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came on to get some shit and i noticed some people are still following this blog every few days... stop! his new one is taskforcetwink. please follow it instead. he is no longer crotimes nor am i posting here any longer.
im no longer using this account stop following it and get over to his new blog: taskforcetwink
people are still following this blog!!!!!! dont!!!!!! its dead!!!!!! its only here for archive purposes!!!!!! his new blog is taskforcetwink please follow that instead theres nothing for you here. thank you.
im only following a select few people remember, just to stay on the safe side. if i dont follow you back immediately or at all, then its nothing personal.
ill reblog this a few times throughout the next few days, this blog will stay up and remain an archive for how much of a chud suda always has been.
just a note that im on hiatus and i felt like i should mention that for the people who arent on at half past what the fuck in the morning on a monday. dunno how long its gonna be, and i might check into trollian from time to time, but i wont be posting.
but i should also mention that when i return theres a chance ill be remaking this blog, this one will become an archive, and ill probably follow only a few people back on the new blog at first and slowly build my way back up to following more people as i begin to feel better about rp. if i dont follow you back then immediately, dont get bitter or anything, im just playing it safe is all. or you can get bitter if you want, im not stopping you. itd just be misdirected and youd probably feel better if you watched a disney movie instead.
thats a big maybe. because as it stands all i can think about is deleting this blog and thats it. im trying to give myself a few days to quit being so dramatic to see if those feelings subside though. they havent yet, but its still early.
just a note that im on hiatus and i felt like i should mention that for the people who arent on at half past what the fuck in the morning on a monday. dunno how long its gonna be, and i might check into trollian from time to time, but i wont be posting.
but i should also mention that when i return theres a chance ill be remaking this blog, this one will become an archive, and ill probably follow only a few people back on the new blog at first and slowly build my way back up to following more people as i begin to feel better about rp. if i dont follow you back then immediately, dont get bitter or anything, im just playing it safe is all. or you can get bitter if you want, im not stopping you. itd just be misdirected and youd probably feel better if you watched a disney movie instead.
thats a big maybe. because as it stands all i can think about is deleting this blog and thats it. im trying to give myself a few days to quit being so dramatic to see if those feelings subside though. they havent yet, but its still early.
idk if im feeling this blog too much recently ive got a lot of Feelings to sort out about recent events that are still admittedly causing some bitterness and negativity in my system that just wont subside
and at this point i dont think its ever gonna subside
this blog is a lot of what i do all day (which is as sad as it sounds, but im more than mildly agoraphobic so being indoors rping is really all i can do) because it made me happy for so long during the summer ive met some really great people and thats why recently its been so taxing, because of the bitterness and negativity i mentioned, seeing certain people on my dash makes it hard to even want to be here and since like i said im on here so much, its unhealthy to be in such a prolonged state of strong negative emotions.
im just gonna take a break from this blog for as long or as short as i need to. i just really need to think a lot about things and possibly work on ways to be here and not feel so miserable all the time. i want to have fun, but its difficult when it feels like im constantly rubbing salt into my own still fresh wounds every time i click refresh.
suda will be on trollian from time to time @ anghwrtaisButain and ill be on skype. if you have it, feel free to hmu whenever im on (as youve guessed, thats mostly always lol) and if you dont then feel free to ask but please only if i actually Sort Of Know You. my main is ogrin if you dont have that either.
i might come on for a little bit from time to time, but i dont want to spend too much time here, thatd be defeating the purpose. i just wanna let my negative emotions quit their stirring if i can for a little while.
btw if youre worried that its You, then dont worry, its nobody that i follow, im not that masochistic.
tibs just kicked my loWer back in his sleep and his claWs scratched the shit out of it and you knoW hoW you sort of mutter stuff While you Wait for pain to subside Well i caught myself mumbling "youre the liVing dog equiValent of not giVing someone a FUCKING reacharound While you fuck" and i dont knoW Why that Was the first aggressiVe thing i thought to call my dog for kicking me but. it helped somehoW.
why are you talking so much shit about humans you wanted to be one not that long ago lol...
i opened a neW text post on my nsfW blog because i haVe a boner but i didnt Want eVeryone to knoW, so please keep that part a secret, anyWay, i saW this ask first, and i closed the text post to read it and it Was this bullshit so it Wasnt really Worth it. i do that a lot, iVe noticed, but this is the first time its been a cancelled nsfW post, and usually id just use this to post it but it Was pretty intense and raunchy, i cant lie, so i guess ill just go With something from the same sort of Vein, hoWeVer Vaguely nsfW it may be.
i did the first thing i thought of, Which Was grabbing the dick from my pants and just throWing it, full pelt, out the room door and into the hall. i didnt think this Was a bad idea until he just sort of came up to the door, looked at me With a face almost exactly like
and i didnt knoW What to say because really no matter What i said, i Was gonna get smacked across the face so hard my neck Would break in about six placed anyWay. so i just sort of feigned straight confusion, looked around my room, and shrugged and said "someones throWin stuff, might Wanna check that out."
he Wasnt actually gonna do anything close to smacking me across the face so hard my neck Would break in about six places, but in my panic, id forgot to pause the care bears, so theyre on screen talking about loVe and caring in their cute little cartoon Voices, and of course this draWs his attention to my laptop Which he couldnt see the screen of, but kneW Was playing some straight bullshit at that moment.
anyWay i Woke up on my room floor like tWo hours later and my neck Wasnt broken but my nose Was and i Was missing one of my front teeth and my dick Was noWhere to be found, but there Was a distinct smell of burning silicone throughout the household.
dont throW dicks at your dads, is the bottom line.