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Huzzah Unstable Vigilantes AU!!
Rediscovered my lineart brush, Roach actually cleans up a sketch somewhat everyone cheers
SHB - Ice Skating
back at it again with markers! i touched it up digitally this time :]
almost a blackout!
magmadoodle dump time
mosly mandolin doodles plus ginas beautiful brilliance mind
Cat nap
a couple of weeks ago one of mu regulars gave me a guardian angel . its a plastic stone with a little plastic angel figurine inside , he said he found it yrs ago in his yard after a heavy storm anyway its one of the most thoughtful things ive ever received and a few times now ive misplaced it or thought ive lost it only to find it back in my pocket or another location . which idk if i believe in magic or angels but i at the very least believe in this one and its ability to get back to me
shiny hunting snom really is 80% hoping that a sneasel doesn’t spawn and run at you to slice and dice your character’s knees! at least throh is slow though
btw sorry if you saw my clark blog follow you, panic, and then immediately unfollow you all within like a minute or so. I thought I was on this blog lmaoooo
anyway. taking this opportunity to drop a blogroll
@danderosa; low activity with the intent to increase it
@experthiese; same as above
@paraidisio; no activity while I re-icon scvi (lost all my raws)
@lastedson; my current fixation. clark kent I love youuuuu
@rangedtop; you are here <3
I have something to admit. And I shall hold your hand as I say this. You need to look me in the eyes to properly understand what I'm about to yap about...
....I am slightly hypocritical and morally flexible.
Personally, I do not have the privilege to sit somewhere and get lost in a debate whether something is morally right or wrong for every little thing. I have other things to worry about. There are many times where I am psychologically incapable of handling that much complexity.
Ahhh, shhhh— not yet. Let me finish.
There are limits that I set. I don't go willy-nilly changing my morals how when it's inconvenient to me or on some whim.
Now, let me hold your hand firmly this time—
A bad action does not equate to a bad person.
Morality, ethics, and the human mind is far too complex for us to point at something and yell for the moral police to have someone locked up. To me, I have my own hard limits and soft limits where I give people the benefit of the doubt.
Do I know what kind of life you've lived? Every detail? The experiences that define you? Your own uniqueness to perceive and comprehend things? No. I don't.
Even if I did, think of how that will go with the amount of people I will interact with and encounter. I simply do not have the time and energy for that.
I have three jobs. I have multiple projects going on all at once. I have multiple hobbies and passions I want to pursue. I have friends I want to hang out with. I have a family that relies on me.
I. Do. Not. Have. Enough. Energy.
The moment I view someone has gone past the soft limit, my actions will vary depending on the circumstances. It's not a one size fits all. And I make maaaannnyyy mistakes in my judgements sometimes because I'm not perfect.
Okay, I need you to really focus on what I'm about to say next.
You can say that I'm morally flexible because it's inconvenient. But there's levels to inconvenience that I can handle. If I feel like something feels ambiguous or far too complex, I'll leave that at that. Worry about it when I have time.
It is inconvenient sometimes. However, I also have talks about these things with me friends. We go on for hours over it. Analysing and trying to have a crack at it. There are times where I'm playing devil's advocate so that I can truly understand these things.
In truth, I needed to yap about this to remind myself— I am only human. There are only so much my body and mind can handle.
If you really want to point fingers, point at the system. Who really is it that made our daily lives complex and hard enough as it is to survive that worrying about our morality has become a privilege and a luxury?