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#NDHQTASK17 ► PORN-SONA.

CHLOE “CECE” HARPER.

A goofy, space obsessed dog mom with the license to ink covered in artwork of her own ...and a very unfortunate alcohol dependency.

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#NDHQTASK14 ► BIOGRA“FREE”.

MENTIONS ➝ Chloe Harper, Aliyana Hart, Dani Harper (as well as NPCs).

WARNINGS ➝ Very very brief (blink and you’ll miss it) mention of alcohol.

DESCRIPTION ➝ A ten year biography of CeCe’s life from the ages of 13-23.

WORDS ➝ 1109.

CeCe was only thirteen years old when she moved out of her family home, though fortunately that meant moving in with other family members in one of her favorite places in the world. She’d spent childhood summers in Dallas, so the move wasn’t too difficult for her, but leaving her family behind wasn’t the most fun thing ever. However, it was necessary, because things at home weren’t okay anymore. Fortunately, CeCe thrived in Dallas. She settled in well with her Aunt Sara, Uncle Ernesto and two cousins, Mikayla and Isabella easily, quickly becoming like a third daughter in the family. CeCe shared a room with her older cousin, Mikayla, right the way up until the older girl left for college.

Although she’d always been good in school as far as academics, and had always been surrounded by a large circle of friends, CeCe really thrived in her new high school. She was never really the type to worry too much or to be nervous about meeting new people, so she made friends right away. From her childhood summers there, she already knew a few people anyway, so her relationships with those people only solidified, especially with her best friend, Nicole. The two were inseparable, and would have sleepovers every weekend, with Nicole’s parents eventually treating CeCe like their child, and CeCe’s aunt and uncle doing the same with Nicole. It was just a nice environment all around, and CeCe definitely believes that the move was a generally positive one.

By her sophomore year of high school, CeCe had explored relationships, and had had a few boyfriends, even progressing to physical stages with some. She lost her virginity at the age of fifteen, and honestly didn’t really see what all of the hype was about. By sixteen, though, she and Nicole had begun experimenting with each other, though it was never anything deep. They could have fun in the bedroom, but there were never any feelings involved, and Nicole is the person CeCe thanks for helping her to realize her sexual identity - she could connect on a sexual level with anybody, their gender not important. This came in handy when she went on to college.

Before that, however, CeCe begun experimenting with different forms of art. She’d known since she was a little girl that art was in her future; it was honestly her calling. It was after a visit to a local tattoo studio at sixteen years old that CeCe realized body art was it for her. She started to accumulate small pieces of her own, and just never really stopped from there. Fortunately, her aunt and uncle were always fine with it, and always gave their consent until CeCe was of the age that she didn’t need it. By college, she was covered in a pretty decent collection of ink, and had even begun interning at the very same studio where she’d gotten the majority of her pieces done.

The decision to stay in Dallas for college was both the easiest and hardest for CeCe to make. Dallas had become her home, and she felt that she fit there. On the other hand, though, going back to California would mean being back with her mother, and that was definitely an inviting prospect. However, Maria encouraged her daughter to do what she felt was best for her, so she ended up staying put, attending college alongside Nicole and a few of their other friends, where CeCe first got into the porn industry. It was kind of by accident, to be honest, but it wasn’t something she was ever opposed to.

Still experimenting with one another, when Nicole started making videos of herself doing sexual things and putting them online for paying customers to watch, she invited CeCe to do them with her. A few videos later and they were approached by a member of the management from XXXRated - a porn company local to Dallas. Considering she wasn’t being paid from her internship at the studio, CeCe didn’t see the harm in taking on paid work, even if it was in the sex industry. She has always been very confident regarding her body, and comfortable in owning her sexuality, so the decision to say “yes” wasn’t a difficult one for her to make. CeCe continued to work for XXXRated for the next two years, while thriving in college and at the studio.

At twenty years old, she met Aliyana. It was at a party, apparently they had a mutual friend, and they were basically checking each other out all night, until the older girl eventually approached CeCe. Although she doesn’t necessarily believe in love at first sight, she’s confident that in she and Ali’s case, that’s totally what it was. They seemed to hit it off from the very first second, and soon enough they were going out on a date, then another, and then growing pretty damn serious. Wanting to be honest with her girlfriend about her work, CeCe explained to her that she worked for XXXRated, and when Ali expressed that she wasn’t comfortable with it, CeCe understood, and wound up quitting. By that point, she was being paid for her work at the tattoo studio anyway, and by the age of twenty-one, she’d proposed to Aliyana.

After a very fast moving engagement, CeCe became Mrs. Chloe Elise Hart following a beautiful ceremony, though her friends definitely were not all very supportive of her marriage. And with good reason, too. Ali had become possessive quickly, even before they’d tied the knot, and had begun to push people out of her life - unbeknown to CeCe, this included her twin sister. As far as CeCe could tell, though, Dani was just ignoring her, she didn’t want her around anymore. It sucked, but what could she do? She couldn’t force her way back in, so CeCe begrudgingly accepted it.

Only two short years into their marriage, on CeCe’s twenty-third birthday, at the party thrown by Aliyana in their home, CeCe walked in on a sight that haunts her to this very day: Her wife (now ex-wife) on top of the new guy, Dave, from the tattoo studio; both naked and wrapped up in one another in Ali and CeCe’s bed. Regardless of Ali’s reasons for doing it - apparently to get a rise out of CeCe - there was no coming back from something so severe, and CeCe found herself at twenty-three years old with a failed marriage under her belt and the title of ‘divorcee’ hanging over her head. The more prominent title of ‘alcoholic’ soon followed.

Luckily, Just Tattoo of Us was just around the corner.

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#NDHQTASK05 ► CREATOR INTERVIEW.

HOW DID YOU GET INTO PORN?

“It feels like forever ago, but I totally still remember my first ever video like it was yesterday. My college roommate freshman year had been making videos, and the two of us would hook up a lot just, like, in general, so she asked if I wanted to get in on the whole video thing. So we filmed a couple super amateur videos, we put them online, and they were actually picked up by the management people at my old company. It was a total Justin Bieber thing - someone saw our stuff online and wanted us to work for them. If Justin Bieber was a porn star, anyway.”

HOW HAS THIS CAREER AFFECTED YOUR RELATIONSHIPS WITH PEOPLE? DO YOU FEEL JUDGED BY FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT WERE CLOSE TO YOU BEFORE YOU STARTED IN PORN?

“For the most part, I don’t think it has affected my relationships. I mean, there are certain people, mostly family members, who I haven’t told because I just don’t think they’d approve, and I mean, that’s okay. Not everybody is going to agree with your choices, and sometimes it’s a case of what others don’t know won’t hurt them, so I’ve kind of just accepted that, and with acceptance comes no change in relationship, so I mean, that’s chill. As for my friends, they’ve all been super supportive. I’m a very open person, and I tend to surround myself with other open, accepting people. If anybody is judging me, I wouldn’t know about it, but I also don’t think that I’d care.”

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DO YOU SEE YOURSELF AS AN ADULT ENTERTAINER FOR THE LONG TERM? IF NOT, WHAT’S NEXT FOR YOU?

"Okay, don’t get me wrong, I actually really enjoy doing this. I mean, I left the industry for a couple years and then came back to it, so I feel like that kind of proves that I’m into it. But it’s not something I see myself doing long term, no. I like sex, I like porn, but my true passion is in body art, so what’s next for me is hopefully progression as far as that. I’d love to own my own studio someday, so that’s the big goal.”

IF YOU WEREN’T INVOLVED IN PORN, WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’D BE DOING?

“I think I’d probably be doing what I’m doing now.. minus porn. I’d still be working at the tattoo studio, only I’d probably still be in Dallas. Maybe I’d have pushed for another season of Just Tattoo of Us, I don’t know. I don’t think things would be much different for me whether I was doing this or not, though. And I like that, I like that I know I’d be on the same path either way.”

WHAT IS YOUR MOST MEMORABLE EXPERIENCE, GOOD OR BAD, WORKING IN THIS INDUSTRY?

“Is it super lame to say my first ever video? Because that was obviously super memorable, mostly because I was only eighteen and I didn’t know exactly what I was doing. I mean, I knew how to have sex, that wasn’t the issue. But I was just being very giggly and acting all bashful, which is totally embarrassing thinking back on it now. I wouldn’t call it a bad thing, though. It was cute - eighteen year old me was cute.”

WHAT IS THE BIGGEST ADVANTAGE OR PERK TO THIS CAREER? BIGGEST DISADVANTAGE OR DRAWBACK?

“I think that sex is a big perk, and even more so when it comes to NDHQ because it’s the kind of company where you can tell they really care about the people working for them, you know? So I always feel like I’m safe when I’m filming, and that I can just have fun with it. I also think it’s nice to be able to own my body the way that I can. I mean, you don’t get many people heckling you when it comes to porn, they generally just want to see what you’re putting out there and use it to get off to. So I can embrace my body and my sexuality, and I don’t feel judged for it. I think the biggest disadvantage is that nagging worry that somebody who I don’t want to see me doing this might end up seeing. I mean, like I said before, I’m open about it, but I don’t need my family members logging on and seeing me starring in a porn video. That part is the part that I’d say is the biggest drawback, that risk.”

WHAT DO YOU THINK SETS YOU APART FROM THE OTHER CREATORS AT NDHQ AND IN PORN IN GENERAL?

“I’ll be totally honest, I don’t think I really have my own specific style when it comes to porn, so I definitely don’t think there’s anything super special about me. I think that I’m very adventurous and I’m willing to try anything at least once, but so are a lot of people, so I don’t know, this is kind of difficult. I think the fact that I can both dominate and submit well is a good thing, but again that’s not exactly exclusive to me. Aesthetically, I think I have a big advantage where my body art comes into it, because there’s a big following for “girls with ink” and a lot of people find it really hot in general, so throw it into literal porn and I think you have something pretty special.”

WHAT’S NEXT FOR YOU IN TERMS OF CONTENT? WHAT CAN WE EXPECT TO SEE FROM YOUR CHANNEL?

“I’m actually planning to take a small break, like, just for a week or something. I think it’s important that you don’t overdo it, you don’t want your videos to become stale, and self care is totally important. Once I do come back from my short break, though, I think you can expect a few more lives, since I really enjoyed my last one. I’m thinking maybe some more competitions, where people get to tell me what to do when it comes to my live streams. It seemed to go over really well last time, so I’d love to do some more of that. I also think I might start to work on a theme, since so far my content has been pretty all over the place. Which don’t get me wrong, is totally not a bad thing. Versatility is obviously important. But I do like the idea of my videos following a theme. I’m just not totally sure what that’s going to be yet.”

WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 10 YEARS? ARE YOU STILL WITH THE COMPANY? HAVE YOU MOVED ONTO A NEW ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE?

“In ten years I’ll be 35, and y’all will have totally hired way younger, way hotter people by then. But also like I said before, I really want to own my own tattoo studio, so I hope that by the time I’m 35, that’s a goal I’ve managed to achieve. I don’t think it really would leave me much time for porn, but I’m not ruling it out. I enjoy it, so if in ten years I’m still enjoying it, then I’m sure I’ll still do it occasionally.”

IF GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE ABOUT THE ADULT ENTERTAINMENT BUSINESS?

“Y’all are going to think I’m just gassing you up here, but I’d honestly love to see more companies like NDHQ. I think there are a lot of companies that aren’t very respectful when it comes to the people working for them, and I think there are some really unsafe environments when it comes to this business. So, ideally everything would be as safe as this place is. I also think free birth control and health checks should be the norm, like your company should totally provide that for you, otherwise you’re opening yourself up to some terrifying situations, and I just think it’s really important that this industry is made to be as safe as it possibly can be. It shouldn’t be stigmatized, and it should honestly just be seen as any other job, same benefits included.”

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#NDHQTASK18 ► FAMILY VALUES.

PAUL HARPER; FATHER.

You have a hollowed out heart but it’s heavy in your chest I tried so hard to fight it but it’s hopeless Hopeless, you’re hopeless Oh father, please father I’d love to leave you alone but I can’t let you go Oh father, please father Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter

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#NDHQTASK18 ► FAMILY VALUES.

MARIA HARPER; MOTHER.

You raise me up so I can stand on mountains You raise me up to walk on stormy seas I am strong when I am on your shoulders You raise me up to more than I can be

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#NDHQTASK07 ► TRAITS.

- 3 NEGATIVE TRAITS.

FLIGHTY.

CeCe has a habit of disappearing when something doesn’t sit well with her, and that doesn’t necessarily just mean in a physical sense. While she doesn’t exactly like conflict, she has always been a fighter, and in her younger years she definitely got into more verbal and physical fights than she can count, but especially nowadays she likes to consider herself something of a pacifist. Her way of dealing with issues is to simply bounce, pretend like they don’t exist. Whether that means physically walking away from a situation, or getting herself so drunk that she doesn’t have to acknowledge it anymore, it doesn’t matter. If something’s going down and she isn’t comfortable with it (unless it involves someone doing something wrong to her sister, in which case she’ll always fight) CeCe is a flight risk.

MISCHIEVOUS.

Although it’s never intended to be dangerous, and usually comes from a place of humor, CeCe is definitely pretty mischievous, always having been the type to pull pranks and find them hilarious, even when they’re probably not so funny. She had a reputation on Just Tattoo of Us for being a prankster, and would always hide things from her coworkers and then giggle from the sidelines as she watched them frantically looking around for whatever they’d “lost,” and during that dumb lab class where everyone had to dissect frogs, CeCe gathered all of the dead frogs together and dumped them on her teacher’s desk in protest. Generally, though, CeCe’s mischievous side is harmless, if not a little annoying, but she has never hurt anybody with it. So far.

SELF-DESTRUCTIVE.

When things are going well for CeCe, she likes to think that she can appreciate them. And in fact, she can. But considering her father abandoned her, and her ex-wife cheated on her, the idea of something going wrong is always in the back of her mind, and CeCe is very self-destructive in the sense that she’d rather mess herself up than have someone mess her up again. Lately, her way of doing so is by drowning her sorrows, even ones that she’s imagined up in her head, with alcohol - Not a good idea, considering her past with the stuff. It’s kind of dangerous in more than just that way, though, because when CeCe self-destructs, she withdraws, and she won’t let people see just how bad things have gotten. She’s good at putting up a front, and will act like everything is fine. Then she’ll make herself suffer when she’s alone, with nobody any the wiser.

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#NDHQTASK07 ► TRAITS.

+ 3 POSITIVE TRAITS.

FRIENDLY.

Being friendly has served CeCe well in the way of not only the obvious making friends, but it has helped her to get as far as she has in life, too. As a child, CeCe was always surrounded by friends. She was popular, and opportunities presented themselves to her because of her social standing. When she moved to Dallas, CeCe’s friendly nature meant that she settled in easily, because she was never treated like “the new girl” and was never alone. She made friends for life during her very first day at her new school. When it came time to apply for jobs, most prominently her job at her first tattoo studio, CeCe was noted as the best candidate because not only was she great in her work, but she was also friendly, which is important in such a customer based job. In the same area, CeCe landed her spot on Just Tattoo of Us because of how friendly and cheerful she was during her interview. She feels she has also slipped into her job at NDHQ easily because she has always been friendly with the other stars, too.

OPTIMISTIC.

CeCe has always been a very optimistic person, always choosing to see the good in people and situations rather than the bad, because if she looked on the more negative side of things, she’s scared that she’d start to change her outlook on the world. Especially lately, something that has kept CeCe afloat is her optimism, and she knows that if she didn’t have it, she would’ve hit rock bottom already. CeCe’s optimistic nature is what got her through her divorce, with her considering it positive that her ex-wife showed her true colors when she did, rather than later on down the line when they had a long marriage and kids attached to them. She could’ve very well sunk into a dark place, and who knows where she’d be right now if that had been the case?

UNDERSTANDING.

Being as understanding as she is is why CeCe still clings to any kind of hope of a relationship with her father. When she was only twelve years old and had to deal with him drunk and acting recklessly around her, it always scared her, but she tried to understand that it wasn’t him talking, it was the drink. She would later find out he had his own battles with mental illness going on, which made CeCe even more understanding. He doesn’t speak to her now, since he doesn’t agree with her sexuality, but CeCe understands that his beliefs are his beliefs, and as much as she wishes she could change them, she can’t. Regardless of his backward way of thinking or the unacceptable way he has always acted around her, he’s still her father, and CeCe not only loves him but would also accept him back into her life without question.

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#NDHQTASK09 ► FAVORITES.

Favorite ice cream flavor? Mint chip.

Favorite candy? Twizzlers.

Favorite food of all time? Paella.

Favorite breakfast food? Waffles with berries.

Favorite pizza toppings? Ham and pineapple.

Favorite comfort food? Chilli Heatwave Doritos.. or cornbread.

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Favorite ice cream sundae toppings? Coffee honeycomb crunch.

Favorite alcoholic drink? Jack Daniels Honey.

Favorite drink at Starbucks? Iced caramel macchiato with almond milk.

Favorite TV show? The Big Bang Theory.

Favorite movie? Silver Linings Playbook.

Favorite band or music artist? Fall Out Boy.

Favorite vacation you’ve taken? London.

Favorite season? Summer.

Favorite animal? Lion.

Favorite sport? She likes to watch baseball but she doesn’t play it herself.

Favorite sports team? Texas Rangers.

Favorite childhood memory? Drawing scenes on her bedroom walls.

Favorite toy as a child? CeCe was more into sharpies and canvases. She loved a good Barbie too, though.

Favorite superhero? Deadpool (whether he’ll admit to being a superhero or not).

Favorite scent? Armani.

Favorite day of the week? It varies.

Favorite holiday? Thanksgiving.

Favorite way to communicate? In person.

Favorite thing to do when you’re sick? Lay on the couch in an oversized sweater and watch movies.

Favorite place to meet up with friends? Bars.

Favorite hobby? Drinking. Drawing/designing.

Favorite way to cheer you up? Dog cuddles.

Favorite kind of gift to receive? Original artwork or jewelry.

Favorite way to relax? Doodling new designs.