#tayorswift

[thisdress]

let's do dear reader and seven!

dear reader is literally anything she says right after"dear reader" but especially:

bend when you can, snap when you have to and when you aim at the devil, make sure you don't miss

seven: and though i can't recall your face, i still got love for you but i also love i've been meaning to tell you i think your house is haunted / your dad is always mad and that must be why

send me a taylor song and i'll tell you my favourite lyric from it!

[sadgirlautumn]

i'm back to tell you i just finished if we were villains!! and omfg it was sooo good. i was worried about how many characters there were and keeping track of who was who but it was perfect! every character was so well thought out and written and was always fully invested on what was happening. dont wanna spoil anything in case someone might read in the future but !!! oh my god!!!

Me too!! At the beginning I had to make a list of the first description of each character in order to keep them all straight. It’s just such a good book!! I love the inevitability of it all, I love the last page specifically, I love the characters, I love the setting, I just love everything about it. 🫶🫶 I’m glad you enjoyed it too!! It was inspired by the secret history (which is amazing but a pretty tiring read) so I would keep that book in mind if you ever want something similar!

[sadgirlautumn]

Omg I just got we were villains and am thinking about reading it next, are you liking it is it good?

Yay! I’m excited for you to read it! I love it so far I like how you’re constantly learning new things about the characters. It’s not really fast paced but I was interested in it right away since the writing style makes it feel like you’re in their world with them. Let me know what you think when you read it!

[thisdress]

#7, 15, 75 and 99

7. right where you left me - miss swift 15. treacherous tv - miss swift 75. karma - miss swift 99. coney island - miss swift feat. the national

literally all taylor.....ok!!!

send me a number 1-101 and I’ll tell you the song it corresponds with on my top 100 playlist!

[boyscardigan]

i literally feel like i got smacked by a train. i got tickets yesterday during the literal middle of my therapy appointment, my therapist sat there talking me down from an anxiety attack as i rushed to find decent seats and paid roughly 650$ for two lower bowl seats & ticket insurance, which i won’t lie, I don’t even know if I needed

i was on from 9:44 am until 2:33 pm. four hours and forty nine minutes. and that’s not counting my time struggling to log onto ticketmaster, trying to get the homepage to work, and struggling because the email i received said something different then what they posted on twitter. I woke up at 8:30 am, and began getting ready then. so, fuck. Let’s be generous and say five and a half hours just to get tickets. 

then another 45 minutes just trying to calm down from the literal anxiety that i got because it only gave me 10 minutes to ‘hold’ those spots, and their processing of my credit card took almost 8 minutes straight. 

& I was so nervous because there was no guarantee that actual fans were buying tickets; there was no communication from ticketmaster nor taylor. I had no idea going into it how much tickets were going to be, I was not told if a show was sold out, and I had absolutely no idea what ‘paused queue’ meant for me as a fan or buyer. I wasn’t able to get any VIP packages, not that i could find any real information on those btw: i had to find out through fan pages on twitter? Seriously, with the lack of communication & the lack of knowledge going in, my anxiety & excitement are the only reason I managed to even stick it out yesterday. I’m also lucky in that I didn’t have any plans yesterday either, and that my therapist was so accommodating because she knew how much it meant to me, and I’m lucky that I was not paying for the tickets alone, because there is no way I could’ve afforded it otherwise.

Anyway, take this and do what you want with it. This is mostly just me venting out the frustration, the anxiety, the disappointment, and coming out the other side with the expectation that the show better be worth all of this. Also, with the expectation that the swifties will find a way to tear down ticketmaster lol 

i’m gonna go nap and recover now <3 

[boyscardigan]

UPDATE: 12:15 PM CENTRAL TIME

[boyscardigan]

“Taylor swift crashed ticketmaster” 

like bitch NO SHE DIDNT

 she didnt lol

 ticketmaster crashed ticketmaster. 

they knew how many links & codes they sent out.

 they should have been better prepared. 

they had plenty of time.

& now !!! they arent even giving us updates!! are u fcuking kidding m e 

[boyscardigan]

my parent is currently undergoing chemo, and i haven’t really left my house since 2020. this is meant to be my big ‘break’ and the first time i won’t be caregiver for the family, and this is meant to be the big pay back for all that i’ve given up the last few years. we didn’t get to celebrate my college graduation, we didn’t get to celebrate my 21st birthday, i haven’t seen my friends in so long. i have had to post pone plans to finally see my long distance girlfriend for three years

and i am stuck in the fucking paused queue with no guarantee of getting tickets i hate it here