#teddy thoughts

[catsaretheonlyanswer]

You know in media, people talk about how someone will say something so outrageous that they just blue screen. They're brain just shuts down from the craziness? That happened to me the other day.

I never like talking to my parents about anything that concerns me because they just don't understand. Trying to tell my mom I was acesexual is something I dont ever want to do again and it wasn't even a conversation. But thats not what destroyed me. What killed me was talking to my mom about my depression and anxiety.

They're are a lot of things wrong with my mom that she won't ever get tested for. But thats not what I'm upset about. I was going on a walk with my mom because I wanted a walk and she would've complained if I went without her. On this walk I talked to her about how a lot of my generation has depression and anxiety and how this can because of several things. I wont go into details but basically my mother doesn't get why so many of us can be so depressed after all her generation were told to suck it up and she turned out just fine. Sgwhsihekdhsh but thats not even getting to what killed me. We get home and my mother asks me about my depression and we talk about how ill have to live with it for the rest of my life. BUT THEN SHE ASKS ISNT MY ANXIETY CURABLE??? JWHSGXJ I just my brain flat lined. This women understands depression (I dont even know if she really understands) isn't CURABLE but thinks anxiety is???? I dont even fully remember what I said after because I was so flabbergasted I just couldnt.

Tdlr; my mother, no matter how open minded she thinks she is, she really isnt.

[boyohazard]

Also, no character that Alex Winter has ever played is straight, so um, jot that down.

[catsaretheonlyanswer]

Tagged by @piningforpearl Thank you babe 🖤💜🖤💜

Last song: Somewhere Only We Know - Keane

Last movie: Soul

Currently watching: a twitch streamer stream twitch sings

Currently reading: A Spell for Chameleon (I've been reading this book for the entire year and im only on chapter 6, yall 😭 D̶o̶e̶s̶n̶'t̶ h̶e̶l̶p̶ i̶ d̶o̶n̶t̶ e̶v̶e̶r̶ s̶i̶t̶ d̶o̶w̶n̶ a̶n̶d̶ r̶e̶a̶d̶)

Currently craving: mochi and sticky mango rice

Tagging @disqualificated @hyenafan @canna-cat @sunshine-zenith hopefully you see this, tumblrs tagging system doesn't exist. Only do it if you feel like 💞💞

[catsaretheonlyanswer]

Do you know what its like to never be able to fully vent your frustration? That no matter who you talk to, you never have the right words to describe your anger, your sadness, your feeling of hopelessness. That your world is bleak and the future doesn't seem that bright. That you never really wanted to live for as long as you can remember. That your earliest memory is being dismissed while your feeling all alone. That your words don't translate, almost like your speaking a foreign language but its the same language as everybody else; you've only ever known one. People won't call you strange but they won't call you friend either. Living all alone in a house full of people. Yearning to love but never understanding the emotion. Wondering if you even feel at all.

And yet you stay. You repeat the same cycles, never changing. And you wonder why you are this way?

[boyohazard]

Really, we don’t deserve Keanu Reeves. Someone who is both a gay AND a lesbian icon??? We’re not worthy!!!

[teddy-fluffnhugs]

Okay ive been seeing those game ads on YouTube where one lady has the audacity to ask some random lady help with carrying her bags, and that RANDOM lady responds "Im a concubine~ No way"

and it led me to an evil thought after snorting my milk out,

"What if Corvo said that to Garrett if they ever met in real life?"

Would the man throw down? Would they die laughing?? Would they give eachother a look of disbelief?? HOW WOULD THEY REACT?? Cause I would have laughed n decked the bitch for daring to ask me carry her bags, BUT thats just me!!