#tbrett

[ownerofmottsapplesauce]

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Rachel: Do you work tonight?

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Rachel: It's just for a dance.

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Rachel: Is it weird that I miss you?

Brett: No I always miss you when we aren’t together

Rachel: 🙂

Rachel: Glad we’re maybe weird together then!

Brett: Working is stupid and I just want to be home with you right now

Rachel: You know, that is exactly why I texted you

Rachel: But it is stupid and I want you home with me too. So so much.

Rachel: I should quit, right?

Brett: I can’t make that decision for you

Brett: But if you did, I could get you a job with me

Brett: Sort of

Rachel: Of course you can’t I was just hoping that you would.

Rachel: It is nice to know there’s options.

Rachel: what does sort of mean?

Brett: I could get you a job as a stagehand like in wardrobe or props or something

Rachel: So not doing what you do? That’s hard

Rachel: And scary

Rachel: I like other things that are hard and not scary.

Brett: You have to be certified to do what I do

Rachel: That makes sense. You do important stuff. It’s just terrifying to put it lightly.

Brett: It’s not always scary. Sometimes I just do the flywall :p

Rachel: How did you get so comfortable?

Rachel: I would…be terrified of falling to my death.

Brett: I mean I’m in a harness so chances of falling to my death are really slim

Rachel: Good. I like to hear that.

Brett: But I didn’t get comfortable right away. It took practice.

Rachel: Did you see the guy who lost his harness somewhere in the building?

Brett: LOL

Brett: Idk how people can lose that stuff

Brett: Like and why publicly announce it

Rachel: Is it not in your backpack like most people keep that stuff when they are going from place to place?

Rachel: So gross.

Brett: I’ve never owned one but I don’t think I’d leave my apartment with it

Rachel: Any of the items or just the harness? I don’t know that I know what the harness is for even.

Rachel: For your job. I get it.

Brett: well obviously I own a harness but like it’s for work? And not sexy at all lol

Brett: But i would never leave home with a dildo

Rachel: I don’t think it’s the same

Rachel: I feel like you say that…

Brett: Why do I need a dildo outside of my bedroom

Rachel: If you’re going to someone else’s bedroom or if you’re traveling?

Brett: I generally don’t need to have an extra dick though

Rachel: Fair enough

Rachel: Why did he….

Rachel: No. never mind

Brett: That is a good question lol

Rachel: Will I get to see you at all tonight?

Brett: Yeah I’ll be done soon. We are standing around waiting to be cut

Rachel: Oh good!

Rachel: I really want you and don’t want to wait

Brett: Are we cuddling to Disney+?

Rachel: Yes

Rachel: Obviously 🙂

Rachel: but I want more too

Brett: More?

Rachel: Mmmhmmmm

Rachel: I want you!

Brett: Are you sure? Like you were in the hospital the other night

Rachel: I’m less sure now lol

Brett: That wasn’t my intention. You know I can’t resist you

Brett: But I don’t want to hurt you by accident

Rachel: And I haven’t stopped thinking about you like that since I got home

Rachel: Do you know how /hard/ it has been to keep my hands to myself

Rachel: My side only hurts a little. I think we will be fine. We can go slow.

Brett: Well, okay. If we can go slow. I couldn’t live with myself if I hurt you

Rachel: Which is probably why you’re not a psycho drugger

Rachel: I just really want you but I respect you wanting to be careful

Brett: I just need to say this again

Brett: Because I feel like I need to say it forever

Brett: But I love you

Rachel: I love you now and forever too

Rachel: You have brought so much joy to my life and I’m so thankful every day for you

Brett: I’m serious when I say I want to spend the rest of my life with you

Rachel: I know. Because I’m serious too.

Rachel: I didn’t know I could love like this

Brett: It’s a thousand times whoever I thought I had with Kitty. No one can compare to you.

Rachel: I’ve only ever been in one other relationship before you but you were meant for me. I just know I was meant to find you and I’m so glad I have.

Rachel: I’ve never felt like this before. It’s beautiful.

Brett: YOU are beautiful

Rachel: Can you just leave already? I’m crying in a good way but I still want you to hold me

Brett: Yeah soon. The steward is making rounds

Brett: And then I’m gonna hold you so hard

Brett: (and fuck you so soft)

Rachel: Fuck

Rachel: You always know just what to say

Brett: I’m okay with words I guess but shitty with actions maybe

Brett: Either way, I’m leaving now

Rachel: ???

Rachel: Hurry, safely 🙂

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Rachel: Do you work Friday night?

Rachel: I switched shifts so I'm not the last one out...so we should go out and do something fun!

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Rachel: Hey

Rachel: Can I come over?

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Brett: im sorry abt last night

Rachel: I didn’t know you were her ex. I wouldn’t have slept with her again had I known.

Brett: you leik her thiugh

Rachel: I want to be her friend

Rachel: I wanted to be her friend

Brett: thags not how yuo make friends

Rachel: I’m realizing that

Brett: im sorry I put you in tha tpoaiton

Rachel: I put myself in that position. Kind of.

Rachel: Do you regret it?

Brett: idk

Brett: I regret hurtifn peopl

Rachel: Me too

Rachel: But I don’t think I regret what we did or dancing for you. That was the first time I ever actually enjoyed myself.

Rachel: Thank you

Brett: [hours later] me too

Brett: sorry for drunk texting you

Brett: Do you really mean it that that was the first time you’ve enjoyed yourself because you have been with the wrong people if thats the case

Rachel: It happens. I’m not mad.

Rachel: I meant both stripping and I just take control a lot so I don’t have to deal with it being bad.

Rachel: You’re different

Rachel: In a good way

Rachel: But I’ve never had an experience like I did with you.

Brett: Oh come on. You’re just trying to flatter me

Brett: And make me feel better because of the whole Kitty thing

Rachel: I’m not trying to do anything.

Brett: Do you like her? Like, have feelings for her? Because I don’t want to hurt her or you. Or me.

Rachel: I want to be her friend.

Rachel: I realize I did it wrong.

Rachel: I think everyone is just hurt.

Rachel: It happens and we have to move on for our own sake.

Rachel: From the hurt I mean.

Brett: How do we move on

Rachel: I don’t know

Rachel: I’ve never really figured it out.

Rachel: I ran a lot today and drank a lot of water.

Rachel: It helped a little. Maybe you could try that.

Rachel: Physical activity and endorphins and all that.

Brett: I started drinking st like 6

Brett: Your brother said that alcohol wasn’t the long term answer but maybe it was a short term one

Brett: Your brother is nice

Brett: I hate being alone

Rachel: He’s like your brother. Very nice and delightful.

Rachel: Yeah, me too.

Brett: I really am sorry about all of this

Rachel: I didn’t want my chance with you to end like this

Brett: I hate that everything nice i have has to end.

Brett: Maybe it doesn’t have to end

Rachel: I feel that way too right now

Rachel: I think that’s how we’re supposed to think

Rachel: It’s scary

Brett: Come over

Brett: We can just talk

Brett: We don’t have to be alone

Rachel: You need to come here.

Brett: What why

Rachel: I have my niece

Brett: Oh, okay. Is she sleeping?

Rachel: Yes. Of course she is.

Brett: Good cause it’s way late

Brett: Okay I’ll come there

Brett: Just give me a few minutes

Rachel: Okay. I’ll see you soon.