#terrifyed

[oldbcne]

@terrifyed / @deermooses sent “i sleep with one eye on the bedroom door.” for andrew !! 

   the two had started to spend more time together, and andrew was not complaining by any means. the two had been through A LOT in past few months, years. it felt like it was never ending sometimes. andrew wasn’t sure if pete realized why they had been inviting them over to drews house more often. in their mind, it would be GOOD for the other, time away from a chaotic household. drew’s room wasn’t LARGE by any means, but it was cozy enough for the two to spend the night in. they had been getting closer to each other, but being close was still awkward for drew. they would constantly fumble over their words, worried about overstepping. drew had been rambling on about sleeping arrangements for the evening - ‘if you wanna sleep in the bed with me that’s cool dude, but you don’t gotta. you can for sure just sleep on the floor. or i can sleep on the floor!! whatever is more comfortable -’

   their words trailed off for a moment when the other spoke, and drew couldn’t help but frown slightly. before they thought about it too much, andrew instinctively moved to wrap the other in a hug. “hey man, it’s alright!! everything’s all good here. i’ll take care of ya.” 

[intheafterall]

[sofiahydman]

[oldbcne]

@terrifyed LIKED for a starter !! ​ idk if i’m a boy - blue foster

   they are more nervous than they had ever been. everything had been so HARD, and it felt like it was getting harder. but peter was their friend, right?? surely he would understand, he wouldn’t judge them. they sit on the others bed, knee bouncing up and down nervously. half smoked joint sits in their hand, and they reach out, gesturing it towards the other. “you want this??” their words are EMPTY, and their head feels fuzzy. at this point, andrew doesn’t know if it is from the weed or the anxiety. 

    “look, man. i uh - i wanna talk to you ‘bout somethin’.” they grow quiet again, breaking the gaze they once held with the other. andrew looks at the carpet now, focusing on their shoe bouncing up and down. “i don’t - i don’t know if i’m a BOY.” the words are soft, and they take in a deep breath. “like. like, i just - i just feel like i’m somethin’ in the middle, if that makes sense??” head shakes then, and they draw in a deep breath. why does it have to be so hard??

[oldbcne]

@terrifyed / @deermooses​ sent  :  “I’d come back to haunt you.” - terrifyed to lav !  //  A MEME I CANNOT FIND 

   at first, she’s CONFUSED by his words, head tilting to the side a little.  then, she lets out a laugh, head shaking side to side for a moment.  “a li-little ... DARK puh-pete ... ”  she teases, moving her elbow to nudge at his side. 

    “but i suh - suppose if i were t-t-to be HAUNTED, it wo-would be nice to have .... you around all th-the time.” 

[oldbcne]

@terrifyed / @deermooses sent  :  when  the  edible  hits,    you  discuss  the  bee  movie  in  depth. - terrifyed to drew lmao 

   andrew can’t help but LAUGH as peter speaks, hands moving to run up and down their face. what could they say, they were the introspective type when they were high. they liked to discuss plots of many different things, but the bee movie had to be a personal favorite. 

    “what can i say, dude?? i’m a person with TASTE. and the bee movie?? TOP TIER CONTENT.” 

[oldbcne]

@terrifyed / @deermooses​ sent  :  ❝  what are you thinking about?  ❞ - terrifyed to lav !

   “huh??” head turns to glance at peter, eyes blinking at the question. she had been LOST in her HEAD again. it happened often, even if she didn’t want it to. shoulders lift into a shrug, because she didn’t really know how to answer. her mind was CLUTTERED today, and she found herself thinking about too much. 

   “i duh - i don’t know, hon-honestly.” the answer was genuine, not a complete attempt at preventing peter from prying more. “suh - suh ... sometimes, i just ... get lost.”