#tbttch

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tbbtch is someone gets me ADHD meds on the perfect dose first try and I don't have any side effects and I have enough focus to get through my work day in the time I expect instead of 3-4x that no matter what and I get my evenings back to enjoy myself and make real adult dinners instead of day 14 of freezer pasta. and also my cat stops leaving dead mice on my bed .

this WOULD be the absolute best thing, you're right!! it would be so wonderful to have the time to treat yourself to the life you want and the food you deserve and i think in this world another thing that happens is as you do that your cat realizes that you're doing ok and you don't need them to bring you food, which they're doing because they love you and they want you to be fed. and i think you realize too that it's okay to ask for accommodations that you need, and that your brain is a beautiful gift even though it can feel like a curse sometimes, because the reason it's hard to focus is that it is moving so fast and thinking so many things. & that instead of punishing yourself for that you start to recognize that you're not doing anything wrong or bad or failing in any way, we are just living in a world designed for only very few people to excel. and i think another thing that happens is you get home and your cat hops on your lap and looks at you and you realize that with or without perfect medication, with or without perfect focus, with or without elaborate adult dinners, you are doing something that's really amazing, which is making a life for yourself and for the creature you love. pretty dope. the best thing.

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TBTTCH: I get an email inviting me to be a guest lecturer in my subject area for a university near me, and also they want me to publish a book for them BUT ALSO as a condition of that I must go rest for a couple of weeks each year in a beautiful part of the world and that part starts right now and somehow my partner's work also chills out so he can come too.

wow good gracious YES that would be the best thing that could happen!!!!! you MUST go to rest in a beautiful place it is NECESSARY for your artistic & intellectual genius to be nourished so that you can continue to produce award-winning books that bring you and your university prestige and also impact everyone who reads them in the most beautiful way. and obviously your partner is able to go because his job is like "actually we believe in unlimited vacation now" so he doesn't even have to work remotely.

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Okay so my anxiety disappears, like, DISAPPEARS, and suddenly I'm able to plan out the next few months properly and do them as they were planned, pass all my classes, do the long-term project and the summer internship and balance them all properly and they all turn out to be things I can get good at and the path to the future opens up and also my favourite cancelled show comes back.

wow, you're so right. this is the absolute best thing that could happen. and also what i love about it is that it gives you the space to realize that these are all things you can do even with your anxiety, that the ability has been there the whole time, and that anxiety isn't fear, it's hope in overdrive. and i think realizing that you're so full of hope that you vibrate with it helps you to see that the path to the future is already there and you're already walking on it and it's going to bring you to the most amazing places you could think of.

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The absolute best thing that could happen to me right now is that I can go home I can take a shower I get the strenght to work on my comic, I publish it online and everybody likes it. Everybody likes it so much that I get enough money to pay for art studies and I can make even better comics, sell them, get a house and a dog and stay in France, while being able to fly to see my family in America.

oh my gosh wow true true TRUE, this would be so good, everyone LOVES your comic they're like, PLEASE publish this not just online but also in print format, and let us make an incredibly faithful & gorgeous tv adaptation of it, and you get to make things that you love and are proud of from your beautiful house in france where your dog sleeps on your feet to keep your toes warm and the sun shines in exactly the right way through the window to remind you that life is good and art is important and that your ability to create is a strength beyond your or my or anybody's greatest imaginings

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TBTTCHG: I get emails back about the programs I’ve been applying to and it all works out perfectly and I can actually start making plans for my summer trip :)

it all works out PERFECTLY, you're accepted into every single program and also you get a 100% scholarship so it doesn't even cost you any money which means you can use all that to plan the most elaborate, perfect, excellent & also wonderful summer trip imaginable and you go on your trip and it's everything you wanted!!!

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tbttch is that one of the houses my partner and i are looking at today is dream house! and they decide to give it to us for free, actually, or like at a mortgage of $20 a month and we use the extra money to go on cool trips and the house is the best house ever and we feel home

oh my goshhhhhhh you're so RIGHT, that's exactly the best thing, and also the house is so beautiful that a bunch of furniture stores are like, please can you come take our furniture for free, whatever you want? all we ask is that you allow us to tell people that our furniture is in your beautiful home because we want to be associated with it. so you get to kit out your new house with dreamy fancy gorgeous things and every time you step into a room you feel warm & cozy & happy & at home!!!

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My classes will get canceled and a black cat will appear and come snuggle with me.

ok yes & i think also that this black cat has HUGE big eyes and when it sleeps on your lap it gives those quiet little purrs that are so sweet & soothing that they put you right to sleep!!!

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if you're still doing TBTTCH (otherwise, please ignore): 1. public 2. My dream school district offers me an amazing job for the new school year next September that pays a good paycheck and lets me be enby with support and enthusiasm. I get to buy a nice little house for my cats, my dog, and the kids I want to adopt. I have enough money to pay all my bills, save some money for later, and donate to gofundmes/charities at will. My kids and I go on fun vacations with their grandparents. I write.

i am ALWAYS, on some level, doing tbttch!! i love getting them. they’re always so nice. this one is SO nice, in particular. i am luxuriating in imagining it. your beautiful self exactly as you are, your pets and your kids and your beautiful house. vacations where everyone is happy and nobody cries. what a wonderful thing.