#tepyss

[sammles]

if you are made of pants; do you still need to wear pants or does it cancel out?

[deadpooly]

remember when i was a marvel blog? now my blog is just gay and illiterate

Remember when I was a marvel blog? Well I still am! but now it’s also gay and illiterate too!

[sammles]

I swear whenever my friend and I text the entire thing is in all caps

[sammles]

accidentally listening to hamilton without realizing ( even tho im belting all the lyrics) it until 4 songs on really describes me 

[sammles]

sometimes at night i will convince myself i am going to get murdered by a vampire in my sleep

[sammles]

fun fact: actually caring about your body and working out does make a difference. i feel fucking fantastic and i know i’m beginning to lose weight

[deadpooly]

i miss you

girlll i miss you too ur my queen !!! hmu !!

[sammles]

honestly i never thought i would use tumblr again, i came to the point in my life where i realized oh this place is kind of cringe. but tumblr always calls me back, ya know? i’ve never been in a time of my life where i’m more happy and sad, confused and knowing of everything. with me every couple of months i go through an identity crisis, where i doubt my friends, family, self worth, etc. i just got out of one of those stages and i’m just confused with how my life will be lived. i know i am only fifteen, but i want to understand who i am. i don’t like not knowing these answers, yet at the same time i find comfort in my indecisiveness. i want to label my self and fit into a box but when i get to the point where it is time to label, i panic. i have never felt more confused with my sexual identity in a long time. ever since i came to point where i realized that i’m queer, i always went as pansexual. and then about eight months ago i started calling myself a lesbian, and then a month after that i was back to being pansexual. but now i’m just lost, i have this feeling deep down that i might only love girls yet that could only be because the only person i have ever (and still do) truly loved has been a girl. i’ve been labelling myself as a queer lately, just that. i dont know who i am, i doubt my friendships on every plain, internet or irl. i always pictured being a teenager as some sort of spirtiual and sexual enlightenment, but it is far from it. i have never been more confused and satisifed at the same time. i don’t know why i even wrote this. maybe because i wanted to write into the void, where a few people may see it, and say ‘oh cool i relate’ or somebody might take the chance to read this and wonder what my life is and who i am. and to answer the question of who i am, i would be the last person to ask you. people always seem to judge me by how i look or my attidute, but in reality i am confused teenager, in a enviroment where she cannot be open on who she is and who craves connections with people, but the connections never last.