#teddvvane

[efflorescennce]

SOMEONE COME TALK TO ME OMG I THINK I LIKE SOMEONE AND I NEED TO RANT TO SOMEONE ABOUT IT LIKE NOW

[blackcoffeecloud]

Man I know life can be hard sometimes but I guess you just have to try and be as positive as possible ( I know thats way easier said than done) but you really have so much to give to the world even if you don't believe it right now. I wanna help in anyway I can so if you even need to talk I'm here.

thank you so much bro. i'm trying. it's just a hard life when you're predisposed to be negative about everything. but thank you. I hope you're well and the feeling is mutual, so if you also feel the need to talk i am here. thank you :)

[blackcoffeecloud]

awe i'm sorry you've had it pretty rough bae :/ it's okay. i can give you stupid cliche stuff. it really gets better. and when you get better you'll be so happy and realize that the bad times helped shape you into the person you are. you're such a good person already i can't imagine what you're going to be like in a few years when you're also happy an loving yourself. You deserve so much and I hope everything you want in life comes your way :0)

This is honestly one of the sweetest things i've ever gotten. I'm in such a weak place right now, and your words are so appreciated. thank you. I just feel like i will never truly be happy because i never actually have been. i mean, being happy to see someone or do something is one thing, but truly happy, with yourself and how you are? I feel like that will happy the same day that paraplegics suddenly walk (sorry bad analogy i know) but I honestly just hate myself. I can't successfully keep a job *my family desperately needs it), due to my eating disorder, I forgot a lot of what i learned academically (brain shrinkage) so basically, as someone whose life is dedicated to successful academia, this crushes me. i'm so sorry for just bitching on and on. i just feel alone right now. gah. i really am sorry. okay i'm stopping now. but thank you for everything you said - you're so thoughtful, and I wish all the same to you. <33

[blackcoffeecloud]

AH STOP WHAT IM SORRY. PLEASE LVE YOURSELF BECAUSE YOURE CUTE AF. truST ME I AM CUTE ALSO SO I CAN TELL

HAHAHAA NO STAHP. I've like always hated myself, plus i've had severe depression+eating disorder+anxiety for years so it will take me a loooon timeee haha. but thanks you. 

[mumfordy]

teddvvane replied to your post: it’s 11 pm and I want cereal. brb

Proud of u

thank u bb it was everything i ever imagined it would be

[mumfordy]

omg i unfollowed you im sorry jesse ilu

wtf brandon no i need a formal apology