( 🌙 ) SHE'S TIRED. EXHAUSTED even. it'd been a full two weeks from the look of things when she'd pulled herself out of the chasm , her first place to explore to see if her tartaglia was down there. with an amount of time she'd not deign to think about down in the abyss she'd come up empty. giving up was never something she was good with , and in the end she still didn't give up as fresh air hit her senses and alleviated the headache only just.
TELEPORTING ONLY ONCE to the closest point between sumaru and fontaine she collapses onto one of the cushion seats of a ferry toward fontaine. numbness begun to bleed into feelings she couldn't express in public , no matter how much the burn in the back of her eyes grew. the longer the ride progressed the worst it felt , sucking in a breath as one of her palms pressed against her eyes as her teeth grit and she felt ridiculously lucky that she was one of the only ones on this line right now.
SHE BLINKED A couple times as she felt a gentle but warm touch to her cheek , moving her hand away to see aeval smiling brightly up at her. ❛ MISS TRAVELER ARE you okay ? it isn't like you to be so down ! ❜ she worriedly fretted , giving her a gentle pat down. lumine sheepishly rebuked her worry , but in a fashion that expressed her hurriedness to sort out what was going on and to not offend or hurt the melusine's feelings ( she had enough on her plate than to end up in neuvillette's office with questions why one of his daughters was upset ).
WALKING OFF HER nausea enough she makes it to the hearth , rapping her knuckles against the door to find lyney smiling at her and asking her all sorts of things which leaves her expression a little sour. he's trying to deflect and continued to do so when ( or tried ) to ask questions , only alleviating her frustration and draining patience further.
❛ I KNOW HE'S there the more you deflect. i'm coming inside. ❜
SHE'S HAD ENOUGH with pleasantries. she's tired and frustrated and she knows he's here. she refused to be pushed out of the door of the hearth as she pushed past lyney who'd been trying to talk her out of coming inside.
❛ MOVE. I KNOW he's here and i'm not going to leave til i talk to him. i don't care , ❜ she sidesteps out of freminet's way as the meek boy merely stood in her way in an attempt to do the same as his brother. she didn't wish to hurt him , hurt any of them but her patience and sanity running thin.
THE FEAR IN the back of her mind that The Knave would stop her wasn't enough to push her way through : she belonged to no nation , the woman of the stars was naught held down by any rules or regulation on disturbing some semblance of peace. at the end of her rope she no longer cared about her own safety as much as she should. she'd apologize later after she found him.
HER OWN PEACE had been broken and she wanted it back. she wanted to have her home back. to hold him. she pushes past familiar and unfamiliar faces like a woman on a mission til she finds a door she knows childe often could be found behind. she gives one solid knock before pushing it open and her breath catches.
❛ AJAX. ❜ her voice is breathless , exhausted and stressed out of her mind. she looked how she felt --- horrible.
@tartagla gets this from lumine. im sorry its long LMAO.