nowadays, jin feels comfortable around ian. he suspects this is what brought trouble in the first place, the first time he became aware of her name through his brother’s judging whispers. they hadn’t been all too happy about the choices their youngest had made back then and jin had been a little too disinterested in other people’s affairs to really say anything on the matter. but he could guess at it now.
she also posed as entertainment and a break as he felt no inclinations to lessen his words around her. during this time, he could speak freely about his melancholy, without the fear of worrying his brothers with it. ❛ it’s comfortable not being able to cross them again. it’s own type of healing, pretending it didn’t exist in the first place. ❜ he was talking big here, as he was well aware that he could never pretend namjoon’s presence in his life had been inconsequential. what’s more, what seokjin feared most now was that no one else would ever come to namjoon’s stature. ❛ have you done such a thing? how long did it last? ❜ his intention told him the answer to that, yet the sex worker needed to hear it first hand —- about the impossibilities and possibilities of his plans. / @tcggery
best type of healing but wasn’t the healthiest . maybe she was bit of a H Y P O C R I T E for even thinking of that but it was the truth . didn’t work for everyone . most people tend to run ---- run like she did . better that way for her at least . so his words bring her brown eyes upon him . his words had been turning in her mind allowing the silence to settle for just a moment . because that was what she needed . a moment to gather her honest thoughts . jin , aside from his youngest brother ; was her favorite of the familial mafia that her aunt had made some connection with . she supposed that was because in a way , jin was warm . his warmth resided in his truthful words and lack of sugarcoating . a sight she needed .
❛ yes , actually with your brother . ❜ she burned that broken down bridge , months ago . she tried her hardest not to run into him . although , her worries were noted ; there was nothing she could do anymore . their story came to an end years ago and that was a fact she had long come to terms with . ❛ it’s lasted well so far . i’m still trying not to worry but it’s gotten better . ❜ ianthina states quietly , her body resting on the chair underneath her as the book in her hand is carefully placed to the side . her gaze lingers up to the ceiling , studying it’s texture . ❛ i’ve come to accept that the bridge will never be repaired anymore and things are better like this . no looking back . ❜ exhaling out , a ( small ) simper comes to bloom upon her rosen tiers , her head falling back down from it’s straining position of looking up to stare at jin . ❛ anyways , where do you have in mind for dinner ? i gotta thank you again for saving my ass with ondine . ❜