need? YES.
You have YOU. You, separately. you as in you personally. You own yourself. You alone get to define yourself you own your power. You are power, they are nothing. YOU want to Break free. Once you do, you realise you are everything you need. Once you claim your power and wield it like the Knight, Queen and Empress that you ARE, you realise they NEVER had ANY power over you. You just refused to wield your own power for fear of judgement. Of hurting them. They are the ones who hurt ppl. Not you. Them.
Their forces COMBINED donât stand a singular chance against the sheer power that you alone yield.
Wow, pile 3. I am speechless. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD TEXT ME. Send an ask, a dm. I want to talk to the divine royalty that you are.
May the Gods bless youđ
Now may you go in peace and fight with what is yours to wield. Iâll be waiting.
THE MOST POWERFUL MESSAGE IâVE DONE IN MY WHOLE LIFE HOLY SHIT GUYS.
I feel this pile deep within my bones.
We are royalty, pile 3. I know in my heart this pile is meant for me, but Iâm so afraid to admit it. But Iâm doing it anyway. Iâm facing this fear that I stand up to and say: NO MORE! I feel like this is what we do. Say no to this with me.
Shine bright like the Star in the night. You are. You are. We are STARS. And stars are made to shine. That is their nature. No more hiding our true nature, my dear soulfamily.
GOD PILE 3 ALWAYS ROCKS MY FUCKING WORLD.