#tea ventpost

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fucking hate school man

like I know I don’t even have it that bad (looking at you America) but it’s such a dawning realisation that this last week I have felt better than in a while despite being awfully sick, because I got to do what I wanted in relative peace.

I don’t want to go back to coming home and being too mentally exhausted to even do what I want to do. I don’t want to go back to the stress of “are they going to check the homework that I hadn’t managed to do?” “had I missed an exam in the calendar?” “I really should have studied at home, I can’t remember shit”

I don’t want to go back to learning about things that I’m not interested in.

I do t want to go back to school on monday

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some day, I will look back on my teenage years and realise that I was one of the people used as an „other people have it worse” example by a struggling youth

this day however is not today

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i love being in a creative slimp where I want to draw but there’s like five thing I want to draw and three of them are on computer and/or not planned out, one is dependent on when a certain someone makes a certain post and one is a long ass thing that would require me to sit down for hours and sketch it ou