The LOA experience that did it for me
Prior to the year that this happened, I manifested crazzzyyy things to happen. (Paid moves to other countries, SPs, free money, free apartment (no rent), callbacks to auditions for a movie!!!! (Like a real movie, I had no experience. My audition was ‘eh’. But I still got a callback) anyways… blah blah blah blah blah. You get it.
But then I ‘tried’.. to truly manifest everything.
I would say later on after my failures that it simply wasn’t working!
That… LOA was real but… it only worked sometimes….
But I still decided to test it out one last time.
While on the road, riding a bus, I said I wanted to see Jeeps.
Mind you—this time, I was persistent. (noooo not that word!— yes. Babes. That word)
Well— after only a minute after I decided, I saw one— two jeeps. On the opposite freeway.
I chuckled to myself. Thought again: more. I’m going to see more of them. All colors. Jeeps.
Sure enough. On that same road, in quick succession (a few seconds, a minute or two apart) they’d drive by.
They were all colors. Jeep wranglers, and the more recent ones (I don’t care for the names, I just know they were Jeeps.) And yes: plural. Lots of them.
No matter— you understand how ‘magical’ ‘what a coincidence!’ this was… to the regular eye blah blah blah.
I said in my head: ‘I’m going to see a swarm of Jeeps…An army!’
Jokes jokes! Sure… but I stuck by it. Did I feel anxious after not seeing anything for a minute? Yeah. Did ugly thoughts come to my head? (What is this in comparison to my ‘failures’ of the past year?)
I didn’t see anything for a few minutes. I think about six.
I kept listening to music. Saying other affirmations in my head. (But—How did I go from manifesting ‘crazy’ things to nothing?)
[We both know the answer.]
I turned to look at the lane next to our bus. On our side of the free way. Or however they call that.
A swarm of jeeps was passing us on the right lane. In one of those big — biggg— mechanical racks that a singular car drives. On the shelfs are sitting cars. Transporting them elsewhere.
Specifically; Jeep Wranglers. The kind of car I wanted to manifest at the time for myself. The kind of car I was set on seeing in that trip.
I remember sitting there in wonder. Just watching them pass by. Opaque the windows on the right side of the aisle. Nobody else was looking up from what I could see. And it was for a few moments that they shadowed our bus. Quite a few seconds that it took for them to finally pass us.
All of them— Jeep. Jeep wranglers.
Perhaps I could’ve waited for something more ‘divine’ . Less mundane to ‘wake me up.’ … But I already had proved to myself— time and time again— of what I was capable of.
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