i love my friends. they.. GET me.
these two people i just let into my life, one of them i had known but never got close to, one i had on facebook and decided to talk to more.... they know what i'm going through and they're going to be there for me, and i'm going to make an effort to be on MSN more to talk to them.
i really needed someone to talk to because i wasn't sure what to do with myself and i made a decision that is probably not going to effect anyone except for me and. i don't care that it hurts so much right now.
i'll be all right. i also have these really beautiful friends i've known for so long now and another one is a little new to my friends list. just. ugh. i would not be sitting here today if it wasn't for them. they've helped me so much, especially dealing with recent problems.
Just. just. god i love you guys.
michaela thank you for always knowing what to say. it doesn't seem like it helps i'm sure in your view but it really does. we've always butted heads but when we don't it's amazing and i love you even when we don't talk i love you because you're such a great person and i don't care if you have bad qualities okay you're amazing and thank you so much for being there to make me better when no one else would bother.
tory thank you. we are like two peas in a pod i swear. thank you for making me laugh when i cried, for making me smile when i frowned. i wish we had gotten the chance to meet a few weeks ago. even if it had been for a minute, all i wanted to give you was a hug. just to let you know i was real, i was there. we've both been going through so much. i'll always be there for you.
anna you don't know what to say all the time because you're awkward but hey, thank you - that's what i need sometimes. a good laugh, a good spamming session. you usually calm me down without realizing it because.. just how you talk. it's really nice. thank you.
josh and mel are the two people i just became friends with. well i knew josh before but stopped talking to him for some reason... i can tell we'll be talking more in the future. thank you for understanding and listening to me. you two are so awesome and made me laugh so much tonight.
and all of team arctic gets a big hug for listening to me as well. thanks for being my best friends, guys. i love my boys <3