Yes. As of 6-19-2018, my ass is on Tender. I want real love though, a wife, a soulmate, but down for casual "hook ups" don't get it twisted, however online dating is in my opinion way more difficult than "offline" methods. I mean in my opinion online dating is just so artificial in my humble opinion... Its like about nothing but 'looks' / the physical, and when your on the menu with millions... Of course I'm not going to win as many dumb assess have flyer clothing than me. Many dufases are fancier and sharper than me so I just have to accept that, the harsh reality of the system I'm voluntarily signing myself up for. I dont wanna be hypocritical because I've had many dates from the online methods, especially in my twenties but they never manifested into anything. And I had to do soon much back and forth to sell myself that none of it was worth it. I dont have e endless time anymore like I did in my twenties, nor have the optimistic spirit I had. Time nowadays seems short as I'm "getting old" and getting old alone really sucks. I just wish I had the same optimism I had when courting these girls online was fun. Almost adventurous. Now looking on the menu these dating applications put forth honestly is dreadful and seems like a waste of my time. But I guess you never know, so I'm onboard this thing just no longer holding my breathe in terms of honestly having any kind of success, at least not even the success I had when younger because I'm tired of the zero substance conversations where i have to fucking spend all my time saying the right bullshit and the games women play because they don't wanna seem easy, etc. I don't know, sorry audience, just venting, because honestly I'd rather do this than scan Tender. This in the end is probably more productive. Sad but true. Anyone who can, give me some reason for hope?
