Sep 16, 2012
tomorrow is six months and tbh i can't even believe you're gone honestly i'm still really incapable of accepting the facts. obviously you're gone because i never see you and i always talk to your mom about how we miss you and we always do cute things in honor of you but i still refuse to believe it's real
i know it's real, but i don't believe it. it's a confusing thing, really i'm basically living in a reality that i don't want to accept and i feel really stupid for it
it's stupid to still be in denial it's been six fucking months; of COURSE you're gone and there's nothing to do to change that but i don't want you to be gone, so maybe that's why i can't believe it idk, come help me