Acquittal
Tendou x reader
Warnings: angst, crying, cheating....and angst....and not proofread.
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"𝚌𝚞𝚣 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚖𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗"
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You never imagined this coming from tendou. Of all people you've ever met, walked passed, dated, he was the most sincere one the one who has loved you the most, so much that you could compare everyone's love all together and his would still be far more.
So why were you sitting on the very bed he laid another girl down on? So why was he begging you to stay? So where did all the happy startings you were yet to come across fade away?
So why did it hurt so damn bad? why were your cheeks stained wet with tears? You wanted to believe it never happened. So why was it so hard to love only you? Why was he crying, when you were the one falling apart? He threw you away the day he kissed someone else, so why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
You found yourself squeezing his hand, just the thought of being betrayed yet again left you shaking inside. "Why?" A faint whisper echoed past the loud sobs coming from both of you, and you could phyiscally feel all air being sucked out of his lungs.
"i l-love you so much" you sobbed yet again, looking at him in the eyes, where was the 16 y/o you? The one who promised herself to never ever cry over a partner? The one who promised to never forgive a cheater? "I-i- was my love not enough? What did i do wrong sato? I was here, wasn't i? Did i do something wrong? Was i so hard to be loved? Am i that unworthy?" You found yourself blabbering random sentences with a very messed up grammar.
But he only cried, his eyes shimmering with tears, your teary eyes digging holes in his chest. "Sorry love I'm so sorry" he whispered, holding your hands tighter as if it'd keep you from falling apart right then. His head fell onto your lap, too ashamed to look at you in the face. You only cried harder, your chest burning from how rarely you sucked in air, your heart aching aginst your chest so hard you thought you'd die.
"WAS I NOT ENOUGH SATO? WHAT DID I NOT DO FOR YOU? WHY UGHH WHY?" you found yourself screaming, your voice breaking but the sobs only increasing in sound. You wanted to pretend that everything you planned with him wasn't falling apart, you wanted to pretend you weren't falling apart.
The only thing you heard from him was I'm sorry, soon enough you found yourself forcing him away, standing up on your wobbly feet. And his reaction was fast, you found him towering you as soon as you stood up, as if wanting to keep you from looking at anything except him, anything but the door.
"i hate you" you sobbed banging your fists against his chest, you knew it didn't hurt him at all, but you weren't exactly trying to hurt him either. And he didn't stop you. Holding your waist very lightly as if to keep you still, keep you standing.
"i hate y-" you found yourself choking at the last words, your body falling against his, believing he'd still hold you from shattering and maybe he did, you almost forgot how much you relied on him for happiness. It was toxic, you said. to burden him with so much was toxic. But he gladly accepted all your flaws. And for once you found yourself melting in his embrace, "give me a chance to fix this, fix us. Please" you heard a faint whisper as he squeezed your shaking self harder against him.
"lemme make it okay" he whispered and you found yourself closing your eyes, maybe you could forgive him just this once, maybe just maybe you could hide yourself from your 16 y/o self to show him yourself once again.