leaving is a fantasy reserved for the two of them to apprehend, to covet oh so dearly within their hearts. everything makes their inclination for liberty and to be set free furthermore vehement as it scalds within their thoraxes anew each and every time they ought be forced into such adversity, into such we. and how can they put it to a cease when everything around them is so awful and unjust – when solely rapaciousness and ravenousness to power and reverence are the notions which deserve respect in their house ? yujin cannot endure this for any moment longer, no when his sister’s wounded each and every time as he fails to protect her.
❛ fuck the coven. ❜ had their father heard this type of peroration, he would have slapped some sense into yujin’s mind. albeit, there is no sense to indoctrinate into the boy no longer – the twins in which the twins grew in they no longer can accommodate as their hearts grew indifferent for the interminable pursue of potency and rancor. they need equality, they require repose. the two of them, although with quite different intentions to their future, cannot endure a second longer in a household where solely odiousness and selfishness are the core values.
reluctance which is offered to him is something which he can fully comprehend and yet it riles him up with such vexation… ❛ yejin… ❜ soft is the tone off voice as warmth and solicitude can be hearkened through his words – he means not to discourage her from the plans, schemes they’ve always discussed as kids. no longer can they remain in a house where their wings are clipped so that they have zilch acquiescence to soar and fly. ❛ these two fuckers hurt us so much… hurt you so much– and i won’t let it continue, ❜ he is already crouched down by her feet, holding both of her hands together in his own and squeezing them tightly, as if that might be able to convince her. ❛ when we move to college, you bet your ass they’ll find ways to follow us and watch every little step we take – we can never be free, yejin. we’re like puppets to them and i… i don’t want dad to hurt you anymore. he can’t. i’ll kill him. ❜ an exhale heaves out of his lips, a deep furrow contours his facade. ❛ i failed at the one thing i promised to do and that was to protect you. whatever mom and dad will do from now on, i’ll stand in front of you. i promise. ❜
❛ yujin , you know it is not that easy . ❜ if it was only that easy to pick their things up and leave , never step foot in this household . if it was easy for her to give up the dream she longs to switch old views and take over yujin’s place so her brother lives a normal life like he wished for . they would never be able to breathe , no matter how much she wished for it to be truth ; their parents would not let the twins be . their desires were of no importance in the plans of their parent’s grand scheme . ❛ us leaving here , wouldn’t be a life , yujin . you’re not prepared and neither am i to leave constant in fear of the coven and the dark lord . ❜ instead , she sighs deeply as she feels her brother’s hands on hers . her twin was often her comfort even when her heart bleed like now . there was no staying mad at yujin , not when they were both the same people ; just in two bodies .
she wonders what father would do if he had heard the prized son speak some way and as a reaction ; her hands leave her brothers in order to cover his mouth as her eyes darted towards the door of his room . ❛ the walls have ears , yujin . we need to be realistic here . ❜ forget the coven , it was the ears the walls had . their dead relatives that were in line with their parent’s plans for the twins . yejin sighs deeply at her twin as she removes her hand from his mouth , pastel locks shaking at the other’s words . ❛ college will be different . it will be , we’ll have choices to come home or not . we’ll be more free there than here , yuyu . we can’t be rash . just a few more months . ❜ and then summer would come , followed by the fall and the beginning of a new school . out of home , too much of their parents dismay and they had yet to tell them . ❛ they don’t know we plan to live on campus . ❜ she whispers to him as she gives him a soft squeeze upon his shoulder . how many times had she heard that promise and as much as she loved her brother ; his heart was in the right place but his words would not be granted to it’s full promise .
yejin had long come to terms that even if yujin was behind her, supporting her and protecting her ; there was only so much her brother could do for her . it was with her own claws that she needed to figure things out . ❛ just , when we go downstairs don’t lose your cool . mother will call us for dinner soon and just ease your temper . ❜ she utters to him --- him causing a scene would only make things worse for them as much as she knew that he had every right too , their parents would not be so lenient and father would not be so kind as he was before to yujin . ❛ what good is there if we are both getting our asses kicked by them . ❜
