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i am full on just rambling extremely hard about mike and mal relationship/timeline thoughts under the cut because i have lots of thoughts on them all the time and i just got carried away. you don’t have to read this is slop!!!!! also i’m super biased towards mal because i’m evil but i love mike too don’t take this as me making him a villain . also i’m super biased towards a specific dynamic between them sorry

scratching my head. i think a lot about the relationship between mike and mal and how complex it could be and already is. i think about mal’s last lines in all stars a lot. i think a lot about their possible history together. were they ever friends? were they brothers? when did they hate start? the timeline in my head is pretty clear but i know there’s a thousand ways of going about it. i picture them both young and going through absolute nightmare scenarios with their family, their abusers. i picture mal comforting mike in headspace and telling him ‘it’s time to sleep for a while’ before taking front to take all the punches and torment. i picture something happening one day, and regardless of what actually happened, or who did what, it was something to protect the system because they were getting older and could not handle the suffering every single day. and it got them sent to juvie.

i think we’re all pretty certain that mal hosted for most of juvie. “he ran the place” but he was also just a scared little kid trying to protect himself and the others he shared the brain with. he found out that if you’re scary enough, mean enough, if you punch first, people will listen. they’ll leave you alone, at least. the pain won’t be so bad. he realized he could protect his system like this and if being big, scary, mean, VIOLENT, just like how people were to them, was what it took? he would absolutely keep doing it. it’s not like he could trust anybody in this place. or anyone, ever. never. nobody had ever shown him that they could be trusted.

i imagine mike had a big, big problem with ending up in juvie. and when they got out something in-sys happened, mal was locked away, maybe it was a combined effort. mike was still the “main guy” at this point, y’know? it was HIS body. he wasn’t going to respect the wishes of these unwanted intruders that he didn’t fully understand. all he knew is that his life had been taken over, that his days kept falling away from him and it was all because of these stupid guys in his brain. it was fucking up his record, his reputation, any type of relationship he tried to have with people. i think mal grew so much resentment to mike in the years that mal was locked away. wondering what mike was doing. thinking to himself, “i took all those punches to protect him and this is the thanks i get?” while mal slowly became a memory to mike. NOTHING to him. like he never existed. and mike kept having problems with the rest of his system fronting while unwanted.

i think they once loved each other. when they were really small. i think they shared a dynamic, like, big bro mal taking all the hits for his little brother mike. and by the time we’re finished all stars i think it’s very obvious that that has switched. mike sees mal as smaller. he is incredibly childish isn’t he? he sees him as a part that he doesn’t need anymore. as if all that torment never happened. as if mal wasn’t holding onto it this whole time. and mal feels smaller, too. i imagine him looking up at mike and he finally starts to recognize just how much older they are now. he’s seen how mike’s aged a bit. and he’s scared. he’s terrified and he’s unwanted and he did all this shit on all stars simultaneously to ruin mike’s relationships out of revenge, but also to push the untrusted away. and mike has never understood any of mal’s actions. he’s only ever seen him as a hinderance- not like the others, which he grew to accept and love. which he’ll miss (regarding the button that i fucking hate!!)

why did mike grow to accept the others and not mal? was mal just always bad, from day 1? was this his purpose? to be a punching bag and mean and a villain, then tossed out? it was unfair. it was all unfair. poor mal. feeling so much smaller now. so weak. so miserable. and the guy he formed to protect was staring him down with hate he’s never seen before. the guy he once wanted to keep safe from all of the torture the world had to offer them. they’re looking at each other and he knows it might be the last time they do. and then it all gets real real quiet again

ouuuughhhhhghh. ok whatever i cant continue because i’d get into my typical post-all-stars mal revival au concepts also this is complete slop anyways

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