@taylorswift Feeling done and exhausted 😩 😢 Switching things to online learning was gonna be a breeze... it was gonna be great.. I was still going to be able to support my student I work 1 on 1 with... but then something hit me so hard... like smacked in the face... his parents.. his mom&dad... I’ve seen them a little stressed.. I’ve seen them having big sighs of relief/ thankfulness when we get a game plan to master a new skill etc... but today... today was so different😭 You could hear it in dads voice but poor mom was the first the let go.. special needs parents can’t just swap over so easily with their child to a whole new way of learning.. their whole little worlds are completely changed.. now wondering why once they wake up they stay home.. no seeing their teachers/ aid or classmates.. backpack no longer waiting at the door. The meeting was at 10am yesterday, it is now it’s 3am and I still can’t stop thinking about it 😭 I wanna do so much more to support these familes who I have grown so close with and I can’t and it hurts and it makes me feel like I can’t do my job any more😢. I don’t even know what I need right now !? I feel bad talking about it at work as everyone is feeling something but I had to get it off my chest so thanks girl💗
