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          ❝ so- NEW WORLD ORDER. ❞ you’re sprawled out on elijah’s bed, phone in hand. it’s been a pretty calm night with the two of you just lounging around, and you’re thankful for how quiet it’s been - it’s a nice difference from the hectic days you’re used to. you look over at the other, brows raised slighty. ❝ yay or nay? ❞

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@tenderwoes sent: “i feel like i’m losing you.” from amelia to cammi.

OH,  SWEETHEART.   when did the two of you turn into a such a star crossed love story?   when did soft kisses and paint stained hands turn into something so tragic?    she was your happiness,   now you feel like any second with her could be the last,   all because of the families the two of you come from,   all because she is what she is,  and you are what you are.   neither of you got a say,   and yet you’re both stuck in a fight neither of you ever wanted.

i feel like i’m losing you,   she says,   and you don’t have the heart to tell her that she could lose you.   your parents are threatening to move,   to kill her father,   to figure out the truth and kill any wolf they find   (they’re so sure you’re lying that there’s only one wolf,   and god,  you know how angry they’d be if they knew you’d brought a werewolf into their home).  you sigh softly,  lifting a hand to her cheek and smoothing your thumb across it.

❝     you’re not losing me,   okay?   we’re figuring it out.   i’m not letting this shit break us up,  okay?   ‘cause i love you way too much.    ❞    more than i have words for.   more than you’ll ever know.   ❝     you were the first time i felt really free.   like i could just be me.  no judgement,  no bullshit.   just me.   you really think i’ll let that go without one hell of a fight?  i don’t think so,  babe.    ❞    you try to add a teasing hint to your town but there’s a silent i’d die for you wound around your words,   an even quieter i’d kill for you hidden within them.