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I know this isn't normal for an art blog (I will draw the prompt I put a poll out soon for) but oh my god.

There's a little warning now since what I mention is about death and mental illness and me so..... Be careful.

Also feel free to add ur own comments or smth onto this.

So I have been avoiding Ghost and Pals NOT because they did bad but because of others/the fandom. I could go in depth on this on my main blog but not the point of this post.

My boyfriend texted me (at 11:18 pm my time) "ghost released another new song help" and I was like (at 12:14 am, I just got off of my job) "..... I just got off of work. Hold on."

And I listened to Deathbody. Which I think, compared to Scapeg♾️at, Uncanny, and Reckless Battery Burns (all newer songs I adore)... It's so personally close to my heart. The slowness and slight religious context. The fact a lyric mentions an actual, not DSM approved condition that people can experience.

I struggle a lot with being alive. Not in the sense of you know but more so living. Like being happy and doing things you love. I sleep, work, and repeat. So this song means a lot to me especially as I begin this cycle over and over again. Especially as I struggle more with my own identity and religious trauma. And ironically enough? I'm like the main character rn, in my car freezing cause I decided to ramble a bit.

So I will draw for this song once home. But I think a lot of people seem to forget that even if you don't like the newer stuff, there's people who do. And those people see you being mean and needlessly picky and hurt.

That's all really. Send post.

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It takes a special kind of evil to be someone just like you.

- HOPE by UpTown-P (Featuring Tomi AI, Kevin)

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