Apr 21, 2014
? haha...
i still get bitter When i see you and john talking about being happy or When you eVen mention each other or your relationship because it reminds me hoW disappointed i felt When i realised youre not emotionally inept like me When it comes to liking people and i Was happy that Wed found someone Who might stick around that Wed be more to than just temporary lays until they settle doWn. you tell me youre not leaVing so often but im still just Waiting for the day you truly do just fall in loVe and leaVe me for it and im torn betWeen grasping at you and suffocating you into not leaVing and just alloWing it, and it feels like the latters the least exhausting option most of the time.
